Chapters of life

Worst gossiper goes to MALE... =p

2010-09-17T10:20:00.000-07:00

Normally, we ladies often being judge as the most "busybody" creatures in this planet according to our male counterpart.. Why are we being judge that way????? Yes, we porbably love to gossip around... whenever we are free... :D

BUT, LADIES OUT THERE... Dont worry, we are not the worst gossiper ever... Trust me, when a guy decide to spread rumors, things could get even worst.. The way they make up those stories, you will never imagined it what's the outcome of it... which sort of boils my mood.. I'm not being judgemental, dont get me wrong.. But, it's the fact as i'm one of the victim for the time being..

Let me share some of my stories with you guys.. Well, used to had this tiny little crush back then... but somehow, nothing happened between us... and we have definitely moved on with our own life... Somehow, I decided to work in the same company as he is.. not because of him, but to have a better future.. and things just started... I thought there's something between us.. But, nah.. managed to get my mind straight... somehow, heard news that i was his ex.. and there goes the judging.. Can you imagined??? Nothing happened between us, and I'm being judged as HIS EX GF... See what i mean.. Why cant people just do their own thing.. and how did i know it was a guy job... because those guys are the only people who are close to that guy i like.. So, when guys decided to bitch.. God knows what kind of words will they come up with..

So, ladies.. guys have definately topple us up in this area.. It's ok to be second in this.. cause it will not do us any good..=)

Wooohooo!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-17T09:52:00.000-07:00

I'm back on track once again.. =) probably might go missing after this... :P guess what??? I am not going for any trips.. but was down with a transition of career.. In short, am stuck with a new job.. Well, never thought my career path would be should a fast transition.. Indeed, i would never expect myself to land with a marketing job..

though, i have always wanted to tap into this industry, but never thought i would actually got it.. Nevertheless, it isn't easy of course at the very beginning.. Have thought of giving up, of course.. But then, decided to convince myself that it will be a brand new day with new hope whenever i'm awake.. Finally, i have survived for a month with this new career of mine... Lots of challenges ahead, but that will never going to stop me... In fact, i'm starting to enjoy or like this job of mine.. Always believe that, if it doesn't kills you, it will make you stronger..

So, peeps, whenever you are facing situation where you are a the verge of quitting.. Sit back and play with the thoughts.. take that phrase to push yourself to the next level.. I am sure everyone have their own mindset and do believe in oneself... It doesn't mean that if we cant make things happen today, it will be a thrash week... Well, luck or miracle will happen when we want to make it happen.. therefore, never give up..

Anyway, ought to hit myself with dramas.. which i'm lacked off since i'm attached to this co..

What a way to end July??????

2010-08-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeeeee... how's the world treating you guys lately????? especially your weekend... Did you blast it off with a great bang?? Well, i did.. It was an awesome trip back to my 2nd HOME.. which literally changed me... wondering where is it.. It's the city of course, where all the happenings' event occur..

Yep... I had my blast by meeting new people as well as getting myself Drunkard officially.. the next day, i suffered a bad hang over... which literally suck big time... Not to mentioned, spending my precious time with a bunch of lunatics that i missed most.. It was awesome, not because i get myself drunk, but the fact that i had to watched some fight in the wee morning with my friends, getting laughters and having fun.. I do not wish to get myself in trouble but with crazy friends like mine, they do enjoyed this kind of scene..

Other than that, it was a sleepless weekend too.. missed out my char siew, which is located at Glenmarie.. couldnt have it due to some unseen circumstances..
Of course, there's ups & downs as well throughout the trip.. Some people just decided to cock and bull on certain issue... So, peepzz.. as a reminder, never listen to one part of the story.. you got to expand your ears... If not, you will never know the actual fact and might ended blaming others due to some stupid stories..

Overall, i had a blast due to the fact.. i have waited so long to have a good party.. eventually i got it... but it ended in dramatic ways.. :P

A tiny little weekend off............. =)

2010-07-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

Hey peeppppzzzzzzz, how have life treated you guys lately??? I hope all ends well.. As for me, those who have been following my posts would be able to know what am i up to??? To cut things short, i'm going for a little weekend break this weekend, which got me sooo hype up... Well, i was but as the days nearing, i was caught up with flu and slight sore throat which is pretty darn suck...... Ugh.. thanks to my younger sister..

Anyway, my arse will still be loitering around M'sia as dad just came back with a news, like Bangkok is under attack once AGAIN.. which was pretty doom.. Bali was Never his choice of Vacation.. I guess i will be pampering myself then with a long list of to do items.. Besides, i need to pamper myself with a GOOD massage... Been having backaches recently due to the long hours of sitting..

Will i be posting pictures from my little weekend break???? I guess NOT... as i was caught recently for NOT deleting some pictures that my parents find them "it is not appropriate.... So, yea.. better not keep any evidence.. as it's DANGEROUS!!! hehe.. Speaking of Dangerous, a friend posted an article that she got it on uploading those pictures to your facebook. Well, some of your bosses might not feel comfy with you showing some funny pictures of yourselves although it's your privacy to do so. Somehow, peepzz might not be that responsive to you.. To make things easier for you, why dont we just keep things to ourselves than to share it with friends. That's to save our ass from being fired.. or Dont add your bosses.. =p

If you wish to read more, feel free to check out this link :- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/07/26/fired-over-facebook-posts_n_659170.html?ref=fb&src=sp

Bliss Start of the Week =)

2010-07-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. It's the end of the MONTH once again.. Well, it is definitely a different one this month.. As i will be heading down to somewhere to catch up with some good old buddies that i have missed.... Seriously, i was soooo looking forward to this trip pretty badly, that i booked everything and make plans everything in advance... and finger cross.. Let's hope that my weekend will turn out to be a great one before i start with my NEW career..

Of course, there will be a week break in between before i start.. Hmm.. Was wondering whether should i kick off my 1 week break with shopping spree at Bangkok or relaxation at Bali or Phuket.. Seriously, I am so undecided ever since dad perks me up with this idea.. like hey, Let's go for a short trip.. and i was like yes yes.. let's plan.. muahhahaa... However, we are still in the midst of unleashing the plans.. So, we shall see whether will i be getting my arse landed at some continent or HOME.. If it's home, i'm gonna kick off with lots and lots of pampering... Starting off with Facial and there it goes..

Anyway, i had a blast keeping up with high school friends back last week.. We were discussing about careers and how much we have changed over the years. Plus, not to mentioned my ugly scene when i was conducting my degree in KL back then... Those were the days.. But, i sorta caught myself chatting with someone else instead of them.. Somehow, I managed to get my way back to my original date... which are them... So, how was your weekend peepz?????????

P/s: I'm grateful for those who choose to leave some comments on my post.. But, could you please comment in English as i'm pretty weak with Chinese character.. Thanks..

=)

2010-07-20T18:11:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeee.......... You are home.. I have been missing you lately.... All this while, you have been my pair of listening ears.. Despite all those quarrels, arguments and so forth, I still miss you heaps....... and love you too.. You have indeed showered me with unconditional love no matter how rebellious or demanding i am to you... All this while, you choose to stand beside me no matter what... understand me inside out without me saying the fact... and the small little things that you made or say... indeed put me to ease and joy too.. those gifts that you bought.. i was pleasantly surprised and i dint wish for it.. But thanks anyway...

When you were off to some trip, it felt so quiet and lonely without you... plus, i am so used to complaining to you about my work stuff and.. no matter how busy you are.. you will still listen.. and guide me from there... you gave me the strength and courage to continued my journey.. INDEED, you have made such an IMPACT in my life.. I do not know what will i gonna do if i were to lose you one day... At times, those small little action you made, definitely had my tears rolling down..... and i truly blessed and glad that I HAVE FOUND YOU... hence, i will try not to disappoint you in any other ways... instead will stick to you and walked along with you till your hair turns white... =)

Let's spice UP!!!!!!

2010-07-18T01:27:00.001-07:00

Hey peepzzzzz, how are you guys keeping up with your life lately???? I hope all ends well... Anyway, life is pretty mundane lately... simply because i have not been spicing it... practically, it's all about spring cleaning during the weekends and working on the weekdays.. So, yea... a pretty mundane life...

Currently, i was thinking of spicing it up with a good workout, indulging myself with good novel or drama series, or PARTAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeap, it's been a good 6 months of being sober... Not to mentioned that it wasn't a good thing to being that state, in fact i'm glad it is.. But hey, life is short right.. We gotta balance it up with playing it hard at the same time, work smart too.. Well, definitely need to kick those back to my life when i'm on my short trip to the CITY babeh....... Wooooootsssssss... Dont get me wrong, i'm not those wild chick that needed this kind of spices badly... But, it definitely feels good to indulge into it once in a while... Of course with a bunch of Good Friends that have your back all the time... Well, there's always a saying that "sometimes bad stuff might not be that bad as what you thought it is"... But, DO NOT do it frequently... Or with some strangers... It's definitely will end your life in BAD WAYS... So, add some spicy into your life..

There are some other spicies too... Not necessarily hitting those parties or some skimpy wear.. It could be spending quality time with your family members too... Well, I had that too... spending some time kicking those footies with nephew was definitely fun when we tried to kick those ball.. Of course, Kids are meant to cheat due to the fact that they are young... Hahahah.. Hence, you have gotta give in just to make him HAPPY!!!

Well, i'm sure you guys have tonnes of spicies to colour your life with... So, let's all enjoy our life to the fullest by involving our family members too.. They are the closest kins we have... When you are happy, they will eventually feel the same way too if they get involved with it.. As i mentioned as always... Sharing is definitely Caring.. =) Oh, Beach is also a good spot to hang out too... with friends or family... having some get together will bring you closer......... =) Try that... trust me, it never fail... i Miss hanging out with my family running around the beach...trying to catch those baby crabs.. It was indeed fun...... and lots of shouting... hehe

Ok, I think i'm gonna indulge myself with 90210 Drama series, which is sooo good... It's highly recommended though if you are into those beverly hills or hollywood's stuff.. Well, i'm not... but then, these ppl are driving like super hawt wheels to school... hhehe.. It is not only about that, but the moral lesson that these kids have to bear too.. Not to forget, gonna dig up some novels to hit me up with.. Vocabs are getting pretty low and grammers too.. It sucks when i get the loose out of it.. So, have fun colouring your life, peepzzzzzz... I gotta colour mine.....

Chaozzzzzzzzzz...

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

Credits to my readers.. Hehe.. I never thought my blog would be able to pull such a good respond from you peepzzzz... It has definitely cheer me up in so many ways... Would like to point out a few things.. First of all, Thanks for all the support and concerns... Second, i will try to blog as much as i could in future.. Third, i hope that those previous postings able to guide you guys to be a better person in life..

Well, this is my learning curb in life.. Hence, I'm sharing as much as i could so that you guys wont choose the hard way of falling instead you can opt to walk away from those issues... Since we have the choice to choose which path of the road that we want to walk... So, make the right choice.. and be happy for what you have done... FALLING is also a step of turning yourselves to be a better person... Don't be afraid of making the wrong decision... Embrace it instead of feeling sorry for what you have done.. Who doesnt make mistakes anyway??? But, if you can avoid that incident from happening, then you should walk away from it.. :)

Anyway, Happy Weekend peepzzzzzzzz!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!

2010-07-17T07:19:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, secrets are meant to be kept by you ONLY... No point revealing to someone whom you thought will be happy for what you have decide.. But NO, instead of cheering or showering you with joy and love, they told you that you are stupid for making such decision and expect you to follow theirs.......

Oh crap!!! Cant you just live your life when you are entangling yourself with.. God, i dont need another piece of advise or nags when i dont require you too.. Cant you just be happy for me???? ARGH!!!!!!!!! I was so pissed... hence, i have learned my lesson in the hard way.. Never ever tell someone about it...

As for another issue, god... PLEASE dont spam my wall...... ugh.. it's irritating... C'mon, get your own life man... Seriously, what's wrong with you?????? I'm sure you have your own circle of friends... Dont simply spam when i dont tag you along...

Third issue, I Miss you heaps ok... At times, you made me wonder what in the hell have i done wrong when you rejected me like most of the times.. Yet, you have been pretty supportive when i was down regardless of what issues i am facing.. Indeed, you made my day when i need you too.. Sometimes, you showered me with care and concern plus feeling jealously when you shouldnt.. but at times, you acted as if you are too cool and so forth..

So, What is wrong with you people??????? If only i have the courage to tell you off, i will definitely do soo.. Guess patience is virtue.. hence, i shall give the 3rd issue some time off before i explode... As for the other 2 issues, i just hope it's going to an end...

ANGER kills!!!

2010-07-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

Seriously, anger kills... not literally... but somehow it kill your sense.. which is practically true.. I was so mad that i just snap off at someone without letting her/him know what's the reason behind i snap.. Eventually, it turn out to be fight.. but rest be assured, no killing...

After i calmed myself down, my conscience towards the matter indicate that i was wrong.. indeed it was.. but at the very verge.. i just couldnt use the brain to think.. nor could stop any action.. So, advice as well as a lesson to be learned.. we need to calm ourselves down before making any decision.. no matter how bad the situation is..

Scattered pieces...

2010-06-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

Due to your actions, you have hurt me umpteen times...
each time, i have tried to stand firm and be positive..
but now, i don't have the strength to carry on...

I thought i could count on you...
But i guess I am stupid and naive to have that thought..
I thought you have grown...
But, you are still the same...

Despite it was my mistake...
You could choose to be discreet or blast me with fire...
Somehow, you thought it was an OK thing to voice it out...

Once bitten, twice shy...
So, i guess no point sharing thoughts and experiences with you...
As you bite and Never give a second thought...

Drama Series Marathon!!!

2010-06-28T01:03:00.000-07:00

Yay!!!!!! I am finally done with all the season of GG... To be honest, it is a must drama series to watch.. Hehehe... I have got myself hooked to this ever since i started season 1.. Well, it's full of dramas here and there.. At times, it got me thinking.. Hey, gossip girls do happen in reality too.. No doubt about it.. Anyway, Nate is such a sweetie pie who is innocent and yet charming.. Oh well, i know i might be slow but once again, it's no harm to be slow when it comes to series.. The best part of this drama teaches me that... No matter what or how bad you are, your family will always be your backbone that will guide you through those obstacles.. So, Thumbs up to this..Can't wait for season 4 to be out...

My next drama series will be either The O.C or hospital romance, which is..... *drum rolls* .... Greys Anatomy...Hehehe... Been indulging to these series till i am spending lesser time to the big screen.. sigh... guess i have to just download those movies..and watch it at home... where i could just cuddle beneath my blanky and getting cozy... :D Alright peeps... watch it when you have not started..

Great start for Weekend!!!!!!!!

2010-06-19T10:30:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeeeeee .....I Love Weekends...... Who doesnt anyway?????? Weekend is suppose to fill with fun, lay back moments and etc.. Oh well, my weekend usually turns out to be spring cleaning... which is a normal routine.. But, it always end well with hitting the malls, watching a good movie or just lazying around...

Well, World Cup is the "in" thing for the time being.. Somehow, i'm not a football fan... So, i rather not waste my time on that.. Was suppose to hit the Mall, as MNG is having SALES!!!!!!!! Somehow, i got lazy and decide to stay in as i dont wish to shop alone... So, decided to make the best out of it by skip skip skip!!!!!! since i have to win the bet...:P

After all those sweat, the night ends well with a great movie, by the name of EDISON.. If you guys have watched it, then just a little refreshing moments for you guys.. Well, I am definitely not refering to Edison Chen, of course.. It was released back in 2005, which is 5 years ago.. Yea yea, i know how out dated i am when it comes to movie.. Well, it is never too late to watch

it anyway...This is a MUST watch movie.. Justin Timberlake is sort of the main actor too.. If you guys have not watch this, you should Download... It is a great movie if you like action pack scene.. oh, Kevin spacey was staring as well.. I would grade this as 8/10... So, dont miss out on great movies like this...hehe.. have a great weekend peepzzzzzz... I shall not enclosed any summary on this.. because i dont wish to break those suspence.....:P So, Go dug it all out..

E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-18T09:34:00.001-07:00

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm freaking excited!!!!!!! Yes, You got that right!!!!!!!!!! I AM GRADUATING!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeee............ Finally, my long awaited Bachelor ceremony is HERE!!!

Not to mention those squarish HAT!!! Those moments that i have to endure, such as sleepless nights, coffee addict and those uni student would actually do.. Just to wear that squarish HAT!! hehehe... Oh boy, couldn't believe i am gonna put on those hat... hehe... Made plans for D- Day already!!!!!! Told my parents that they have to attend no matter what.. hehe... Cant wait!!!!!! Anyway, I shall upload those pic then... so, till then, enjoy the pic which i grabbed it from google...:P

Freaking out!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Yep, i'm freaking out... Seriously, you guys would probably wonder what has gotten into my mind when i made a silly bet.. Guess what????? I made a stupid bet with my cousin bro on losing weight while he had to gain weight.. Sadly, i need to lose 5kgs off my body.. I had like less than 2 months to do soo...

Sigh Sigh!!!!!!!! I was just buzzing him yesterday to remind him about the dateline.. I was amazed that he remembered and i sorta freaked out when he told me the dateline as i have forgotten about it :P.. I was counting and realized oh crap, i got less than 2 months.. Well, it's not like i have not been working out or dieting.. In fact i went on diet for a month...for having sandwiches only as my lunch... So, i persuaded him.. hehe (me being the angel) for that moment in order to achieve my target... i told him... can't he spare me some mercy by giving me like 3kgs.. instead of 5... He said NO!!!!! The bet was... whoever that couldn't achieve the ideal weight, we ought to give RM100 to the other party..

Just imagine what i can do with RM100... Gosh, i could spend that on NEW clothes, shoes and so forth...... Sigh sigh!!!!!!!!! So, i decided NOT to Quit!!!!!!!! I'm not a quiter.. I shall make wonders happen... Was discussing it with my babe.. She suggested skipping... Decided to give it a try.. OMG!!!!!!!! I was panting like mad woman!!!!!! But the outcome.. It feels good actually... to drench with sweattttttttttt!!!!!!!!!! I hope the numbers will decrease instead of going up the scale.. Wish Me Luck peepppppzzzzzzzzzz...

Confidence......

2010-06-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peepzz... ever since i have joined the working world... been slacking on my blog post... hehe.. sorry about that... oh well... i was wondering whether should i be dreading about my current life or hmmm... stories that might improve people's live when i logged on to my blog.. Hmm, i guess i'm going to dread anyway.. Heheh... Hey, what's bad for me, it might be good for you... Life is all about learning from one another...

Sadly, it's just me and my life that i hope might bring a little cheers.. So, what's new with me while i have been m.i.a for months... hehe.. Ok... there's nothing much going on.. it's only me keeping in touch with high school friends and get the gist of how wonderful life could be.. Of course, there's ups and downs too..

Well, confidence level is really important in life, be it work, or others.. In order to socialize, a person needs to have that particular confidence to outshine himself or herself too.. So, buck it up peepzzz... We are definitely unique in our own ways... Do Not Ever Look Down On Yourself.. To be frank, i was once that person, who look down on herself... having low esteem in everything i do.. Well, i think you guys might know from my previous post... In terms of relationship wise, i could grade myself as being failure anyway.. No doubt about it.. The reason behind it was FAT... I was really fat and that really shun me away from everything, be it clothes or crushes that i have.. Yep... i was stupid to think of that.. Somehow, it's not the size that matters.. As we seen, most people who are fat were bless with happy ending as well.. So, It is definitely not the size.. It's the character that attracts the other party.. So long as we know how to love ourselves or pampering oneself to the max.. Loving yourself is definitely the most important thing.. Somehow, many people still did not get the hang of it..

However, those kilos that have been burned do boost up a person's confident level as well... I felt much happier ever since losing those fatty fats away from my body and also hunting for clothes.. going out with friends.. Oh, that really helps alot.... Friends definitely bring the best out of you... hehe..

So, Start mingle around today.. Pamper yourself to spa, facial or whatever stuff that you love... It will definitely help to being those glow out of you...

Stop pushing!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

Stop pushing, you dork!!!!!!!!!
Just because you think you are that kind of person...
doesnt mean i have to be like you....

I dont need your guidance....
Im jz telling... at times, i dont get it...
Why am i stuck??????????

Whatever it is... Get the hell out of me!!!!!!!

Long awaited post!!!

2010-04-11T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hey peepzzzzzz, Morning....... well, it has been quite long since my last post... which i think... 2 months ago... Hahaha... Sorry for not been blogging... to cut things short, it's pretty dramatic life i had...

So, how's the blogging world doing????? I have lost touch of it for pretty long... I hope it's all good... will start blogging soon.. and probably, take up some photography skills... just for fun... since it's gonna be a new perspective in life... been wasting alot of precious time doing nothing but hoping for something that isn't worth while... Plus, my blog is pretty dry with words...Needed some pictures to spice things up...=)

Last weekend, it wasnt as great as i thought it will be... but then, it ought to be credited.. despite being hurt and getting jealous over it.. Well, you guys will probably know which kind of area am i talking about.. Yup, it's Relationship!!!!!!!! I thought he is someone that i long awaited for... but, i was wrong.. it took me quite long to pulled the hand brake and moved on.. Of course, it require determination, friends support and more... Plus, not to mentioned a good piece of article which totally waken me up... as much as friends shook me off..but, it doesnt work till something appears right in front of you...there's a quote for it, Seeing is Believing... This cleo magazine was dangling on my table for pretty long already... I just didn't take a glance on it.. till it came to a point.. why not take a look at it... you might find something that you need after all.. there's this article caught my sight and was totally engrossed to it.... After reading it, i know that i deserve someone better...

Oh btw peepz, i have managed to secure myself with a job already... after bumming for three months... well, it's not a career that i'm looking for.. but, no harm gaining experience.. then will JUMP higher...........=)

TOUCHED!!!

2010-02-06T09:56:00.000-08:00

I was really touched by a sweet gesture of Bo's mum... She ranged me up when she came across the star job section.. As i am still hunting for a job.. I was literally surprised when she told me about a vacancy in an event company.. As i couldnt expect that from a good friend's mum...Not that they are not nice.. But, they have the thought of hunting it for me when they dont have too..

THANKS AUNTIE... I will definitely buy u a treat when i land myself a job.. Well, i had been applying.. Went for one of a customer service interview last friday.. At first, i wasn't really cleared of what is their company's job function since i was being brief about it only.. So, i did my own homework to go through of that company itself.. As i spoke to the HR manager as well as the person in charge... i find tht job has alot of potential and it's pretty challenging.. i'm not refering that every job does not have the potential.. But, it's something tht i will look forward too.. despite me hoping or expect to get my hands dirty as in meeting people personally.. But then, there are many ways to get your stuff done..

So, let's hope that i'm gonna land a job soon.. Dad was telling, you went for 3 interviews already, and yet you are still jobless.. Sob sob.. But, well... i wont take it too personally either as i know i will definitely be employ...

Games are pretty tiring to played...

2010-02-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

Not those sporty games.. or adventurous stuff.. I'm talking bout relationship issue... At times, i just dont understand.. why does a person want to do have that pulled & let go situation????? Arghh... it's just soo frustrating.. But i guess that's the only way to test whether are we up for each other's challenge..

So, am i a true player now???? I dono...But, that's what forces me to do soo.. So, You... If soo happens, you do read my blog... I just couldnt be bother anymore... Well, i have gave u my heart.. but you choose to play me out.. Well, i wouldnt blame you indeed.. But, life goes on.. Here goes to our sorta close friendship...Hmmm... There are soo many ways to tell a person when he or she is not into you???? But you just have to choose this way.. So, Let it be...

Those fell that i received throughout these years.. finally awakes me... Well, i would thank sis for shaking me up... It's all about GAME.. whether are you with... So, I guess i'm gonna take up the freaking challenge.. and be one hell of a good player... =)

This fall made me realized.. SUPERB.. after how many fall.... 2.. I could just name myself a dumbo...=S

Expectations are being set...

2010-02-03T20:12:00.000-08:00

Had enough of dramas here & there...
Dont blame me for what I am today..
Life pushes me to be in this state...
You did that too...

Indeed, i try not to think of those expectation that i have set..
But, look what happen..
I was being played over & over again..
I was hurt like hell...
So, why should i suffer???

That's why i'm setting a certain expectation...
Without this expectation being meet,
You can just FLY KITESSSSSSSSSS....

Sorry, i have to be selfish at times in order to love myself more....

Macau trip 2010......

2010-01-29T07:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry peepzzz, i have been m.i.a for quite sometime... Well, i was travelling to China land.. part of it.. Macau.... No internet connection, which is suck big time.. I was so used to glueing myself to my laptop for... practically everyday without fail.. All of sudden, i dont get to feel the keyboard or checked out facebook.. it's bad...

Anyway, speaking about Macau... I was lucky to get my passport chopped once again... hehe... It's great to see how portugal has changed macau... Love those sight seeing and buildings... especially the cathedrals.. not to mentioned food too.....

From this trip, i definitely had some joyous momentss... it was winter still.. Practically, it was chill.. Plus, their taxi driver drive super fast without any indication.. superb... how i wish i was the one driving there????? cool... their casino was design in a classy way... sooo nice... their interior is superb...

Pics shall be up soon... if im not lazy...=p

Love is weird!!!!!!!!

2010-01-17T00:26:00.000-08:00

I think everyone who came across with this post would probably agrees with me... Well, I wasnt trying too be cocky, but then... Don't you guys think Love is weird... if you feel that i'm wrong, please feel free to correct me...

I have met someone, but then... it's still in the process of getting to know each other.. Well, i would say i do have some liking on him.. As days goes by, feelings hv been playing me off.. which i hate the most... In other words, i dono whether do i really into him or it's merely a crush...... If i could get it right, i would prefer to stop myself from sending the wrong intention to him...

Well, you tell me... Whenever i dint see him online, will probably wondering and waiting... or worst come to worst, checking his profile out.. When we chatted, it's a great deal...... i had one fun time debating on silly stuff... however, there's certain things that is bothering me.. stuff which i think could be mended of course... on the other hand, i feel that i talked too much, which might make him look bad..

Basically, i'm confused right now... Am i changing or what?????????? arghhh.. this is soo crap...

Great Dinner with the QBM staff...

2010-01-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

We had another round of dinner together ever since i came back... eheh.. this time, our dinner group have expanded.. they included their new admin assistant, Kaygen, which so happen i thought he was my age.. But, he is younger than me.. Well, i was used to be the youngest in the office... Looks like someone is taking up my place... However, he doesnt look like his age at all.. I was surprised.. ehhe.. this shows that a person's outlook is deceiving... hehe

We had our dinner at Daorea... Korean restaurant.. I was being recommended to this shop by Hedy... The environment of the restaurant was good as well as the services.. Food wise... Pretty not bad for people like me... who would opt for something that is not fatty nor heavy... Basically, Korean people will go for more veges and rice plus meat... But, i would choose the veges over rice.. hehe... We had rice too.. but was taken by kaygen, the new member and siang chin.. phew..

When i got home, craved for a bun.. that i bought when i was in Queensbay... at the end, shared that sausage bun with sis... sigh.. which adds on my weight.. Crap... Wonder when will i achieved my ideal weight... sigh sigh sigh... been working out... not to mentioned..ate too.. which i dont really lose much..at the end of the day...

Plus, the coming week, i'll be in winter wonderland.. there goes food again.. When i got home, CNY is around the corner.. Argh... I was expecting myself to look good.. but, looks like i have to do more walking from now before winter wonderland...

D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D!!!!!

2010-01-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. What should i say?? I'm pretty amazed that a person will changed tremendously ever since they are in a relationship... I didn't realized this till i have encounter this issue... It sorta give a tight slap on the face... Guess i have to wake up and see the damn world.. People are just selfish i guess..

I wouldnt know will i be like you if so happens i'm in a relationship or not... Well, that's something i couldnt tell.. because till now, i'm still single.. Basically, i wouldnt want to ignore my friends once i'm in a relationship.. I do know that a freshie new relationship, you will tend to spend most of the time with your loved ones.. But, do spare some time for your friends as well as cousins... Gosh, i have been receiving rejects from you like last minute thingy... it's pretty upset... whereby i wish to have that closure.. but looks like it's fading away.. Not only this, you seem to changed.. the part where i'm angry will be.. you taking for granted and expect me to suit your schedule.. come on.. just because you need to spend quality time with him, think of others as well.. Dont be selfish and expect people to please you..

P/s: Bo, you have a task.. if sooo happens, i'm in relationship.. & snuggling up to my bf all the time.. not spending some precious moments with you.. PLEASE.. i mean... Please shake or wake me up... whatever you wish to do.. i gave you the honour... Basically, we have promised each other right.. By all means.. do it... It's pretty disppointing to see someone who is close to you changed 360 degrees... Sigh... Well, guess that explains the differences of each other..

Peepzz, i'm not saying you cant spend time with your bf.. but spare some time with your friends and your loved one... Dont forget those who have guided you along the way.. helped and stuff.. Families and friends play an important role in everyone's life i'm sure.. So, dont ignore them totally.. That's what i'm trying to say...

STUPID.........

2010-01-09T19:57:00.000-08:00

Yes, this post is all about how stupidity i was... Sigh... I was complaining that i dont received any news lately about my career.. The fact that i was soo dumb enough not to apply for any job because i thought that once i uploaded my CV to jobstreet site.. My job are done.. & co would rang me up... The fact is i was suppose to pick which co and apply... apparently i didnt do any of that.. Then my friends was telling me.. they are being called for an interviews, while i was still rotting at home.. Sigh... How disappointing??????

At times, it has taken a toll on me.. whereby i'm pretty despo to get a job.. tonnes of ppl was saying.. enjoy your break while you can.. once you have step your foot on the career world, it's gonna be different already.. Yea, i know that.. I was wondering what can i do at home???? despite being rot.. sleep like there's no tomorrow.. or parents woke me up in the morning, which is still my sleeping mode.. LOL.. Basically, i'm on my holiday mood.... and yet i grumble.. as i'm rotting.. Not that only, following dad or mum.. well, alternative days.. to do their stuff...

Ok Back to the original topic, eee... always diverted to crap on other topic.. SiGH.. Hmm... One fine day, i was wondering.. Why am i not being called?? Not that my resume is not up to its standard.. i mean.. it's not like i did real badly for my studies.. So, why is there no respond... Then i saw some section, whereby it indicates that.. job being applied in the past 6 months.. which indicates zero... read me.. IT'S ZERO.. Then only i realized my god damn mistake.. STUPID... Sigh.. In other words, i dint hunt for a job at all.. Sigh... Not realizing i dint put in effort but complaining.. Wth???? Feel like smacking myself already... That's all peepzzz... Next time check & read all those particular... dont be such a dumb fool like me... thank god i realized my god damn mistake.. if not, i wonder how long will i be rotting at home?????

Will there be a life after you????????

2010-01-06T14:56:00.000-08:00

Been listening to Daughtry's song, Life after you.. Well, i fell in love when it was played on Tv.. Thanks to Jeron, who is kind enough to download the song for me.. Basically, he is my songs provider.. hahaha.. P/s: Jeron, it's a compliment ok.. Thanks alot........

Ever since i got this, i have been playing the song like ultimately everyday... and wonders too... Hate it when a song created an impact in my life.. not like it doesnt.. But, it created alot of images that i dont wish to see nor ready to face it.. Be it relationship or family or someone who is dear to me...

Recently, a good friend's mum of mine passed away.. Well, i know how much has taken a toll of her.. I did my part in helping her out.. But i wonder, what will happen to me when something like that occurs to my life??? I do not dare to think because i dont wish that to happen.. Nor anything happen to my friends that i loved too.. It's just sad when ironic incidents landed on you..

Relationship: I have tried to let it go as much as i can.. There's this phrase, "when you least expected something, you tend to be more happier".. Practically, using this phrase to guide me through.. At times, you gave me hope, at times, you took it away.. So, i wonder whether does it exist.. or i'm just clapping my own damn hand.. Well, i wouldnt know what's running through your mind.. Guess, letting it go bits by bits.. will not make me go wonder too much... Thanks to the previous relationship i had, sorta made me realized that jumping to conclusion.. everything will not turnout to be great... Guess everyone have to go through the hard slap of reality before you turnout to be wiser.. Guess i had my fall... Hoping that i wont do any silly mistakes that should have been avoided...

Sorry peepzz.. it's alit emo...

Welcoming 2010 with booze @ homieee!!! =)

2010-01-01T05:59:00.000-08:00

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!!!!!!!!! It's 2010......... Well, i had a great time welcoming 2010..... I hope you guys had your blast as well...

I was planning to hit the clubs or do something crazyyyyy... However, dad was stuck with a wedding invitation as well as a bbq party from his friend... Furthermore, i went out during my bday.. So, chances of me partying during new year eve would be a NO! No!...

I had to be reasonable this time.. Since he gave the green light during my bday..so, i should be a goody gurl..hehe.. Since plans are knocked off.. So, i was planning to do something crazy with my sis.. Well, she is still young.. I have always love having a drinking session or partying at home with a bunch of good friends or probably my sis.. Sadly, my 2 elder sis dont really drink with me... So, i had to tone it down... Thank god, i got this younger sis of mine..who is alit bit crazy but not as much as i am.. LOL.. =)

Dad's been keeping some bottles of wine at home.. Beers as well as brandy... Since i had to be homie during new year eve... i suggested to my sis that... "Hey, Let's get drunk tonight!!! She buys my idea... haha.. probably, it's about time her wildness is appearing.. lol...

Well, we started off with white wine, which is the left over... So, both of us bottoms up the wine with a gulp..hahha.. After that, we started pouring and downing it at the same time.. Basically, we finished up one whole bottle of red wine... 1 can of beers each as well as half glass of hennessy nid... Gosh.. That hennessy took me off.. At the end of that night, i was totally knocked off... Sleeping like a baby.. While sis chatting.. Her face was practically went red.. i was downing all the time.. She took some breaks in btw..So, she wasnt that bad compare to me..

Well, it was an awesome night though.. But all those drinking made me put on a few kgs.. plus food.. been eating alot lately.. sob sob.. so, it's time to burned some fats off...

Anyway, i had an awesome time drinking with her at home...Never expected my new year eve to be soo good..hahah.. How about you guys?????

Here's some pics... we Camwhore while enjoying our boozeeeee... =)

The bloody high look... her face was reddddddddd....

2009 is coming to an end....

2009-12-31T02:57:00.000-08:00

there's 45 minutes left before 2010 hit its mark.. So, peepzzz... Let's welcome 2010 with great prospect, joy, luck and many more....

2009 has done a great deal in our life.. Mistakes have been made... Therefore, we should learned from it and be a happy person in life... So, forgive & forget... and never look back.....

Have fun peepzzzz.... Happy New Year every bloggers... =)

Once it's broken, it's never gonna mended..

2009-12-30T22:25:00.000-08:00

I guess you guys heard this phrase before.. Well, it does apply in your life as well.. To be exact, relationship wise... Hmmm.. If you have been following my post, you would probably realized there's been dramas here and there.. Well, everyone would definitely encounter this phase.. It's life anyway.. We can't avoid that..

Ok.. Just a short synopsis about the dramas.. Practically, i was sorta dumped by a guy, of course.. LOL.. back in June 2009.. Exact date will be 5th of June 2009.. Hmmm.. couldnt believe the stupid date is still fresh in my brain.. anyway, yep, that's the date i was been rejected.. Since he is still in love with his ex.. They sorta got back together within a month.. Well, the naive side of me... still waiting for him to changed his mind & come back to me..as i was willingly to wait.. Sigh... Love is practically blind... Yes, i was blinded back then..

After a certain momentum in life, decided that i should just get rid of him and start a brand new one.. Which is focusing on career.. Well, i did, of course.. hehehe... Somehow or rather, along the way, there's someone who sorta came along.. Well, it's still being freshie.. Practically, we are still being friends... and nothing seems to changed that.. I could say, i'm more than happy to get rid of the old one.. Not because of i have found someone new.. But, i feel that the old one, was practically, the stupid old flame where i thought it might happen but he is not the one.. So, yes...

Oh, i did adviced him as well.. To communicate with his gf when they have issues.. Despite me still liking him... There i was...NAIVE... sigh... Recently, his fb status display he is single.. When i saw that, i was like...ok...Whatever la... Because we are done anyway..So, it's your business.. We are still friends.. but sometimes, there's certain things i shouldnt get myself involve... Besides, i did dreamt of him as well..walking along the aisle.. That amazed me.. because i have not dreamt of him ever since he was off my mind..somehow, i did.. Well, i told him about the dream..Basically, he was laughing like mad...

Recently, he met with an accident.. So, i was online practically 24/7.. He nudged me on msn.. i was hesitate to reply.. Well, i got this feeling that he is trying his luck to keep in touch with me.. trying to get my attention and everything.. for no reason, he likes my status..which was pretty lame... So, i knew this was coming.. At the end of it.. i replied...and sorta gave a cold treatment.. Because i dint want to give him hope already... It's over... You have hurt me badly.. When i walked away, just let me go...Dont ever think you could repent the stuff that you did..

Peepzz out there.. regardless of which gender are you in.. Dont ever ever make silly mistakes in life.. i know we are bound to make silly mistakes sometimes.. An advice will be... Just give a thorough thought before commiting into something.. Once it's gone, forever.. it will fly off...

Birthday Surprise!!!!

2009-12-30T22:08:00.000-08:00

I didn't expect my facebook wall to be flooded with tonnes of well-wisher, which is my friends, whom i lost in touch with.. Well, put it this way, i thought this year birthday is gonna be a plain old thing, where i would flock around at home & dinner with my parents & back to home to slp.. Yup, pretty dull, right..

As much as i want to hype this year, indeed my life has been pretty hype up.. Thanks to my taiping friends, whom i met along with throughout this year... It's been great fun blasting my life in KL with the right group of people.. Anyway, back to the original topic once again..

I was planning to do something fun for myself this year.. So, an old high school friend whom we shared the same birthday came down to penang.. Well, we sorta met up 2 days earlier before our birthday.. We had the longest talk ever... & rounding the mall for more than 5 times.. Gosh.. By the time i got home, my feet's colour went pinkest red and it hurts.. =(

Therefore, she decided want to checked out christmas countdown since she have not seen one before.. Well, same goes to me... Dad doesnt want to be stucked in the bad traffic.. Practically, we will be bumming around at home during this big festivals... We decided to heads over to QE2, which is sorta club/pub thingy.. That's my first visit as well.. hmmm..The songs selection for the night pretty shuckie...

Oh, a good friend of mine came along as well.. Well, it was great to see him there... Hmm.. i dint expect him to be popping up to my invitation.. So, it was pretty surprise to me... So, that's about it... Mailbox went bursting & had a couple of beer with Jeron... =) That sums up all the joy i had... Thanks peepzzzz who made my day.. Not to forget.. Jeron & his awesome way of wishing me... which made me feel like bashing him up...

Season of Joy made me stationary = LAZY!!!!

2009-12-30T20:47:00.000-08:00

hahaha... yes, that's right... i have been superbly lazy these days.. dint feel like logging in to blogspot.. other than facebooking and msn... Sigh.. There are tonnes of stuff that i wished to share upon, but, the kick of blogging is just not there..

Anyway, a very late wishes to all the Christians in this world, Merry Christmas... Hmmm... Shouldnt i be saying that i'm not late since Christmas celebration lasted for 12 days... Correct me if i'm wrong because that's what i have been listening to those Christmas songs.. heheh..

Job hunting were stagnant-ing as well.. Like i says, there's no response from the market.. Well, couldn't blame them.. Since it's the year end.. Everyone is waiting for their bonuses.. So, i shall have to wait till tomorrow and landed an atomy bomb on all mnc websites.. hahaha...

L.O.S.T & C.L.U.E.L.E.SS!!!!!

2009-12-19T23:33:00.000-08:00

I dono what are you up to, i tried to understand you..
But, guess i did the wrong thing..
Probably, i shouldn't hoped for miracle to happen..
Besides, i shouldn't demand for your concern towards me..

It's a little stressful to wait for you to online and everything..
Knowing you online, makes me glue to my laptop all the time..
at times, i'll get nags from mum & dad for hooking up to laptop soo late...
Waking up in the noon like uberly late...

So, i guess... i have tried.. there's no respond..
i dont know whether did you showed interest or not..
But, i feel, it's not up to me to make things happen already..
Am tired of clapping one hand... where there's no respond..
Guess it's the end then..
which ends up making me to pull everything back to where it begins..

Dad's U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E thought!!!!!!

2009-12-19T22:55:00.001-08:00

During the weekend, was woken up by dad... Just to accompanied him for breakie... I was still sleeping... Apparently, i have been sleeping late for certain reason.. But, i think i should start to ignore that particular person & start sleeping early.. will try it tonight then... Anyway, speaking about dad's bizzare thought.. His thought scares me all the time.... At times, it's difficult to reject... Sigh

So, What happen???? Went for breakie with him and 2nd sis.. He wanted to have Curry Mee, which is located somewhere near Loh Guan Lye hospital.. When we reached there, the shop was closed.. Practically, we went around the half island to search for food.. LOL.. While i was hugging some small bolster at the passenger seat... So, tried to sleep, but couldnt.. Finally, we ended up having our breakie in Jelutong Market..

Well, i am still job hunting.. Sis got an interview from some KL company.. She was informing dad about it.. All of sudden, here he is... giving me his wildest thought, which is persuading me to sales... Well, i dont mind dealing with sales.. But, he was suggesting me to Automobile industry.. Which he has established himself pretty well in that field.. then, me & sis was opposing, by giving all sort of reasons to him... He ended saying, We have that negative thought.. Sigh.. It's pretty risky.. doing sales in that industry.. Am still contemplating.. on the other hand, persuading me to assist him in the company... On the other hand, givng me a very bizzare thought like that.. Gosh, What the hell you want????

It's not easy... Yes, i know..Nothing comes easy in life... Well, i didn't want to tarnish his reputable image if so happen i cant perform.. Well, am giving it a real thought on it.. He feels that i have the capability of doing sales... So, will see..how my life leads me....... :)

Brand new "ME" welcoming the 2010!!!

2009-12-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

My old hairstyle...-Long hair....

Ta Daaa -New Hairstyle- Bob.... Super short...=( with the fat face...

Hahaha...Pretty lame headline for my blog... Indeed, i did some changes in me...Chopped my hair to super short...which my entire family was shocked... & wonder why did i have this thought of chopping off my hair... plus, this short... LOL

Well, put it this way... have never ever cut this short in my entire life... Mum & sis thought that i was tying up my hair... When they saw, they pop questions to me..like 5Ws & 1H to me... It was funny... Besides, dad kept questioning me, "why did you cut your hair so short?" All i did was.... new hairstyle....& i wanted to cut short...however, not this short though...Well, my hair will grow...in months time...

Sigh...everyone was telling me how fat was i once i chopped off... Sigh.. Guess i have to start diet-ing & exercising.......Sigh

Movie Night Out!!!

2009-12-18T20:59:00.000-08:00

I guess i have not done any movie reviews before... Decided to post this one up...Couples Retreat... Well, it's been such a long time since i last stepped to the cineplex... If i am not mistaken, i think the last movie i have watched in the the cinema was G-Force, the roddent movie...It's cute... love those hamsters...& guinea pigs as well...They were soo cool...

Here we are, Couples Retreat.. benn dying to watch this movie...When it was opened to the cineplex, me & Esther were watching New Moon.. Well, i don't really like New Moon anyway.. It's pretty dull compare to the book i have read.. Love those book... but not the movie.. Well, couldn't blame the director.. As they cant inject every detail of the plot into the movie... So, they took only the gist of the storyline...

OK...Couples Retreat.. Went movie with Jeron... Love the movie...It's sort of relaxation as there's humor and some morale in it.. Well, it would guide those couples, who are having probs currently.. to understand the flaws of each other and accept it.. So, it's definitely a thumb up movie to watch.. love the beach scene... practically, i love the entire concept of the movie...=)

Peeps, if you have not catch it, please do so...if you are lucky enough...If not, do grab the DVDs... =)

I'm A.G.E.I.N.G!!!!!! =(

2009-12-18T20:04:00.000-08:00

Yes peepzzz, I am literally aged... Was pretty annoyed & disappointed... Apparently, mum had complimentary voucher to have a facial treatment in Stella In, which is an established brand name.. Furthermore, Aunty Stella has been a friend of mum since young.. Mum has always tailored her facial boutique all this while for facial wash..

Mum brought the products and got 2 complimentary vouchers. She gave it to me & 2nd sis to pamper ourself.. So, we booked the facial appointment on monday after sis completed her work.. went over to pamper ourselves while youngest sis went for shopping alone... Quite pitiful but she didn't want to join us for the facial wash anyway..

Facial moment... The beautician thought that i'm the oldest compare to my 2nd sis... She told my 2nd sis, "you should let your older sis to use some of your facial products".. I was like "What?????????" in my heart ok... then my 2nd sis was like, she is my younger sis..Then the beautician apologized.. Damn...Do i looked that old??????

Anyway, that's the part for making me aged... Besides, i'm having wrinkles... Can you believe it??? At the age of 2os, i'm getting myself wrinkles on the eye area and my neck... Damn... The effect of having wrinkles are not using the proper facial products.. Normally, i'm too lazy to pamper myself by applying toner or mosturizer to my face.. So, will only go with normal cleaser which i could get it from the malls or convenience shop, which cost me around RM18 per tube.. That's because i'm not earning yet.. so, i dont go for beautician products.. Well, mum do encourage me to buy, but i still feel it's not worth it..

However, i think i have to start using the proper facial products before turning my face into an aunty look.. =p At the end of that facial treatment, bought the traveling package for myself, which is RM100 plus... Sigh... There goes those money....=( Well, there's a saying mentioned.. In order to stay pretty, money has to spend... So, no choice.. =p

So, peepzz.. have a pleasant weekend....See ya...

Walking has Never been this F.U.N!!! =)

2009-12-12T17:50:00.000-08:00

Hahaha!!! It's pretty weird when a person enjoys walking... It's not the exact walking (the exercising part)... It's window shopping...Haha.. After landing myself in Penang for almost 2 weeks plus... Never dated a friend for shopping.. So, Diana & I decided to meet up... We have not been catching up lately... We choose the nearest mall, since i've got wedding dinner to attend at night..

So, What's the fun part of our walk???? Practically, we just walked and walked...did not stops...for more than 4 hours..=p.. okok...we did stopped for a drink at Old Town with jeron.. Wondered whether did i disturb him for having his mushroom soup during his break..=p If i did, i'm sorry... As he tagged along, he & diana became buyer & seller because of his iphone..hehe.. Diana was tempted to buy an Iphone for herself, but couldnt locate a cheaper price.. So, both of them was bargaining..hehehe.. Besides, Diana couldn't eat anything because she was having her chicken pox.. I didn't want to tempt her... which is good.. At least i get to diet..muahahhahaha... Been looking for moments like that...Woots... We ordered some healthy fruit juice with milk added to filled my tummy up... =) Indeed, i was full after that... When i asked Jeron to choose the spot for us to chill, both of us was like where & where.. At the end, head over to old town... I didnt want to eat.. But Diana was like makan la... So, we shared ice cream toast.. hahaha... she is craving for ice cream... LOL... The entire 4 hours of shopping, we had 2 rounds of ice cream...Weeeeee...

Since Jeron is working in Swatch, was thinking of getting my younger sis a watch.. Well, it could be xmas present. Besides, she is moving up to different set of level next year, which is college life.. so, a brand new gift to head start her new life.. =p Plus, her old swatch died anyway.. I picked one of the watch, which is WHITE...... Well, i love it alot...probably, i like white...Besides, it's the only one that is nice..other than the others.. I mean the cheapest one i could find... hehe.. So, asked 2nd sis to checked..whether she like it.. She was like..ok...take this then.. Well, Jeron was kind enough to give me the staff price... Thank you once again Jeron, if so happens you are reading my blog.. =)

Stressful & intense moments are gone!!! =)

2009-12-11T06:49:00.000-08:00

This morning was waken up by Dad's call.. As usual, my daily routine will be turning on my notebook & my cafe world...Hahhaha.. It's pretty addictive online game so far.. Gosh.. Salute to Mark, the founder of Zynga.. Well, how did i came across with it??? I did my research on him basically... Hehehe.. for one of the subjects i took... I love the way he organized his management.. Superb... You must be wondering whether am i into the business management world!!! Well, to be exact, i love to fork out and understand the way they lead the company, BUT definitely NOT applying it to education context.. Heheh.. Had a hard time figuring out how to write 3.5k words for my last Communication & Organization assignment.

However, i had fun learning the subjects anyway... this is the only subjects, which i'm interested.. Results are out... I didn't expect my results to be out so fast.. As i was told, it will only be out at the end of December or beginning of January 2010.. Practically, i was panic about it..As i didn't have a single clue about the progression of my course work, whether did i do well or suckie or total failure.. So, was complaining to dad that i hope that i pass all my subjects... Then he gave me the look, Shouldn't you know how well you did?? I was like...I dono...hehe... Finally, i could rest in peace...hehehe... all the intense moments, sleepless nights, burnout moments are gone for now... Indeed, i pass everything.. So, it's time to hunt for jobs...=)

When i was checking my mailbox this morning, i came across this email, which was sent by the outsourcing agency.. It states Unsuccessful...When i saw that word, i was practically laughing to myself because i have already expected that i will not get the job from agilent anyway.. So, i wasn't surprise... Besides, i wasn't disappointed either.. Since i didn't get the offer, i could enjoy my holiday for now.. with total peace...=) Told sis about it... she just asked me, didn't get ar...i told her yea... but that doesnt stop me from hunting.. lately, been checking out job vacancy.., Hopefully, work luck might land in my direction soon... heheh...

So, it's time to celebrate.... Weeeeeee...Stress & worries about my results are gone... Tomorrow, shall head over to QB with Diana.. Then, waiting for Mabs to come back, we'll head over to Hard Rock hotel to check out the place...=) So, adieus peepzzz... Have Fun...

Job hunting...

2009-12-09T21:43:00.000-08:00

It's been 2 weeks by now ever since i got home to penang.. Well, home is always a relaxing retreat... Nothing much has been done, other than busy hunting for job.. It's about time for me to get away from my laidback moments.. Even though dad is not giving me any pressure but sis are hinting..Since i have nothing to lose, might as well just search.. I was pretty surprise to be short-listed by agilent to go for an interview...

Put it this way, i didn't expect it to occur so fast... First of all, i really wanted to go for a vacation..to have a break-away trip..but to my vain, trips were not planned.. Friends are pretty busy and everyone seems to dwelling with thier probs. So, it's cancel.. No choice...

Ok..So, let's talked about the interview then.. It didn't went as smoothly as i thought... Put it this way, i freaked out and research were practically gone...Even though i did my research, but the moment he ask me...everything just gone..Well, i didn't put as high hope as it is after the interview...I was pretty disappointed with myself.. Because i didn't perform as what i am capable of..Didnt do much selling..Anyway, being a first timer in this area...having the real interview.. I'm sure i could handle things better in future... Well, i was pretty down after that.. Dad realized my down-ness and started to make fun of me.... in order to cheer me up...But deep down, i was practically been thrashed down...

Dad has been my supportive friend, a father, and buddy to me.. His advices and experience have definitely guided me into what am i today... Not to mentioned my mum as well...Both have their capabilities in nurturing us... So, Thanks for being part of my life...

It's D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-03T08:35:00.000-08:00

December is here....ok...i should blogged 2 days ago then..hehe..to be exact... anyway, it's still december... i do always looked forward to this month.. It's a season of joy, whereby Christmas, mark the end of the year as well as meeeeeeee Birthday are all located in the month of DECEMBER..hehehhe... love love december... It just thrill me all the time when december hits... But, Mabel wont be able to celebrate with mua..this year..as she is busy studying for her final exams... Sigh..that's devastating.. anyway, guess this year gonna be the same...celebrating with an uncomplete family...=(

Sis is going down to KL to celebrate with her husband to be..... As much as i want her accompany, i have to understand her... anyway, she is forgiven..hehe.. so, i shall planned what do i want to do this year... dad planned to have a bbq session in one of his friend's house in kl on 24th...Xmas eve.. but i dint want to because another friend of his will be there as well... let's see how it goes...

so, peepz...please do planned out what do you want to do!!! have fun....celebrate the month with full of joy...=)

H.O.M.E......

2009-11-29T00:57:00.000-08:00

Finally, I'm back to my little island for GOOD... hmmm... I'm pretty devastated to go home soo quickly where i dont get to spend much time with my bunch of KL friends, especially Arena gengs, Linda, Mel not to mentioned... Rachel bum... As much as i wanted to catch up with you guys, i was left with no choice... SIGH... So I'm SORRY... But, rest be assured... I'll go back to KL once in a while to hunt you guys down...heheh... Other than friends, i Missed their Mallssssss.... hehe...

So, HOME is always a place to retreat, which suits me, for now...As i needed a retreat session for myself before starting mee Career.. There's always a but, which Jeron used to tell me, about the BUTS.. Muahahha... Well, i'm sure that we will always want to have or do two things at once, but, we couldnt...So, there's always But, Jeron.. No choice, it's stuck with me already...Without using it, I felt uncomfy... hehe... So, peeps, please bear with me okays..

Anyway, managed to catched up with Mabel last friday, as she is back for a short break... Yay... Wanted to have the authentic Uncle burger in Tanjong Bungah... Sadly, we ended up having Ananda's as uncle's van wasn't there... Anyway, we talked about lotsa of stuff...well, our commonly girlish talks that wouldn't even bore me at all... It was just fun chilling out with her... as we share tonnes of common little things.. Oh yea, before i forget...She gave me my Early Birthday pressie... Me love it alotttttttttttttt..... Thanks dear... All i just wish is she is back in Penang with me..that's the best gift i ever want from her... Let's just prayed that she is back home during meeee Birthday..heheh...

After that meet up session, went home... slept at 4 something in the morning.. Well, had a heart-to-heart talked with mummy...LOL... I guess i have changed... Patiences level has increased... if i were to compare the old me and the new me.. it was a huge difference... let's put it this way, very much stubborn back then.. always want things my way.. As years goes by, sorta changed... i was amazed that i could tolerate mum's long winded talks...lol... I still love her tonnes... So, let's see... how much have i changed during my 2 years instinct in KL...

Last Weekend with Mabel in KL...

2009-11-26T21:24:00.000-08:00

It's a good thing that i'm done with my Bachelor degree, but there's always pros and cons in Life... The good part will be NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS, NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, and more of NO MORE's reasons..hehehe...The sad part will be NO MORE date with Mabel in KL...hitting to the Malls, hunting for foods, shops & everything... that we have done together in the past 2 years... Wouldn't trade that experience for anything...It's worth it...

Having her in my place means FUN... travelled the ENTIRE SELANGOR in 3 days....Practically, went north, south, east & west for authentic Malaysian cuisine, clothes and window shopping..muhahaha... It was crazy.... Other than that, brought 1 bottle of wine... we had a heart-to-heart talk as always together with the wine... finished the entire bottle & both of us...were high...muahhahaa... practically, we had a very very nice sleepppp after that wine kicks in... being the 1st timer in selecting the wine, we are pretty good...the taste was splendid...

Our final day was ended up in Nichii, Curve... Mabel was suppose to buy something for herself... when we were in Sunway...Ended up walking with empty handed while i brought something which i dont intended to shop at first... So, this time... i told myself...NO...I shouldn't buy anymore, while Mabel should treat herself with new clothes...Muahahha... She wore one green top, & i fell in love with it...As she look soooo good and pretty in it... She is contemplating once again... this time, i used all my persuading skills to make her purchase that dress...FINALLY, she brought it... I'm soo happy...hehehe...

Oh...she dumped me for RUBI shoes...Read it once again.. It's only RUBI shoes okay... When she saw that, she just throwed away my hand..& ignore me..Gosh... I wonder will that happened to her boyfriend or just me...hehehe... I hoped her future boyfriend reads my blog...Just in case the next time she took off her hands from him, at least he won't be hurt right..hehehe...Sorry Bo...You know I will always love you...hehehe...

Anyway, that's what we did for the entire weekend... I felt awful after she left...everything seems to be soo quiet when i reached home...No more Screamings or laughters and the lau ee (aunty) stuff, which brings joy to me...I'm hoping to go down to Seremban once again...& bugged her...hehehhe...So, adieus peepzz... Have a great weekend...

D.O.N.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-19T22:37:00.001-08:00

Hey peepzzzzzzzzz... it's been a while i dint blogged... was pretty tight up with assignments... Last sem is exhausting........ I guess i have been skipping meals, sleepsssss...and increased on my caffeine intake... That is how bad i was????? Barely could eat anything...

Rach bum came over the other day... helping me with assignment... Without her, i dono what kind of state will i land myself... Everything seems to turned upside down... mind was totally blank... shoulder was sooo tense up... Oh god... Dad called me at 11am, was still sleeping like a log... barely move... picked up the phone & he heard my sleepy voice... told me, he will called me back...

As he understand the state i am right now... Thank You Daddy... Muackssssss... hehehe.. oh yea, mum as well...even though she woke me up to helped her to booked her ticket to Singapore due to some reasons...my sleep was barely 2 hours.. me woke up n helped her without grumbling...Hhehe... I was surprised when i helped her... Shocked.. why i dint grumble when she woke me up??? as always, my sleep is the most important thing... I could go hungry but never to sleep..

Anyway, jz handed my last paper... FINALLY, I could say I'M DONE WITH STUDIES.. p/s: provided i passed everything..finger cross...hehehe... Never felt sooo good after handing in assignment... A heavy burden is lifted up from my shoulder... Gonna celebrate it with the Bo's...Woot..cant wait to see her.. for now, i have yet to clean my whole damn house.. it's freaking DIRTY... PIG STY.. wonder how did i survived.. hahaha

Criticism...

2009-11-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

Before starting my assignment.. Felt like posting something which i think might be useful to everyone.. Well, SHARING IS CARING!!! Anyway, Criticism.. Apparently, we dont like criticism right.. Who likes it anyway??? But, there's certain part of us might take criticism seriously.. & some dont even bother at all..

As for us ladies, Weight/ Size/ acne or watsoever are the biggest issues in our live...Well, we want to look good as ever right.. Like i says, it depends on your perspective.. To me, whenever people mentioned something about my weight, i'll sorta agree to it but i know the weighing scale are going up anyway.. So, I'll be like... yea, i know... But will be obsess our dieting to get back to shape.. What i'm trying to tell you guys are??/ Dont feel bad or degrade yourself just because people criticise you..

If you think you are Fat, then changed it.. Do something to your body.. Have a makeover or something.. But, Never degrade yourself like, i'm up to no good.. Felt life is useless/ Aint pretty just because you are FAT.. That shouldnt be that way.. Same goes to your work.. If you think your work are stagnant, then do something.. Improved on your communication skills.. If you think you have the qualities, then ignore them.. Probably they are just being jealous.. Never ever degrade yourself just because somebody criticise you.. There's two way of looking at it.. It's either they are trying to provoke your self esteem, if you are the type of person who cant stand criticism & will do something to it.. or Jealousy... So, be aware of it.. Every person in this world has their qualities.. No one is perfect..

Finals are never easy!!!

2009-11-06T05:58:00.001-08:00

As we all know, finals are the most crucial moments.. This finals, it really drain me in & out.. A good friend told me today.. i hv put on weights... Well, i was like.. oh ok.. as i realized i dont really have the time to work out... Besides, eating out all the time will be the cause of it either..

Furthermore, S.L.E.E.P is the most important thing in life.. Without having a proper sleep, your day will be pretty tired.. Sleeping at random hours of the day cause acnes and dark circles.. However, mum didnt feel it that way.. I know she concerns about me...But, i really dont have time to talk to her.. When i have time, it's the bed that i will entertain..

She freaks out whenever i dint pick up her call.. I mean, come on la.. For the past 1 & half years in kl, i have been staying alone.. When i answered her call, she was pretty worried and angry at the same time.. The part where it hits me hard was.. I was called to be home once degree is done.. Dont you think it's abit unfair??? I know you concern, but shouldnt you give me some space.. I couldnt be calling you everyday to report about my daily lives.. I am pretty devastated when she asked me to come home..

What about my dreams??? Argh.... Give me a break... I'm way too stress up to think of everyone's feeling already... It doesnt mean i love her lesser, i just dont have time... that's all..

Anyway, peepzzz... that's all... pretty exhausted with everything nw..

Crazy Night with scary + mortifying moments!!!

2009-10-30T17:21:00.000-07:00

Hey Peepzzzzzzzzz.. Happy Halloween to you guyssss.. I bet there are tonnes of planning that had been set upon for this night.. Apparently, I sorta retired from the partying world for quite sometimes... Was busy till I kept myself glued to home every now & then.. Till my dad was like, What the hell are you doing at home??? Hehehe..

But, i couldnt tell him that, Hey, i'm partying tonight!!! Gosh, he would have nag meeee.. But, i know that he would go easy with it though.. A good friend of mine was back to KL to celebrate his birthday which falls on Halloween... But, there's also another good friend who is also a Halloween baby.. Both of them knew each other... But, they are celebrating different night...

So, my good friend that came back to KL celebrated on Halloween eve.. Man, i never knew that i would caught myself drowning to the cups..At the end of the night, i was totally outttttt... That was something that i would not want to expose my motifying drunkard moments especially meeting my babe's boyfriend for the first time.. Shit... Apparently, her boyfriend had to take good care of me... What a nice guy he is?? The funniest thing was her ex carried me to my car.. That was years back, if i'm not mistaken.. probably, 2-3 years back.. I was totally out till i was crapping that i need to drive home... LOL.. At the end of the day, he had to drive me home.. But, he was my classmate... Sigh.. I think i should go easy on partying already..

There goes my mortifying party momentsss... However, i didn't expect to see my dad's business associates staff to be there during the party... At the beginning, before the knock off.. I was wondering who are they, as they looked familiar to me.. I asked my friend, do he know them?? My friend told me he doesnt.. So, i couldnt be bother & started partying.. After partying, went for supper, my tummy gave me away already... I puked... Then, i saw them having supper together.. Then, i asked her.. You looked familiar... Then she was like.. Are you Mr.... daughter's??? As the alcohol still in my blood.. I told her that oh you know my dad.. & tell her my dad's full name.. Then, she mentioned my dad's company name.. I was like WTF!!!! What a fucking small world.. I never wanted to expose my drunkard image in front of my dad's business associate staff.. Damn.. I knew that i would caught up with someone when i'm partying.. But i didn't expect that to be sooooooooooo accurate... Shit... But, we told each other that, it's off the record anyway.. Gosh....

Sigh.. I wonder would i be able to attend tonight's party..As my tummy still hurts... empty tummy together with slight headache.. Furthermore, i couldnt always sleep properly when i'm partying.. The max of slp was 3 hours.. Damn...

So, peepzzzz.... That was my craziest night.. i wish all of the bloggerssssss a great Happy Halloweeen....Go party you guys... =)

Mortifying Moments.... =(

2009-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

What a day???? Sigh... I dint expect my day will turnout to be motifying, especially in KL.. As always, will definitely pray whenever i'm off to college or anywhere.. Well, you guys will be thinking what a superstitious lady, but, it has guided me so far.. However, i didnt expect myself to fell in the public.. the worst part was there are tonnes of passers and also vehicles..

Apparently, been having sorta unlucky moments.. However, i will never grumble because that's life.. I feel that things like this couldnt be avoided.. But, i'm just complaining because it was pretty embarrassing to fell down when there are people surrounding you..

Anyway, told my sis about it.. She laughed and gave me a nick for being a clumsy kluts.. Hahahah.. I guess i share the same nick as Archie Andrews then.. Hehehe.. But, i'm definitely not as clumsy as he is.. hehe

So, how did the whole process of me kneeling down on the road??? Yup, kneeling is the word.. Instead of falling side ways, i knelt down.. Weird right??? Anyway, was walking towards my vehicle after purchasing some stuff... Was walking on the pavement and going down to the tar road as my vehicle was the opposite side of the road. As i stepped my left foot down to the surface of the tar road, my ankle went twisted.. Without realizing it, both of my knees were knelt to the tar road.. It happened within split seconds.. There's one motorist who sorta witnessed the entire process of me knelling down, his expression was something aiks..and off he goes.. I got up & pretend like nothing had happen.. When i got to the vehicle, my knees started to hurt and i just realized it's bleeding.. tsk tsk.. But, it wasn't that bad.. hehe

So, peepsss.. For once, i uploaded the gruesome pic of my minor injuries..

P/s: i'm not a princess.. Even though it swell up, but i just treat it as if there's nothing wrong with my kneesss.. By posting this, it's meant to share...hehehe.. Sharing is caring... Lol..

Right Knee = Less Scratches

Left Knee = Deep Scratches ... =

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There you go..My beautiful injured knees... LOL

Awesome weekend in Sban...

2009-10-24T06:07:00.001-07:00

Hey peepsss... How have you guys been doing lately?????? As i have mentioned in my previous postings, i have been literally busy.. Nearly caught myself snoozing on the bed most of the time.. That was how bad i was.. Anyway, went to the Bo's place last weekend.. which i have been cheering all the time.. I planned to visit her like long time ago.. But, never did.. Sorry... However, my plan were successful, isnt it bo's... hehehe...

Mabel, my dear, had brought me to PORT DICKSON!!! yea babeh.. Sad to say, being a Malaysian citizen, i have a little tiny memory about Malaysia's tourist spots... From now, I'll make sure that i'll give malaysia's state a thought whenever i needed a little break.. Hehehe..

Staying over in Bo's place, which is Seremban.. Man, speaking of her made me miss her... Pictures time...

What a week??????

2009-10-16T01:34:00.000-07:00

Gosh!!! It's been monthss ever since i last awake for more than 24hrs.. Hmm, Should i say, it never once happened in my life???? Well, it just occured recently.. Despite the fact that, i'm in my final sem of my degree path.. It has certainly taken my soul out of it... To add things worst, the stupid Streamyx wasnt able to function properly, which pissed me off.. The fact that it was pretty last minute, i had to camped at places that has Wifi connection & it's 24 hrs.. It's sooo pathetic.. Other than that, i got myself a summon due to the fact that i forgotten to display the parking ticket.. What a day man!!! Sigh...

After that 28 hrs, my whole brain was totally burned to ashes... LITERALLY... couldnt be able to function properly.. Despite the fact that, my house was in mess like really mess up... PIG sty. and i had another assignment due on this coming monday.. Sigh... my life is soo mess up right now.. Thank god, i'm going for a short road trip to Seremban tomorrow to visit Mabel.. That's the only source that cheer me up & looking forward for the weekend..

Finger cross!!! Hopefully, i did pretty well in my assignment though.. Due to the stressful life i'm having right now, i'm pretty glad that i'm focusing on my studies rather than those unnecessary stuff.. Lately, managed to have a chat with him.. Despite the fact that i thought he is the one & bla bla, I realized that he never once fitted into my characteristic.. Now, i totally get the meaning of Love is Blind... IT is really BLIND... Plus, i find him boring... hahaha.. I know, i'm evil..but who cares???????

Anyway, need to continued with the cleaning up session.. Will post pics when i'm free... Sban trip & rachel's bday.. =)

Time is running out!!!!!! )=

2009-10-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

Screams!!! I've been procrstinating for too long.. Sigh.. How i wished time would actually reversed???? Well, it doesnt happen this way arent' they!!! Anyway, Mabel had lend me the 3rd & 4th edition of Twilight to me.. It was way months back when she handed it to me.. But, I'm just slacking once i touched on the final.. because there's different point of view.. it's quite complicated... So, that divert me to other stuff..

Finally, got rid of the book because i took 3 days to finished up the remaining chapters.. Now, i could really focus on work... Gosh.. I hate it when i'm under pressure... There's 3 subjects at once... I think i really need to get it going..before i'm running out of time again..

E.A.R.T.H.Q.U.A.K.E !!!!!!

2009-09-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

Omg, i just read the news that earthquake had hit Sumatra again, but it wasn't as bad as what happened back in 2004, if i'm not mistaken. During 2004, i didn't felt a single thing when Penang was hit with tsunami badly.. At that particular moment, i was still sleeping.. Hhehehe..

But i felt that just now.. My head was shaking quite bad.. I thought that i was facing dizziness due to the dieting... Thought that i did not have enough of sugar in my bloodstream.. So, i never thought of earthquake had strike again.. Besides, i was busy doing my assignment... =p

Then, people start to post comments on Facebook.. And i thought they are just joking... Then read it from the news.. got shocked out of it.. Sigh, the worst part of all.. i'm staying in an apartment.. which is quite risky.. Hope & pray that this incident will not occur again..

Funny Thing about Men!!!!

2009-09-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine seent an email to me about men.. When i read it, i was bursting into loud laughs till my sis scolded me..because it was late at night.. hehehe.. anyway, thought of sharing it to you guys.. have some laugh on men.. hehehe..

P/s: to the guys, i'm sorry.. but it is sooo true...

For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.. Men are like....

1. Men are like Laxatives . They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like Blenders. You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like Commercials . You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off!

8. Men are like Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like ... Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like Snowstorms . You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last..

12. Men are like Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like Parking Spots. All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Success????

2009-09-26T10:45:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wonder or pop this question about when will you be slapped with huge sum of money & being succesful enough??? Well, i had a week break due to the Malay New Year celebration.. Well, it was suppose to get my arse & head starts to hunt for successful management articles for Comm & Org 2nd assignment.. Plus my Portfolio which i was suppose to submit some draft to Ms. Adeline for her to check on.. Due to my laziness & carefree life right now, i have no doubts that i will be working my arse off to finish everything when i'm back to the hectic life... Sad to say, it's tommorow... Heads UP & Minds Up Cheezz as you will be slapped with tonnes of works......

Anyway, back to the topic... As the holidays are turning to an end, my attention was diverted to some books that was landed on top of my sister's bed.. Well, it turns out to be Lim Goh Tong's story on how he managed to pull through by building an empire in range of hotels, cruises, plantations & so forth.. I dint knew that he had wrote a book about his success.. Anyway, my sis wasnt a fan of reading, but was forced to by her bf.. Hehehe.. Well, it turns out to be me as well.. I dont really like reading till i fell in love with harry potter... which was highly influence by Mabel, who is a close friend of mine.. After reading Harry Potter, i was diversified to romance novels... Who doesnt love reading Romance Novel anyway??? It could be due to the gender where females tend to be soft & love to read those lovey dovey stuff..

Sigh, why do i always get diverted soo easily??? Anyway, Lim Goh Tong's, who is the father of Genting.. Just in case those peepz out there doesnt know who the heck is he.. His experience amazed me with tonnes of quotations & other valuable examples to be a successful.. In fact, i was hooked to his book all the time.. He made me realized that every dream that you dreamt of will turn to be successful if you put your heart & soul to it.. The determination as well does plays a very important roles in the process of unleashing the plans..

I was poped with a question after finishing the entire book.. Will I be successful as him???? Hmm, i have yet to know whether will i be like him.. since i'm not working yet..

To cut things short, to Malaysian citizen... if you want to know his experiences & ways of dealing with business with a gist of it, hit the bookstore to take a look at it.. It's worthwhile to divert yourself from the romance or other novels that you are currently reading..
In directly, i needed to expand my scope of reading too..Heheheh..

Stupidest thing i have ever heard...

2009-09-26T03:58:00.001-07:00

Peepsssssss... What do you normally drink when you are thirsty???? You will probably take a big gulp of ice water or any cold drinks.. Have you ever heard about downing a can of beer... Well, to the westerner, it is normal to drink beer as beer is sooo much cheaper compare to water.. What about the Asian????? Guess what???? I got this crazy sister of mine.. took beer instead of plain water..

According to her, she wanted to try out how does it feels like to drink beer ever since the last experience with beer was years back. We went on a cruise during my parents 25th anniversary which was years back & me couldnt remember which year it was.. Anyway, we were happily singing in the karaoke lounge & daddy ordered beer.. But my younger sis wanted to be a super woman.. Wanted to try the beer.. So, dad decided to let her experience it with STRAW... hahaha.. After a few sip, she was off sleeping like a baby & caught herself with fever..

This time, she is much older then..I dint know that she was drinking a can of beer... So, she decided to down the entire can due to quench her thirst... After that, she was pactically awake.. Then we went to bed around 2 something.. she had a good night sleep till the next day..she was out till 2pm in the noon.. Just imagined that.. i woke her up because i had to go out with a friend of mine for lunch.. When i woke her up, her eyes was still off... Then, she told me she had a can of beer last night.. I was like bahahahahhahaha.. Couldnt help it..but laughed at her.. due to the her silliness..

Happy Occasion

2009-09-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

To my fans, if i had any...heheh.. i'm sorry for being M.I.A for quite sometime... Well, i wouldnt says that i'm pretty uptight with schedules, but a little lazy... Furthermore, tonnes of surprises had occured to me lately... Anyway, Surprises!!! Hmm.. Definitely a good one.. Of course, there's ups & downs in life...

So, Let's talked about the SURPRISES... Ok...First of all, throughout September, Mabel came over to stayed with me over the weekend.. This is the only month that we spent the most time together.. Hhaha... But, we are definitely straight k.. We do love guys.. She is like my sis, good friend, buddy or whatsoever you called it.. We are that close but aint lesbo.. Hehehe.. That's gonna be my 1st surprise...

As for the 2nd surpise, it's something got to do with personal life... hehe.. Finally, after long await... He managed to post some of his gf's pic on facebook.. Frankly speaking, it's only my curiorsity to know or see how hawt is his gf is... Since he mentioned his gf is pretty hottie.. Furthermore, i lost the battle.. So, the urge of me seeing her is quite high.. After seeing her pic, i was like...OK... At least, i walked away as a WINNER...hehe... It's not my lost anyway..

Well, 3rd surprise just happened recently... Attended my cousin wedding yesterday.. Something, that i dint expect... Something different.. The crowd & atmosphere... But, i had a good time.. Definitely... I was dragged up to stage by my cousin bro... to dance... haha.. Then my dad just dragged me up.. & yes, i danced with my dad in front of 5oo people...... What a huge crowd?? Omg.. i just couldnt believe what i did.. After the dance, here comes the comments.. Omg.. you can dance... or moves.. My aunt asked me... Wow, you are able to cha cha as well...Did you learned those moves from KL????? Hehehe... Now, everyone has that neagtive perception about living in kl... Sigh...

As i feel, you could control the way you want too.. Because everything is within ur limit.. So, living in KL gave me a better exposure.. At least, i'm able to talk & handle the crowd better compare to my younger days.. The most important, CONFIDENCE.. You must not lost that... It's the only thing that keep you going or fighting..

Anyway, here it goes.. Will post more posting in later days.. Adieus ppl..

It's better to forgive than to hold grudges..

2009-09-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

Recently, i just realized that it is actually quite true... about forgiving a person rather than holding grudges towards him or her.. It has been 3 months ever since we last contacted.. If you have followed the posting, you will probably realized that i have face a certain issue in relationship area... In order for me to forget, i tried numerous way, like hating him to the max, thinking of what he have done & stuff.. But up to my expectation, the memories of him just wont fade.

It's stuck in my mind... I tried to stay cool by telling myself that i'm soo over him.. for 3 conservative times.. At the end of the day, i failed.. I was back to square one.. Finally, i gave up & told myself that i wont deny the fact that i still miss him.. However, i would let it pass slowly..

Yesterday seems to be a furious day for me.. I was just browsing my facebook.. All of sudden, something caught my attention, it was him posting his status that he was feeling down & stuff like that.. I dont know why, at that particular moment, my heart was melting & i want to be there to listen to him.. So, i commented & he replied.. Then, i msged & called him.. However, he dint picked up.. so, i thought.. well, i have done my part.. So, i dint bother calling again.. After a few minutes later, he called...

Well, we spoke about tonnes of stuff..Regarding the issues that kept him upset & stuff.. It was an hour long conversation.. When i was talking, i felt that it turn out well & better than what i expected it to be.. Was thinking to myself... No point holding grudges because issue like this is totally unpredictable.. We cant do much but to accept our destiny.. so, it ended pretty well.. At least, we are keeping in touch as for now.. Who knows????? i might MIA again according to him.. LOL..

Holding grudges against someone is pretty stress up & tiring.. Since i have tonnes of issues to worry on, i do not wish to have another stressful moment.. so, i rather choose to forgive what he have done than to still hate him.. anyway, he apologized.. =)

What a day????????

2009-09-07T03:54:00.001-07:00

Was pretty happy & excited when i woke up this morning.. Well, it's sis birthday.. was suppose to celebrate her birthday with her before she get her arse back to pg.. However, due to some idiot fella, i dint managed to have a proper lunch with her.. nor had any brunch..

Went to her bf's place at 12something nearly 1pm.. Was suppose to go to 1U for some shopping.. & me buying some grocery... The plans went thrashed when my dad gave me a call.. It seems that his friend was sooo eager to have his vehicle back.. Well, it's not like i dint want to return your vehicle.. my vehicle is still stuck in the workshop...what do you expect me to do???? Stupid old man..

After that call, i had to go home just to washed his car & pump full tank for him.. due to the reason of using his vehicle for a week.. Thank god, sis passed me some of her cupcakes... I took that to hold my hunger... Once i cleaned up the vehicle, sent it over to his daughter's place... Darn.. he look effing cunning by showing that stupid smile.. I had to drive him too... stupid... Why can't you drive since you want your vehicle back...

Because of him, i couldnt even get a chance to tell or send my sis off to airport.. Darn old man..

Fakers!!!!

2009-09-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i dont get it.. I dont wish to borrow people's stuff.. that's not my style of doing things.. PROVIDED i'm out of it.. People, please do tell me... Which people would love to borrow stuff from their friends when they have theirs????

I have told you that it will only be ready by this week.. If i dint informed you, then yes.. i'm abit too much.. because i have borrowed your stuff for almost a week... I'm just sick of your two faces.. God damnit, Can you please dont be soo fake????? Be yourself, please old man... What's the point of being soo supportive in front of my parents, when you dint intended to help??????? I did not asked for your help.. You are the one who intended to lend your hand first.. But now, you are rushing me.. WTF?????? How am i suppose to give you back when i'm out of it... Sigh.. Freaking inconsiderate.. Whatever.. Thank god, i have given you back your damn stuff... The next time, IF my car or whatsoever is broke down, trust me.. i will not asked for your help.. Hell NO..This is gonna be the first & last time... If you want to be a cunning fella in front of my parents, i can be as cunning as you are.. Well, i'm capable of doing that... jackarse..

Darn... I cant wait for my effing stuff to be back.. Stupid @#$%^!@#$%... Pretender, fakers, cunning old man..

Drama week..

2009-09-04T17:59:00.000-07:00

It has been quite an in tense week for me..

Car stalling at the middle of the journey back to KL... Plus, driving like a super mad women in order to rush mum to airport... dealing with household issue & stuff.. being someone's reminder... due to the reason couldnt bear her from losing the marks.. Sigh..

There's more.. But then, no point contemplating over it.. Since, it's over.. In order to describe my 1st week back to KL after Malaysian Indepence Day Holiday, it is Hectic.. It's like rushing to meet datelines for assignments.. That's about it...

The sad part would be mum left KL yesterday.. Well, this entire 4 days experience staying with her was pretty good.. It made me realized alot of things... After sending her back, i felt my bed is pretty empty... as she slept with me.. But the good thing was, Mabel came over to stay with me over the weekend..Probably just a night.. Sigh, her parents will pick her up later... sigh.. & there she goes.. arse being towed back to sban.. LOL.. So, i will sleep alone from today onwards.. Not that i'm not used too.. But the company that was provided by them made me miss them even more...

Princess Treatment by mummy......

2009-08-29T01:33:00.000-07:00

The chicken essence soup that was prepared specially for me.. yum yum... it's only meant for the ladies..
After the hair spa
(p/s: dont bother look at my sleepy eye)

Mummy's specialties - Home cook mushroom soup.. yummmmmmilious

Sometimes, it's good to stayed away from home.. Well, 1st of all, less arguments as you dont have to see each other everyday.. 2nd, you will definitely be having a princess or prince treatment when you are home once in a while... Hahaha... That's pretty true.. Well, human being will definitely not satiated with what they have... Once that item went missing, they will tend to feel, why didnt i appreciate it when that thing is around.. So, that's life people... We tend to take things for granted.. including me..

Being home for this week was practically the best comfort i enjoyed.. Not that, i dont enjoy the comfort they gave when i was small.. But, i do realized that home is always the best thing that land on me... especially, being pampered by mummy to the max... Weeeeeeeeeee....

Mummy's treatment was hair spa, home cook mushroom soup & essence of chicken soup.. Yum... That was the best treat i have ever received in a day... Well, lodge complain to mummy that i dont get to enjoy her mushroom soup when i'm in KL... As she tend to cooked it when i'm not around.. So, complain complain.. till she was like...Ok, when you are home, i will cook it..... Finally, she made her promise... Weeeeeeeee....

Home is always the best...

2009-08-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, dad came down to kl just to accompany me back to penang since Malaysia independence day falls on next monday, which mean.. It is a public holiday... I should be happy when he is down with me... But then, i'm pretty scare that he will just feed me with tonnes of food... which might add up to the current weight of mine..

However, to my surprise... Dad seems to be taking care of his weight as well.. Tee hee.. due to the recent medical check up he had.. According to him, the medical check up's results was pretty bad. If he dint look after his food consumption, he might be landing on serious health issue.. So, we had fish & small portion of chicken for dinner.. I'm knew that i had to take rice.. Therefore, i dint eat anything other than a glass of milk & an apple for the entire day... So that, i wont be feeling guilty at the end of the day for consuming too much food..

Before he got himself landed in KL, i was told that my school had to close down for a week due to H1N1.. Sigh, it's getting from bad to worst.... Gosh, i hope our government did some precaution to it.. Once dad landed, i told him about it.. Finally, he suggested that we should go back the next day... I was like... Weeeeeeeeeeeee.... going home is always the greatest plan... Mummy pampering me with treats & treating me nicely...as if i'm her princess...even though i'm one of her princess... lol...

So, dint want daddy to drive me back.. I drove all the way back to penang... as daddy is not young anymore... However, when he is taking his nap, i was speeding at 160km/per hour.. it's like an adrenaline rush which make me feel soo good... Anyway, he knew that i was speeding even though he was sleeping...

Shall be going back to KL on monday... Hopefully, there isnt any jam... =(

Craving for Donutsss, anyone!!!

2009-08-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

I had no idea that there's another Donut outlet in Msia, other than Big apple, Dunkin donuts & Jcos.. If i'm not mistaken, Mabel did post up on Krispy Kreme.. but then, i dint knew it was donut anyway.. Last week, Esther mentioned about Krispy Kreme.. Then only, i knew that there's another new brand of donuts in Msia. According to her, it was superb.. As i love to try out new food, i asked her whether is she interested in going to midvalley to checked out the donuts.. Then, she was like, ok.. let's go.. So, we went to Midvalley together with Joel to buy Krispy Kreme's donuts..

At the end of the day, i bought half a dozen of donuts home.. Tee Hee.. Always had a tendency of buying alot.. That explain my size anyway.. Lol.. After trying the donut, i dont really like it... It doesnt reach my expectation anyway.. I still prefer Jco's after all.. especially their strawberry donut... According to Mabel, she told me to try their original flavour donut, which i dint buy the other day.. Maybe, might be going back to Krispy Kreme outlet to tryout the original flavour donut.. Here's a few pic of donuts that i bought..

My favourite... Cappucino flavour...

Long & splendid chat... =)

2009-08-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

It's been a while now... Since the last i had the longest & fruitful chat with Mabel... my chi muis... Man, I miss her tonnes... Ever since her arse got landed on sban, we dint really spend much time chatting compare to the last time she was in Bukit Jalil.. I thought that Msn would be the only source to stay in touch, but well, her future occupation requires most of her time.. The longest chats that we had when she was in Sban were how are you?? & other fine lines... Then she is off to her research, reports and so forth.. It doesnt requires you to scroll down in order to realized how short was our conversation... She was that busy.. Well, i wouldnt blame her for that.. As i understand her situation..

Currently, she is having her 3 weeks break.. O.M.G... We managed to hog on the phone for almost an hour.. After that conversation, i was like... Gosh, it's ages since we last did that.. Then, we continued with msn... Hhahaha.. This time, our chat room requires us to scroll up, just in case we missed anything.. LOL... I told her that i need to save the chat room as a remembrance... she chuckle.... hehhe.. I wonder to myself... When will i ever see her??? Anyway, i will definitely make a trip down to sban when i'm free...

P/s: i miss those crazy moments we did together..

Cupcakes.. =)

2009-08-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

Well, I have been introduced to wondermilk by my friends that serve cupcakes.. According to them, they served the best cupcakes.. For almost a year, been searching for the shop, but, couldnt find it.. Anyway, 2 weeks ago, had lunch with Willie.... As he helped me to get some of my stuff that i forget.. tee hee.. which mum always nag me for being a forgetful person.. So, went over to his office during lunch.. He asked me, What do you want to eat for lunch?? Then, i told him that i was pretty full after i had karipap & some other light food as breakfast..

After hearing that, he suggested, Sandwich????? I was like... ok... since i'm watching my weight anyway.. He showed me the way to the shop.. When i went in to the shop, i saw cupcakes & a sign of WM.. Then i was like... eh, why got cupcakes.. Then he told me... this is the wondermilk that's famous for the cupcakes... then i was like... omg... it's sooo near to your office, yet i couldnt locate the damn shop.. He chuckled when he saw my reaction..

Anyway, had some sandwich which i forget to snap.. The cupcakes was soo soo.. Nothing to shout about, but would love to give credit on the deco of the shop as well as the cupcakes... It was nicely design, as it gave me a comfy feeling.. as if it's a cafe rather than just a normal shop... Here's the design of the shop..

But the sandwich were good... wouldnt mind going back to chill with friends... with the cozy environment.. This time, i know where's the place.. tee hee..

Splurging Mood.. =)

2009-08-20T20:52:00.000-07:00

Gosh... I dint knew that i'm such a big spender.. spent almost RM300 in 2 days.. Shoot.. That's like what... the total amount of money that i will spend for food in 2-3 weeks.. But, it's 2 days... That's crazy.. Sob Sob... What happened to me lately?? I wasn't like this last time... Sigh...

Probably, i haven't been spending much... tee hee.. trying to make myself feel better after shopping.. I dint buy much... I think it's a necessity rather than a waste tho.. Lingerie, dress & accessories... That's pretty much what i have bought for myself in that particular 2 days... Wanted to splurge on shoes as well, but then.... it's not worth the price..

As i'm out of heels at the moment.. Went to Vincci for shoe shopping.. i love one of the heels there... but then, it's new arrival which is around RM70.. then, i was thinking to myself.. Hmm, I have bought quite a number of expensive stuff already... shouldn't i let those shoes of my list... lol... I told myself ok.. will see what Nose could provide me then.. Darn.. Was searching for the Nose outlet for almost 10 to 15min of my quality time.. i couldnt locate the outlet... Sigh... Then, needed to buy some lingerie too.. so, went to Xixili...

Even Xixili, I couldnt locate the outlets as well... After a good 15min of walks, i was about to give up & just go home... Suddenly, Xixili's outlet just pops in front of me... sigh.. was it a good sign for it to pop in front of me... If i dint managed to locate the outlet, then i wouldnt have spend Rm250 in less than half an hr... Sigh... After purchasing that, i felt like a whole pile of receipts are splatter towards my face... I felt like i'm like Rebecca Bloomwood which is the main actress in the movie of Confession of Shopaholic.. sigh...

Main intention of shopping was to buy some groceries as i'm out of that... Having to think of place to eat, it's pretty devastating as it eats up my brain too.. lol.. Would love to cook at home..Not that i'm a superb chef.. but a simple dish that i think it's healthy to me... at least, it's edible tho...heheh =)

At the end of the shopping spree, i totally let the Vincci New Arrival shoe & grocery disappear from my mind.. I think it's not must anyway.. As for grocery, decided to go to the market rather than Jusco.. lol..

Had an awesome weekend... (last week)

2009-08-20T20:06:00.001-07:00

Guys... I'm sorry for the MIA... Been pretty emo lately... Dint feel like posting anything... probably, it's the homesick that kicks in... Ok... Regarding the Saturday Night Fever, I had pretty share of fun with old friends as well as new friends.. It was Alex's farewell as well as Chuan Chun's graduation party.... Met a couple of great friends, especially Linda... Such a sweet young lady... Due to the large group we had for that night, I dont really had that much fun compare to the previous week... Anyway. the crowd is still great...

However, I could say that i drank quite a share of alcohol that night... Gone... But, thank god that i wasn't drunk... I was tipsy... haha... still able to drive... Did crazy stuff too... which i hvn't tried before... which is drinking nid... gosh... downing liquor like i was soooo freaking thirsty... By the end of the night, i'm pretty happy with myself... at least i can still walked back to my car in a straight line...lol..

For those who know me, you guys can check the pics out in my facebook account.... As for those, who just happens to view my blog.. Well, here's are some of the limelight of the night... =)

Monday Blues........

2009-08-09T19:40:00.001-07:00

Why am i facing with this feeling all the time????????

I thought i will be fine...

After all, staying in KL for almost 2 years by now..

It should be fine with being alone..

I felt emo when i woke up this morning....

I missed those voices....

Wished i could be there right now...

It's annoying at times..

But, i felt contented..

A blast weekend.........

2009-08-09T18:58:00.001-07:00

It was a candid shot where i was wondering what's joel up to with my camera.. =)

Joel & Me....

This 2 fellaz trying to act cool.. lolzz

Wootzzz (dance dance dance... larry & joel is making their moves.. )

Chuan chun, Joel, Kah wei, Jeffery, & Jovin

(everyone in this pic orginates from taiping except jeffery)

The lalala pose.. (joel just love to tag himself along)

)

Drinking session...

Me & Rach the babe...

Last weekend was a blast one... Spent some quality time with great friends who orginated from Taiping.. Anyway, i would rate the saturday night as the bachelor night & dramatic night... for that particular moment. Hahaha...

Went to Maison baby... Heritage row... woots woots.. my first time to heritage row.. sound pathetic, right... Anyway, told rach babe that i have to visit one of the club in heritage row before i'm done with degree life anyway.. Practically, it was one hell crazy night i had.. Gosh, did something that i have never dreamt or thought before.. Dancing on the runway.. WTH?????? That was crazy... i wonder what was wrong with me at that particular moment.. Anyway, it's gonna be my first & last..doing this crazy move on runway.. hahaha... furthermore, i'm there just to have fun...hehehe..

After clubbing, we went for supper... Guess what??? I made an illegal turning & cops were behind us.. OMG... i freaked out... & my friends were like...just drive off... Shit man.. It was a tense moment for me.. I was literally panic & scared... At the end... went to a different shop for supper... due to the cops.. Once we are done, rach babe, joel & the rest doesn't feel like calling it a night.. Since it was saturday.. they felt that the night is still young.. Literally, they went to ming thien for another drinking session.. I din't tag along as i had to sent Kahwei & CC back to arena.. Thank god because of them.. If not, they would have dragged me to Ming Thien anyway..

Oh btw, meet another guy who have the same surname as me.. LOL.. By the surname of chee are quite limited actually.. dint realized till i checked his facebook.. Hahaha..

Crazy bunch of F.R.I.E.N.D.S I'hv ever come across

2009-08-06T22:00:00.000-07:00

Weeeee...Couldn't believe it's friday already... Time flies.. It's been a week ever since i'm got back from PENANG last sunday.. Anyway, i assume i had pretty good week though. UPs & downs.. But then, that's what life suppose to be, right.. Let me recap some of the ultimate crazy moment..

Recently, Joel & Esther decided to called it off.. their relationship.. Being a friend of them, i had to be there.. Well, they are the ones who helped me get through those rough moments. Esther seems to be pretty fine. But then, Joel looked like his beloved had just passed away when i first saw him.. He was that bad. I thought i was worst.. Anyway, went out for dinner with him last monday after sending my parents to airport. Pretty much knocked some sense to his head.. I couldn't remember what was our conversation all about, But, out of the random topics.. Oh.. it was about up keeping ourself.. Well, both of us are fat anyway... LOL...

So, decided to make a bet out of that anyway.. It was a pretty random thing to do.. So, i decided to tagged along with the bet anyway.. Hhahaha..

Guess What's the bet all about???? You wont believe it... He made me do 2 rounds of 18th floors in half an hr.. I was pretty stupid to agree to his bet anyway... Oh... Being an idiotic person he is, he gave me two option.. one was the staircase thingy & another was the marathon thingy in pg.. which is in November.. For sure, i have to pass the marathon thingy.. because that will be a commit suicide for me.. LOL... So, agree to the 2 rounds of 18th floors.. Ok.. that was joel's bet to me..

Then, told rachel about the bet too.. Then she was like... EH, i bet with you also. I was like... What's wrong with this people? making bets to slim me down.. Fine.. It was a good thing to do anyway.. but her bet was a lit over extreme.. If i fail, i had to do WAXING.. Gosh, that's the ultimate bomb man, when she told me.. I was like... Hell NO, i aint gonna bet with you..

Being my friends, when it comes to betting... their mind can be very very CREATIVE... Gosh... oh btw, my bet for joel was stop smoking for 3 weeks.. Hhahaha.. that's gonna be tough for him... In order not to lose the bet, we brought healthy food & EXERCISE... OMG... how pathetic are we?????? Sigh... Hopefully, i will WIN the bet...

Intuition??

2009-08-05T03:16:00.000-07:00

It's the start of final sem. Anyway, was pretty excited to get my arse landed in Kl anyway. Probably, Kl is the only place where i could lay my heads off without wondering around or having those unnecessary thoughts. It's hectic life in KL..

Well, i just got this intuition yesterday morning while i was heading to college... I just felt that this sem is gonna be tough.. Well, never had this feeling before whenever a new sem starts. Anyway, went to lecture.. Was bombarded with tonnes of theories and lecturer's expectation. Then, i was pretty sure that my intuition is right..

Well, i never realized or believed at my own intuition. I used to take it very very lightly.. Then, There's pretty many scenes occurs in my life lately, where intuition was there. But, i turned those intuition down. After that incident occur, it hits me hard...where it shows that you should have listen to your intuitions. So, i guess i should start believing in my own intuition from now on.

Although, this sem is going to be tough, however, that's what life is.. It's never easy.. So, gonna do whatever i can to pass this course. Oh btw... Finally, there's one subject that i could say.. I love it alot... which is Communication & organization. It's something that will prepare you to face the real world. =)

Rough moments...

2009-08-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

At times, i just dont get it.. What do you want from me????? Am i that difficult to be understand??? Am i that defiant to you??? At times, i felt guilty & torn for not able to understand your needs & wants. No matter how hard i try, you just dont see that???? i'm crying silently..... because i dont want you to see the weaker side of me...

Remarkable Nite Out with OLD faces.. =)

2009-07-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

Last Wednesday night, meet up with my college mates.. Speaking of them, it's been almost a year ever since the last i met them. Anway, it was literally crazy night. Alan, i hope you do read my blog.. Because of you, i stayed back in SS till 1am.. Idiot fool, he was late... was suppose to meet up at 10pm in a club.

At the end, he reached Babylon at 11.30pm.. We reached Babylon at 930pm. So, Eugene, david, sheena, errol & her sis plus rum, which is eugene's friend reached around 10 something. Well, i could say it was more like a small reunion for our mass comm batch March 05. Oh, i wasn't aware of David's real age as i thought he was the same age as Eugene all this while.. That night, stuff was spilled out. Thanks to my Rachel's big mouth for spilling certain things that wasn't suppose to tell.. Hmmm...Angry!!!! Oh, Esther brought her friends along too.. But, they left first as me & rach waited for alan to reached Babylon.

So, had a chat with the siao kia, which is Gene. Man, i miss those moments, when we are able to talked & laughed during classes or lunch time. It's not like we couldn't do it now.. But, everyone are heading their separate ways. We had our share of funs with them.. But, Eugene & the gang couldn't joined us as they are working the next day. When Alan reached, ordered a bucket of beer. Once they are done with beer, we are off to the club.. I dont know how much i drank that night? Beer is not my type of drink... As the alcohol level literally kicks in very fast. I didn't even dare to pour the beer to my glass. Rach was the one pouring.. So, i wonder how many bottles did i took that night? Anyway, was still able to take it before entering the club.

What kills me my mood that night was a waiter who thinks that we aren't able to buy drinks? By the way, never judged people by their look. Stupid fool. Kept requesting us to push our table to the side just because the next table brought quite a number of bottles. I was literally mad of his attitude because he dint meant it politely.. P/S: we are still your customer after all. Show some respect, you dork..

A: He was like, push inside.

Me: Then i was like.. How much more do you want us to push?

A: I gave you the table when you requested!!

Me: @##$%^^.. Curse him silently*

At that moment, i was sooo piss... I pulled Esther to dance floor & started dancing. I was like a mad woman pulling everyone to the dance floor.. I just need to chill... Then, Rachel bought tequilla because i need to head home early.. Dad was waiting for me.. So, had my tequilla shots for the first time. Gosh, it burned my throat. Anyway, went to the dance floor again.. When i got back, i think alan brought another round of tequilla shots. Then, he gave me the largest glass. I was like, Are you mad??? Then, i was forced to drink. So, it was like 2 glass of Tequilla Shots, beers & a few sips of Esther's drink before i leave.. OMG.. It was hell out of my night man.. I was high when i was drove home that night.. Before that, Alan sorta try his luck to pull my key out of my pocket so that i cant drive home.. But, he dint realized my car keys was in the other pocket.. LOL.. Dont worry, my top do have pockets. So, he was like pulling while i was screaming.. OMG.. what a night man????? Dramas....

Anyway, alan & rachel followed me to my car to get her stuff out... As she is going back with Alan. Once i left E&O car park, i was flying. I think i reached my house in 10minutes.. Crazy...But i had too... Dad was calling me non-stop.. Anyway, i just hope that my car arent's caught for speeding or beating the traffic lights. Praying*

P/s: vowed to myself...never ever going back to that club ever again... Stupid waiter... Oh yea, after the last dance i had with Alan & his friends, i saw the waiter.. He was serving another table.. Since the club is packed, plus i need to get back to my table.. What i did was???? Somehow, i pushed him to that table as he is blocking my way, even though he is not. LOL. I just walked pass like i dint know anything..

The stupidest dream i ever had...

2009-07-28T17:40:00.000-07:00

All this while, i felt relatively nice in the morning whenever i'm dreaming. At times, i was wondering whether "Do dreams come true?" It was too good to be truth. At times, i do hope for it to occur in reality. So, i spoke to Rachel about this & there she was...giving me tonnes of data about dreams. According to her, it was more likely what we want our dreams to occur, which is practically true.

At the end of the day, i choose to stay neutral on this issue. Before going to bed, we had a discussion on meeting up with our old friends who were down for a day in Pg. Decided to catch up with them. Well, was pretty excited to plan to meet up with old college mates tonight. We were all discussing over it & wonder what will happen when we meet up?? LOL.. We missed all those fun & small little thing that we did as a group back in college times. Well, everyone pretty hyped up with this event. Well, it was a good thing as well as bad. The good side is everyone will be smilling away when we meet & the down side of it was... I was the one that create the hype for them to be excited about it. Practically, i need to get my ass down UPR tonight. The consequences of not going, i think Rachel would probably chopped my head off.

So, that's about the meet up session. Well, went to bed with full of excitement & smile on my face. I wasn't expect to have a dream which is TOTALLY unrelated to anything in my life. Guess What? I dreamt about Albus Dumbledore. The Harry Potter's Headmaster of Hogwarts. He was going to close down half of the Hogwarts because the government planned to take over Hogwarts, which he dint want too. Besides, he is going to die soon. So, he dint want the government to interfere in Hogwarts stuff. So, he choose to close half of Hogwarts down. If the government were to take over, then they have to build
Hogwarts by themselves.

Crazy right!!!! My stupid dream would have continued, if my sister dint woke me up. When i was awake, i was like WTH!!! What was that dream for???? Well, i dint expect to dream of harry potter's stuff. Furthermore, i wasn't even reading Harry Potter at all. Funny isn't it???? Anyway, i knew this silly dream of mine would never exist in reality. Stupid dream. LOL

P/s: Cant wait to meet up with a bunch of crazy friends of mine... Weee.. Hopefully, there'll be pictures... =)

Up Keep yourself...

2009-07-26T08:18:00.002-07:00

Ever since May, something strike my tiny winny brain about my health & my body size... Sad to say, when you are overweight, the self esteem are zero. Practically, you dont dare nor try clothes that might flaunt your body even if it looks good on you. Furthermore, being born in a family that are full of criticism about image. Well, no choice but to control diet & going for regular exercise to up keep myself.

First of all, i dont understand why would people think that, by going for regular jogs to lose weight, it shows that you are into relationship? Why are people being so judgemental on certain issue? Come on, do you need to be super slim when you are in a relationship. I dont think so, because there's tonnes of ladies out there who aren't slim at all, but they are in a relationship.
i think everyone do have their own perception about their size. The most important thing is that they are happy about their size. So, what is there to judge a people who does regular exercise just to up keep herself but doesn't even have a target?

By the way, this post are directed to both genders. I couldn't see any connection between exercising & relationship. It's just weird when i heard a statement whereby a person mentioned to me recently.

A: Nowadays, I have seen you going for your regular jogs.
Me: Yep, to lose certain weights off my body.
A: Got Boyfriend already ar????
Me: *Puzzle look*. No la...

Besides, to up keep yourself, somehow or rather, i think it will definitely boost your confidence level. The reason why i have been going for my regular jogs are???? First, i love food too much. Other than being stuff by durians.... Second, i have a wedding to attend, which reminds me of my body. It's shapeless. LOL.

So, please dont be so judgemental. There's nothing got to do with having a boyfriend if you are going for your regular jogs. =p

Is Luck on my side??

2009-07-22T16:57:00.001-07:00

What a morning to kick start my day?? Yesterday, i thought that i would crashed in early, but i didn't as i was up till 230am to check something online. It's unnecessary anyway. Well, i think i would probably continue browsing if dad dint give me his warning sign. =)

Anyway, i was pretty excited to greet today, which is 23of July 2009. Hmm, my baby is arriving today..... Weeeeeeeeeeee... Well, guys, Dont get too overeacted over my definition of my BABY k. It's only a new notebook. =D I'm pretty excited about the delivery... In fact, i was smiling all the time before i went to bed. Cant wait to hold him dearly.... Yup, probably you guys might be wondering, why am i practically ecstatic over new notebook. Well, i have been using a dinosaur version of CPU for almost 1 & a half years in kl for assignment purposes. After much complaining & stuff like that, Finally, the person in charge for buying new pc or notebook in my house came to agree on buying a new one for me. Even though, uni life will be ending like real soon. But, i need it soo badly to do my assignment as the old one is SUPER DUPER SLOW...... Well, i think joel & esther had enough of laughs by now when we talked about my comp. So, you guys should just get over the laugh by now. LOL. That's about my excitement before sleep.

As usual, i had my responsibility, which is sending my sis to school. Apparently, i wasn't on my bad mood when she woke me up this morning. First of all, it could be the notebook arrival. 2nd would be i dint want to make my parents life miserable or should i say, i dint want to hear any nags when i'm awake later just because i stayed up till 2 something. At the end, sent her to school by driving my baby. Yesterday, we changed the car battery because the old battery's life span is up soon. Plus, i dint want to get stuck in the middle of my journey back to KL anyway. So, bug my dad about buying NEW battery for my car. Hmm, he bought & changed it. The journey of sending my sis to school was pretty scary.

At first, my radio seems to go off by itself & coming back to its life after a sec. So, i never thought of the battery is the one causing the prob. So, drove like normal till her school. Then, on the journey of going back to my house, i realized that the radio dies off pretty often & the highlight of the car seems to turn shut. By then, i realized that the battery is the one. As fast as i could, i speed back home. As i expected, my car completely died off when i was reversing my car back to my porch. I was like, i knew it. So, had no choice. Woke my dad up to fixed the problem. The entire positive head went off from the battery which is the cause of it.

Well, i thought of hitting my sack when i reached home as i had little sleep only. However, the incident had cause me to be alert & awake. I had to see the process of reattached the head back to the battery at 7something this morning. So, what do you expect? My tiredness/sleepiness are gone.

After all, i think i should really say that luck is definitely on my side today. Thank god i wasnt stuck in the middle of the road. *Phew*.

Relationship Part 2

2009-07-22T09:54:00.000-07:00

As far as i'm concern, i'm pretty sure that i have posted a posting on relationship before. Well, this is the 2nd part of it anyway. Well, i was just wondering to myself lately on this issue, like, Why would people want to go back to their exes once a break up is done? I mean, "Once you are done with the past relationship, shouldn't you find a new one?" But, some might go back to it even though it might hurt. Well, to them, they feel that it's a risk to take. Who knows it ends well? That's what the feedback i received from one of my friend.

At first, i thought he/she is insane for going back to him/her. But then, he/she changed my negative preception towards the after relationship. Their relationship went pretty well. So, i thought, Hey, it does not always have to be the negative ways. But then, something tells me that things are not the same as how it use to be for them. From the ways things are going in my friend's relationship, he/she doesnt have trust towards the other party after constant aching feeling being projected by the other party. But then, he/she are still willingly to give that person a chance. So, is this really L.O.V.E or merely because you cant get rid of that person? At times, i really don't understand why would people end up going back to deep shits when they knew about it.

Well, people always tell me that once a break up is done, just leave it & go for a new one. There's a saying, there's tonnes of fishes in the sea, why would you stick to one? Well, people...What do you think???? Do you think a person should go back or just leave it after a break up is done?

Trust..

2009-07-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

Can i trust you?? Can i talked to you about my probs? Will you put yourself in my shoes? Can you. Sigh, these are the questions that popped into my head whenever i needed someone to be there for me.

At times, i feel like running away from everything...But that is not the way to handle it. Sometimes, coming out solutions by myself is pretty good thing. Oh, thank god, i do mixed with old people alot. That explains why solutions are often pop to my head whenever i'm facing probs.

As we grow, i dont think i could simply expressed my thoughts or probs to you anymore. At times, i had to think twice whether should i tell or just hold back. Will it bothers you? I'm sure that you have tonnes of things that wander in you mind. So, i do think whether is it important before i shoot stuff to you.

We are borned with different capabilities & mindset. There goes to the way we handle things too. So, can you please dont expect me to handle those issue like how you do. It's frustrating when you just shoot your points & expect me to drop everything within days. It might be easy for you but not to me. Well, i'm not you. Sometimes, i wish that you could merely put yourself in my shoes. to understand my standpoint & my needs. I dint need your expression to be that bizzare anyway.

Well, i thought that we could share everything, but it seems that this is just too difficult for you. Well, i think i shall shun everything from you then. I rather kept it within my reach, just like how i used to?? Even though i know that you still care & love me plus dint want to see me being landed in a pool of shits. Well, all i need from you is to show some support & concern. Am i asking too much from you???

Plus, i hate the fact that i could hide my darn expression so well. Well, it doesnt mean that i'm happy-go-lucky person. I'm just hiding all my probs to myself so that you dont have to worry. Sometimes, people told me. You look like you are ok when you are facing with the downturns in your life. Well, truth are out. I'm not ok even though smiles are up on my face. Guess i'm just good at pretending? Well, that's suck.

Anyway, i'm just whinning about everything. It's to unwind those unwanted stress off my head at the moment. Yea, i'm hoping for miracle to land on my head as days goes. Plus, i'm hoping everything will go back to it's original place as it was. Trying to be optimistic as i could. Well, Gloomy days will be over. Lights will shine to my gloomy days asap. So, cant wait for that time to come. Tomorrow will always be a better day or a new start of life. =)

P/s Mabel: Dont feel terrible nor bad for this post. I'm grateful to know you plus you have always been a supportive friend or chi mui to me. Dont worry, i'll be fine in no time..=)

Should i be happy over it?????

2009-07-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... I dint knew my results will be out this week. Before my semester break start, was practically praying & hoping so that i could pass all the subjects. Well, it was because of some down turn in my life during my finals. Then, when i was back home, dad mentioned about it. How's your results & when will it be out? I was like.... Wah, could you please don't freak me out now???? I'm practically panting & kept avoiding that question because i dint want to think much about it, as i cant do much already. What's done is done???

Finally, the moments of truth awaits... *drum rolls*... LOL.. Well, i was expecting it to be out next week. Somehow, i got this intuition in my mind about my results that it will be out this week. Checked on Wednesday after 3 weeks without logging in to UNISA portal. Well, nothing was there yet. When i logged in to FB on thrusday morning, i saw Rachel posted her status about CFWM. Then, i was like.. OK...It's out already. For the first time in my entire degree life, I was shocked that my heart wasn't beating or panic strike. Amazing. Normally, i would be gasping for air when results are out. Probably, i was expecting for the worst to come, but not to the extend of failing my subjects though. So, got all the results.. I was like OH OK... Well, some subject which i think i could really score but wasnt in mine best mind & mood to deal with the 3rd assignments during that time. So, 2 'D' are gone. But, was amaze that i got C though.

Anyway, the saddest part of all was my GPA doesnt achieve the standard requirements of Internship which is 4.5. My GPA was so near yet so far. For now, I can just kiss Internship away & get my ass back to Penang once i'm done with study life. =( I was hoping that internship will landed in my arms as i wanted to gain some exposure in KL. See how's the KL market is all about?? Well, parents wouldn't want me to continued my journey in KL due to some reasons which i totally understand. So, Internship was the catalyst in my career path because it is not easy to persuade my dad. For now, looks like I have to put in extra effort to persuade my parents to give me the green light about working in KL. If not, i'm going home... Well, will see how it goes when my last sem resume.

Well, Annie was like Congrats Cheezz when i told her about my results. She was like you managed to pull it through, even when you are landed with stress & relationship issue. i was like yea...I managed to pull it through. But, i really had to thank a few people who helped me during those moment. Joel, Esther, Rachel for being there for me or Should i says making me concentrate on my assignment. Lol. There's one time, Esther was in my place, She was practically eyeing on me or nag me. SP, Please Concentrate!!! LOL. Thanks babe. Oh, not forgetting Rachel the bum, webcaming & explaining to me some of the stuff.

That's about it... Adieus guys. =)

Hatyai & Songkla trip was pretty enjoyable one... =)

2009-07-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

The lift to Tang Kuan hill temple

Mermaid statue

The entire Hatyai town.

Samila Beach Hotel Coffee house

The view from Tang Kuan Hill

Me & mua parents =D

Their public transport - Tut tutt

The place where we had our 4 rounds of massage in 4 days..

One of Hatyai's Malls

Half way through to our stomach - Glutinous Rice with mango & durian. I prefer durian though. Yum..

Ear cleaning on the process - which is ticklish at the same time stimulating. LOL. But i butt out on this because i'm too chicken out to try. =)

The heart of Hatyai.

Finally, got my massage..... Woot Woot.. That's something that i love to shout out.. Yes, tense up nerves & mind are being relieved with 4 rounds of massage in 4 days. Lol. It was pretty crazy though. But, Hatyai is all about massage & food. Gosh. Their two hours massage are sooo damn cheap. It's RM20. That's the privilege i get when you are traveling with your parents. Expenses are taken care off. No worries. LOL.

Shopping in Hatyai was not something that you could shout about. It's pretty dull as you cant find any nice clothes or something unique, which is cheap. If you want to shop, it's more like hitting the big malls which cost you a bomb because everything cost RM100 & above. Went to their night market, you cant really get any good stuff other than food. Yea. For that trip, put on some weight. Argh. But that's the price i have to pay. With all those good food, now, i had to suffer.. However, it's best to walk rather than drive because it's such a small town. You dont have to waste your effort by driving around & finding a parking spot. So, i'm glad that i did alot of walking.

Well, we manage to visit songkla too.. It was fun to visit the temple, which is located at the hill plus mermaid statue. Oh yea, we went to their floating market as well. As i mentioned earlier, this trip is all about food. So, had food again at the floating market. Everything was RM2. Seeeeeee... it's soo cheap. Lol... When we are heading back towards our vehicle, i spotted a swimming pool which is the plastic ones. In that particular pool, there's tonnes of fishes... this game is all about skill. See how many fishes will you caught before the paper were torn. all you have to do was to catch those fish with the paper net that was provided by them. It's cost RM1. When i saw that, i was like... ZOMG.. It's soo fun.. Wanted to play soo badly, but dad was like.. Crazy ar? That was the impression he gave me. Then, i went to mummy side. Told my mum about it. She was like.. If you want to play, go la. LOL. Then i'm shy. Since everyone is heading towards the gate, i dare not asked them to wait for me. Then, my dad spotted a durian stall. So, he & his friend were checking out the fruit. I took this opportunity to return to that stall & played. Omg. When i played that game, i felt like a kid again. It was fun when mum & the other aunties were informing which fish to catch & stuff. Hahah, speaking about that, i scream as well when i couldnt catch a single fish. LOL. Yea, being childish at the moment made my mind & heart smile happily, which is at the bottom of my heart. Hahaha. Mum was like, do you still want to play or not, then i said enough already.. Heheh.. Because dad came back to that fish stall with his friends. He was explaining to one of his friend about the game. Then he said, i thought my daughter are old enough, but her mind is still like a kid. I was laughing when he mentioned that.

P/s: the most important thing was to get my passport chop. LOL. It has been 3 yrs ever since my last trip to bangkok. Well, my passport is pretty clean & empty. So, needed to get some chop before it expires. Hehehe. Will see when is my next trip & where.

Till now, adieus guys. Dint want to brag much about my trip anyway. =)

Quality time being spend with my folks... <3

2009-07-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

Well, everything in my head seems to be cleared on monday. Besides that, this is the first week, where i had the chance to spend quality time with my parents. Hmmm... After being home for 2 weeks, this is the only week where they are home for the entire week without going down to kl..

I was pretty shocked to be dragged to some insurance seminar by my dad on tuesday. I was like... as usual, i'm good at making those innocent faces in front of my dad. LOL. *evil smirk*. However, my innocent look doesnt convinced him at all. He was like, i dont care.. You have to followed as you are studying this field, which is mass comm. Although insurance & mass comm are not related at all, he still demanded that i followed him as to gain experience on the ways of conducting the seminar. So, being the cheekiest & noisiness daughter, who is having break, I had no choice but to dragged myself to YMCA to attend the seminar at 9am. Well, i was pretty glad that i went for that seminar. It was pretty interesting talk on householder & houseowner. At least now, i have some knowledge on that.

First time, attending seminar with my dad is no joke. Man, it was worst than having presentation in front of the entire batch. God, my heart was pumping like shit when i asked the first question. Being his daughter, it's not an easy task. He had set great expectation for himself & to his daughter as well. So, how could i be a woozy daughter? I cant. Basically, i had to set expectation for myself in order not to shame him down. Sometime, the outsider would be saying hmm, what a lucky daughter to have father, who had some reputation in the motor trade industry. Let me tell you something. It is tough & stressful at times as you have to cope with his standard. At times, i had to remind myself about their reputation. Indirectly, i had to put them into my thought first before i commit into something.

After that seminar, he gave me another heart attack by requesting my to work for him, in the insurance field, full time once i'm done with degree. I was like, What??? He was like, insurance is good & bla bla. Well, he always wanted his family member to deal with his business but he had no son. Somehow or rather, i was being guided to deal with his stuff because we have something in common. Lol..Talkative. Well, i told him that let me explore the market by my own first. Then, i will decide whether to go under his wings. With his experience, i knew that i could fly as high as i could. Even though, it's tough to fulfill his expectation, but i never regard to be his daughter. Because of his expectation, i'm what i'm today. Plus, i have set expectation for myself as well. Let's hope that i could fulfill my expectation one day.

Furthermore, i'm glad that i'm back to penang for holiday... After procrastinating for more than a month, i think i deserve a short break. Finally, Hatyai, here i'm come..Weeeeeeeeeee.. Photos will be up when i'm back. So, adieus people..

BEACH, BEACH & BEACH

2009-07-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

Peepz, i'm sorry for leaving my blog unattended for a week. had been procrastinating. LOL. I'm glad that this week ended well & good. Finally, i'm crystal clear of the path i want. Yesterday, i went to Sunset beach with Rachel. For no apparent reasons, i have been dying to go to the beach. I was so crazy to feel those waves sounds & sands. Rachel told me, i was like a kid? Well, that's because i had been caught up with so many stuff lately. Needed that breeze & the sound of waves soo badly.

Decided to wait for Rachel to come back from KL to join me as she wanted to get herself tan. Finally, the plan was a success. Went to Sunset beach at noon & went home at 530pm. Shouldnt have listen to Rachel's advice that it wont be jam. !@#$%%^. I was stucked for a good 15minutes, but, that's because i overtook soo many vehicles. Damn. So, Rachel's traffic advices, better dont listen. Sorry babe, coz you suck. LOL.

Well, it was a good outing & worth it one. I wasnt intend to get myself tan or sunburned but Rachel was dying to get herself tanned. At the end of the day, she look fine, but i was the one who got burned in the face and tanned in my arms & legs. Suck.. argh... It was so obvious, which my face ended up looking like a cook lobster. Oh gawd. Well, told rachel that i will never go near the beach at that hour again. Probably in the evening. She was laughing all the time. HMMMMM.. As i mentioned earlier, the purpose of going to the beach was to clear something & to relax my mind. Did alot of thinking lately which gave me headaches. That's why, dying to get myself landed on the beach.

It was pretty relaxing though by lying down on the arm chair that was provided & enjoy the wave sound plus the breeze. Oh gawd, it was like i'm in paradise. At that moment, i dont wished to go home. I had two reasons why i needed that paradise feeling so badly. First, to get myself clear about the some personal issues and life path that i want.

In the meantime, i had thousands & one question to throwed at someone, but i thought of giving him some time as he has been facing some issues. Well, he had been ignoring my calls or sms & couldnt be bother to know what am i up to & stuff. But, i dont like to leave things danggling. Plus, i couldn't wait for him to call. So, i decided to make that move. I was merely trying my luck but was pretty surprised that he answered my call. So, managed to get the status clear. My heart was pretty doomed when the answer dint turn out to be the one i want. But, i was prepared to face the worst outcome. At first, i really really felt like snapping off the call. But, i was surprised that i could just managed to pull it through by hogging on the phone for nearly 45min. We managed to talked out alot of stuff. it was more like a long lost friend conversation, which i'm glad i did the calling. So, i dont have to wait like a stupid fool by wondering around, waiting for an answer. After that conversation, i was pretty happy that i could still smile & stuff even though it ache a little in the heart.

Since i was at the beach, i just took a long stroll by the sea & feel the sea water wit my legs. LOL. During that long stroll, i was giving myself alot of scenes by throwing questions plus checking out the sea and moutains plus the bird. Lol.. Pretty insane. All of sudden, something just pop into my head, like what are the reasons of me holding on to it, why cant i let go? There's a bird flying freely in the sky. It gave me a thought, why cant i be that bird?? So, i thought of giving some spaces to me & him. Can you believe it??? At that point, i still thought of giving him a second chance. Sigh, i was so sappy. Well, he was complaining something to me about his ex, like interfering back to his life, when he dint want to get stuck in a relationship. So, i thought maybe i will have that chance if i could give him time. It was like releasing the string for the moment and pulling it when i feel like too. It wasnt a complete decision yet. Suddenly, something cross my mind and tell me that there are so much stuff to do in life other than relationship. Why should i limit myself to a certain thing when i can have a horizon to myself?? In a way, i can choose to be happy-go-lucky person, why should i choose to hurt myself? So, decided to have the second option which is to be happy but still wait. LOL.

After talking to some people, it made me realized that i should just kiss the relationship off & focus on my own life. Due to certain stuff, i'm more determine that i should just let it go. No more waiting. Plus, my studies life is ending like real soon, which is pretty suck. Now, i'm missing all those moments. Dint want to let it end so fast. Hahah, like going to class late. All you have to do was apologized & put an innocent smile. Lol. But, when you are working, you could caught yourself jobless if you do that. And that definitely made me think twice about my previous decision. Now, i'm left with 5 months to have fun & enjoy. Do you think i will destroy it? Hell NO. So, i'm clear with it now. No relationship interference at the moment. I'm glad that i went to the beach even though i got my face burned and tanned. At least, i'm clear with what i want now. Weeeee.. So, peepz...if u have any problems, just take a deep breath & slowly think about it. Well, beach would be a great option though. HEHE... =)

Pamper, pamper, pamper mood... =)

2009-06-25T04:28:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee!!!!! I felt great & ecstatic after a hairdo. I have never felt this way before. Plus, i never knew that having a hairdo would actually make you feel great. I know, it's sappy to feel that way. Well, i'm happy to succeed my 1st plan, which is a hair cut. hehe. A N.E.W meeeee. At first, Diana & I planned to have a hair cut together. Probably the bob style but the longer version. So, i waited for her for a few days. LOL. Sorry babe, i cant wait anymore longer. Really need to snip snip those hair off.

But, my main plan was to have a full body massage after a pile of tedious assignments. Well, my mum promised me to pamper me at first. One trip to HATYAI. Yes, shopping spreeee & massage.. Weeee, cant wait for that to come. I have made soo many plans for myself. Gatherings & other stuff, but the most important thing is PAMPERING myself to the max. Weeee... I asked my dad about the Hatyai trip, when & stuff like that. Was told beginning of JULY. My body cant wait that long and i really needed one so badly. So, i decided to asked my mum for a aroma therapy massage voucher since she have it. Hehe. She said ok, remind me later. Due to my forgetfulness, she went to KL for holiday without handing me the voucher. =( Anyway, shall wait for her to hand me the voucher. Probably, going for the massage next week. =)

Let's get back to the original topic, my new style, which is my hair. I'm just crazy. LOL. It suddenly hit my mind, Hey, why not go for the hairdo now? Well, decided at once. First, it's too long for me & i feel i need a hairdo. At first, i thought of just trim it or something. But then, my tiny heart just tell me. Pamper yourself & let the hair stylist do something to your hair. Normally, i wont simply let people decide the style of my hair. But today, i just couldnt be bother to take notice about my hair. I gave the hair stylist the total command on my hair. Gosh.

Hair stylist: What kind of hair style do you want?

Chee: Erm, I dono what kind of hair style i want.

Hair stylist: Do you prefer it to be super short or long?

Chee: Erm, Not too short & not too long.
Hair Stylist: OK, then i will cut something different, which is lots of layers. haha

Chee: Ok

Just like that, i let him do whatever that he want to my hair. He washed my hair and stuff. Plus, i asked him, Do you think my hair needed the hair treatment? He was like, yes... your hair are all dried up. So, i was like. Ok, then i will do the hair treatment as well. Hahaha. For once, i dont care about price. Oh God, that was something new about me. Usually, i'm not that type of person. Well, i was thinking, it's not like i have a make over every now & then. Plus, i have not been pampering myself for soooo long. So, decided to just pamper myself to the max. I was reading the magazine all the time. Dint even bother to check on my hair at all. Just let him do his thing. Haha. The after effect of the hairdo, turns out to be great. I felt great after that. Was practically smilling all the way back to my house. Weeeeeeee... I guess this hairdo changed my mood. I was back to the old me.. The happy-go-lucky & cheerful girl with better goals this time. There's more pampering moments to come. But here are some new hair pictures. It seems that Esther & Rachel said it was the same. Probably, it's bouncy now & a younger look, which i totally like it.

The OLD Meee.

The New Me

Finally, the pieces are place back into the shape..

2009-06-24T09:39:00.000-07:00

When i came back to penang, there are still certain things that i cant forgo or put it this way...i dint want to let go. Probably, it's just me who doesnt want to move on when i told myself to. Last Sat, managed to catch up with mabel for yum cha. It was definitely a pleasant night by hanging out with her. I miss those times when i could just drive over to Vista B to picked her up for dinner or chao tao fu. Those were the days.

Anyway, i managed to convinced her about my point of view in certain issues. Probably, i just need someone to understand my stand point of why i cant let go. So yea, thank god she understand. After that night out with her, i still choose to believe my own little tiny heart that things will changed. Well, i know. I'm a hard headed person who choose to believe in myself rather than accepting people's advice. I still accept though, but it doesnt hit me that hard. When i'm still confused, Daniel called me. I was pretty shocked to received his call anyway. Well, we hardly talked to each other till he told me he is getting MARRIED. Hahhaa. That was the bomb he gave me. He was there for me when shits happen though. He told me certain things, but still i choose to ignore it. What an idiotic person am i? S.T.U.P.I.D is the best word to describe me. But i realise one thing, i have been transformed into a party girl for the past 4 months in KL, which practically shocked me when i think about it. It gave me a shocked. Thank god, semester end & here am i, back at home. Which i think it's the only way that i could put all those little thoughts together & understand every piece of it. Tonight, Kean, Daniel and i was having a long good chat about our past life. Basically, it was more about Dan's history though. We went to Coffee island to have some drinks. Well, i would say this mini cousin gathering had actually made me realized something that i missed. It gave me a clearer picture of which path to choose for my life. By laughing at Dan's past life experiences, it make me aware that i might be heading the same way as Dan were back in his younger days. When i was driving home alone, all those thoughts that was done in my head, had just reminded me that i'm not that type of person. For once, i have decided that i dint want to go through that kind of life which is not me. Finally, i'm back to normal & i'm super duper clear about what i want & need in my life. Life is a wonderful thing. All you have to do is to be clear of what you want & need in life. That's what i have learned from Kean. Once you have set your goals, live up to it and enjoy it to the fullest. There's one thing that i have learned, shits do make you a better person after all. It grooms you up.

Well, i would like to say Thank you to my 2 dearest cousin brothers who shared their eperiences & made me realized that i still can amend those problems. I had a wonderful yum cha with you guys. Thanks alot.

Girls Nite Out W/o the boysss....Woot Woot

2009-06-21T16:56:00.000-07:00

Weeeee... Finally, we met up for a our girls nite out after so long. Probably a year, i guess. Anyway, we had an awesome time. Before, i revealed the details, i need to apologized first to someone. First of all, rachel babe.. I'm sorry that you weren't able to joined us. Well, there's always next time... *the innocent look* of me...hahaha..

First, it was just a random hang out with Esther in midvalley (to smack some stuff on her head)... hehe...Of course, it is something good that will benefit her in long run. We had a long conversation about all kind of stuff. Then, we made the sudden plan...

Esther: Eh, want to go wakiki.

Me: Hmm...Okok..Since i have not stepped into wakiki ever since your last birthday.

Finally, we decided and called melissa to tag along. At first, we are suppose to meet up for tea time but she had to something. So, the tea plan had been cancelled. Before heading to Wakiki, 3 of us went for some snacks as Melissa need some food. So, we went over to some place called the dim sum in SS3. The food is not bad though. Mel called one of her friend to tag along. So yea..That's the night i met Kathryn. What a crazy night we had in wakiki? Oh yea..Mel was practically soo funny after the long island tea. I miss those moments, mel..When can we have another girls nite out? hahaha... I love the 80's music which was played by one of the band in Wakiki that night. Weeee... A gloomy day ended with great music to put aside all that problems that i faced plus mel's funny side of the character...it just made my day soo good.. Weeeeeeee.. Thanks you guys...

p/s... I knew someone would actually complained about my blog because it's full of text. Well, truth to be told..Esther is the one...Here you go babe...some pictures that will make you read my blog right..LOL.

The atmosphere of Wakiki 1.

The band of the night..

Guys are like dogs & girls are like cats...

2009-06-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

Before you could judge anything, let me explain this. Don't be mad when you read the title. Well, think again. It's true though.. This phrase was told by a good friend of mine, by the name of Esther.. LOL.. Esther, i bet you are laughing now..
The meaning behind the phrase is... dogs will only whack their tails when they feel like too & cats will only come when they are being asked to. Indirectly, dogs will go after the cat when they want something for them. Be nice or anything just to get something good. But cats will only be attracted to when they feel or wanted too. So, does that sound familiar to you?? Hahaha..
I know it is pretty random, but hey, it is soo true.. Lol... Besides that, Cats will never understand how and what do the dogs think or feel, same goes to the dog. Ring a bell?? it's the exact same thing that are face by the opposite sex as well. LOL. As we, girls, will never understand the way guys thinks or does things. Same goes to them.
But, humans will definitely make an effort to tolerate the other parties in order to maintain a good relationship. At times, human do fight. Well, that's pretty normal in life. Well, bear with it and try to understand each other. Well, you might be able to learned something from the other party if you try to understand them. As i have mentioned in the earlier posting, life is all about learning. When a couple are in bad terms, talked it out.. It's the best way to deal with problems. Sometimes, miracles do happen. Well, have you ever seen a dog and a cat that will leave together in harmonies. The chances are rare, but there are some dogs and cats that does stay together. It's all about give and take. =) it's pretty short post. As i'm quite tired today. So, adieus guys..

There's always a light at the end of your gloomy day...

2009-06-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

Life is pretty amazing at times, if you take a good look at it from a different perspective. Well, by facing all those obstacles in life, It will definitely shape you up in a proper way, which is to be a better person at the end of the day. Which is pretty darn true, right? Peepz, have you ever thought that, We, are like the babies. When they fell, they cried but still, that doesnt stop them from trying until they have achieved their goals. That kind of mentality, i think we all should follow. Their determination to succeed is much stronger than us. They, may look fragile, but they are way stronger than us, in terms of mentality. The only thing that separate us between them are the obstacles that we will have to go through. So, why cant we be like them? Since you know that life is all about going through obstacles, why dont we face it? I felt that, in every problems, there will always be a solution. It is up to you on how you look at that situation as a whole. Well, that is my all time favourite motto. Because i tend to see things, from a different perspective, when all those pieces are being place together.
First of all, by running away from an issue, it will not ease the problems but worsen the entire situation. So, why do you want to run away from it when you know that it will make things worst? For those who are reading my blog, you guys would probably agree with me, i guess. If you need to talk, feel free to express it all out. We are HUMANs & WE do need company. In this case, our friends will be our companion that will be there for us whenever we needed them to be. There you go, F.R.I.E.N.D.S will definitely lighten up your gloomy day by cracking silly jokes that will make you feel better.
If you find it hard to express it out, just calm yourself down or give yourself a break by doing things that you want or wish to do. Well, a holiday would be great though. Sometimes, you wish for a holiday but you can't have it, then opt for another option which you think that will comfort you the most. Just Chill & Relax. Once you are comfy, then only move on to the problems by untangling it one by one. I'm sure you guys are able to do it.
Put it this way, i was practically feeling down for the past one week. Basically, when you are down, every problems are aimed directly towards you, which will make you feel suffocated. Sounds Familiar to you. Guess what? It's normal & you are not the only one. Everyone do have their ups and downs. But, i was glad that i had great bunch of friends to go through this obstacles with me.
Recently, I had so many stuff to deal on, raging from assignments, personal issues, and house hold issues. Darn. it's suck. OH God, i wonder how did i managed to untangle myself from everything. Well, i choose to solve the important ones first. Then, from there, lights shine at the end of my gloomy day. I'm serious.
Well, there's one time, when i kinda lost my PR notes. I was freaked out because that particular notes meant so much to my assignments and i lost it. I went nuts that time, practically searching every part of my house for that particular notes. More towards being a mad person hunting for food. Requesting for SOS from friends. But, they need it as well. At the end of the day, i dint bother to think of it after ransacking my entire house because it is not appearing anyway. So, I went to bed instead. Guess What? I dreamt of my notes. Am i crazy? LOL...Pretty retarded right.. Yes, i dreamt of my notes and the place where i left it. When i was awake in the next morning, i hunt for that particular place again. Weeeeeee, i found my notes. I was practically laughing once i found it. How retarded was i? LOL.
See, what i meant by "there's always a light at the end of your gloomy day". After that notes were found, everything just went smoothly & here i am sharing my personal experiences with you guys. So, dont treat the issues as if there's no tomorrow. Give yourself a BREAK and you will feel much better after that. Once you have overcome that obstacles, you will feel much better and a stronger mentality. So, deal with it in a calm situation and you will be alright. Ops... I think i need to crash now.. I'm having morning class tomorrow. So, adieus guys. :D

Home, here i come!!!!!!! Weeeee =D

2009-06-11T18:57:00.000-07:00

Omg!! After a month in kl, I actually miss home. It's like ages since the last i went home. However, I cant wait for it to come. Weee!!! =D I cant wait to see lit monster plus everyone back home. Man, I miss them soo much. Most of all, i just need a break from everything. This is the moment i have been waiting for. Mabel told me, she was going back today with ho wai. I was so jealous & sad to hear that she is going home!! Sob sob. OH yeah, I MISS YOU TOO MABEL HEAH. It's been 2 months already eversince the last hangout which is in Coffee Island. I wanted to go home today too. But i cant, law's exam on monday. Speaking of Law, the thick notes, which practically i have not even touched ever since esther past it to me on last wednesday. Guess what! It is still nicely wrapped under the plastic cover. LOL. Guess i had to start stuffing cases to my brain by tonight. Gosh. it's defamation. Why Defamation? Why can't it be Copyright? Copyright cases are interesting. Hahaha. I bet you guys would probably wondering why am i going hyper for cases. Hopefully, i will do well for Law. Time to argue once again. This time on the piece of paper in 2 hrs time. LOL Once Law are done, here comes newspaper webdesign. Sigh!! It's nice to design, but i'm just practically slacking. Yesterday night, was practically staying up all night long just to finish Advertising. SLACKING. Btw, I had to thank Rachel for her help too.. Hehehe..If it wasn't because of you babe, i think i'm still stuck and oh yea, esther too.. LoL. How could i ever forget the Chin's & the Mee & the Ling. LOL.. This gave me the old school feeling, which is back then, the KDU times. ME, Rachel , Esther & Ina were the BABI Geng. Wonder who came up with this nick anyway? LOL.. pig geng..WTH..Such an old school feeling. During exam, we practically staying up all night long just to stuff everything up before the exam. YEAH! Last MINUTE Stuffing. We'll called each other to discuss or wake each other up. LOL..Those were the days that i really miss. Hahhaa.. Did it ring the bell on you, rachel & esther? hehehe... Damn, i MIss KDU soo much. Those were the craziest time i had. Well, KL is just the moment where everyone just headed their own ways. Practically, lost in touch, but thank god, managed to keep in touch with Sonia, Nisha and RACHEL this year. Last year, We were just so tight down with our work. At least, there's something. Sigh. I miss the get together moments in tyrese's place with siao kia around & alan (the drunkards). Practically, his face turn into tomato after 2 glasses of Vodka. LOL. OMG. that was ages!! LoL. But i bet we decided to go separate ways. Man, if we were to sit down n chat about our past histories, I think it would takes days to finish up the entire conversation & us laughing over the stupid & wrongdoings. LOL. So, yea.. There you go. I cant wait to meet with my ex- colleagues and everyone back at home. Next week is the day. WEEEE!!!! Adieus guys. =)

Depression + Stress + Sleepless night = Weight Loss

2009-06-10T02:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i'm wonder what will life be, when there's no depression, stress, and sleepless night? I still couldn't figure it out, if you, people out there, knew the answer, mind telling me. =)

I haven't been sleeping well lately...the max was 3 to 4 hours which i know it's bad for me. But, what can i do? I have NO CHOICE, I had to stay awake to finish up my assignments plus sleeping would actually make my brain went wondering. Besides, i couldn't even sleep. Which is totally sucks. I have cried, scream, spoke to friends about it, slacking and been drinking 2 cups of coffee in less than an hour. This is the only way to kill my boredom when i'm home plus been trying my fucking best to complete my assignment, when i'm super down. Oh yea, Coffee is my best friend for now. I cant leave without coffee. Seriously. Even though it kills me, by having bad headaches, diarrhea, and even throwing up. Crazy stuff, i know. Hahaha. I think my friends or love ones would probably be screaming now, for torturing myself to the max. Well, i know it hurt me internally, but i got the results that i want. WEIGHT LOSS. Weeee, Indeed...i lose weight too, practically i'm happy for it. Of course, coffee isn't the only thing that cause it, i dont have appetite as well. Guess What?? My diet for now is a meal per day. Pathetic right?

At times, i feel like running away from all the problems i'm facing now. It's hurting me deeply. Might as well you just murder me right away. But, i know i had to be tough to face it anyway, because i know that you cant do anything either. Well, i had no choice but to respect your decision. But i really hope that time flies & the next thing i knew, i'm back home. I know my friends will be there for me when i needed them. That's why i feel grateful of having them in life. That's partly why i choose not to stay at home for now. There's no one for me to turn too when i'm home. EVERYTHING is just electrical items. There's no soul to it. But, thank god that i have assignments to keep my mind busy. I used to hate assignments & felt stress up over it when the dateline is around the corner. But, now, i'm just happy and glad that i have assignments to keep me going and less thought on you. I never knew that i went in too deep this time. Sigh, i should be blame for falling too deep for you, when so many people advices me not too. Well, a price to pay then. But, i would like to thanked you if you are reading my blog for making my life upside down and losing weight in less than a week. Gosh, that was pretty drastic loss though.

In a deep mess!!

2009-06-06T20:32:00.000-07:00

Practically over the period of 1 month, I have being cared, loved and all those lovey dovey stuff occured to me. Well, I kinda rejected it at first because i knew good things like will not happen on me. Probably, you could say that i'm jz being pessimistic on life. As far as i'm concern, nothing good had ever occur to me in relationship wise. The actual fact that i have lost hope in seeking. Therefore, i choose to just enjoy my final year of my degree life. Heheh. But then, shits do happen in everyone's life. Well, i dint know that shits will happen to me because i choose to enjoy my life and be happy about it. But well, you could say that things do happen when you least expect it. So, when i choose to accept it, it went well at first. Less than a month, he just took everything off from me. What an idiot bastard you are? Sorry for the swearing because i needed too. If not, i think i might not be able to pull myself up from the mess that he had done on me. Guys out there!! if you are reading my blog, please make sure that you are fucking clear about the path of life that you choose. DO NOT COMMIT INTO SOMETHING WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE NOT READY!!! At first, i thought about trying to be there for him. Well, you can say that i fall over him already. After having conversations with so many people, everyone told me that it is a pretty lame excuse and he is just playing me out. Well, if you are just playing me out, then i'm glad it went this way. The worst part is i have to handle this issue during my finals. WTF!!! and i'm all alone in KL. Why cant you just break this news to me when i'm back home. At least, i have family members with me and stuff to occupy my time. Nw, i have most of the time to wonder around. God damnit. But, thank god i have great friends and family member that willingly to pull me out of this mess. THANK YOU for being there for me. If wasnt because of you guys, i dont think i could reach this far. Thanks rachel for pulling me to club and be there for me throughout the entire time when i was suffering like shit. I hope that i can get rid of you asap. Probably, we shouldn't start at all at the beginning. Twice already. So, I think it's meant to be friends rather than in a relationship. Now, i hope that i dont screw or flunk my finals. God, please give me the strength to go on.

Birds of the same flock will always fly together

2009-05-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

Yes. I totally agree with that phrase. At first, I couldn’t think of a proper phrase to name those idiotic people. After a couple of thoughts, I saw my friend’s personal message on msn. Then, I’m happy and grateful as I have found the suitable phrase for these people. People with the same attitude will definitely fly together. Well, people like them tend to look up on themselves. They feel and think that they are way better you are. FYI, you are such an EGOISTIC person & also a SORE LOSER. Besides that, people like them always brag about their life. Do you think I’m interested about your stories????? At times, it is nice to know, but not all the time though. By listening to your “stories”, it definitely helped me to know where my boundaries are. Plus, it’s a lesson for me not to be like YOU. I thought that you will be a much better person once you are working. But HELL NO. You are still the same old person that I knew. I guess it’s stuck in you for the rest of your life. The EGOISTIC person. Well, I’m glad I know you. Therefore, I’m aware that there are such egoistic people in this world. So, thank god I know you. Then, I will not be as naïve as to believe that you are such a great friend. You don’t have to tell the WORLD that you have this and that in your life. Just because you think you have been working hard, doesn’t mean you have succeeded in your life. There’s still a long way to go for us as we are still young. In life, you don’t have to brag about your life to be famous. You will be famous when people talks about you. So, STOP BRAGGING & get a Life.

Relationship????????????

2009-05-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

People out there!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm asking a favor from you guys.....What does relationships meant to you????

Is it something that you treasure the most..

or Simple thing like...Responsibility......

Well, all of us may have different opinion on this issue...It could be just love that sparks between the couples and so forth...As for me, i feel that relationship is all about responsibility...It's not just the spark...although you need that spark, in order to have a relationship.. However, It's something that cant be describe by words...As far as I’m concerned, It takes a lot of courage to have a relationship that will last long..

Well, I’m talking about the serious one which might lead to marriage...Probably, i'm getting “younger” as days goes by...Therefore, I always look at an issue into a deeper perspective which i always does..It's alright to view things into a different level or deeper...because it will definitely bring the best out of you..At times, things doesn't go according to the plan that you have created.. In this case, Relationship......You cant just grab some guys from the club and have him as your boyfriend the next day onwards…This is crush not a serious one.. However, it will definitely give you an ecstatic feeling…. A serious relationship needs a lot of thinking that need to be done before committing into one...It's not easy...I do planned to have one...as in right now....thinking of a relationship...But then, I was kinda shocked to see that many couples just called their relationship off after an argument…Therefore, it pull me off the hook for a while...Well, i rather leave it as it is for now..

Sometimes, I feel that…it’s not up to you to chase for it…I do believe this phrase…”The more you want it to happen on you, the more it will just maintain the same”… If it's coming, it will definitely happen no matter how you stopped it...So, people out there...If you are in a relationship, do treasure your partner...It is not easy to be in a relationship...As i have mentioned above, it takes a lot of courage in terms of self being to bills and so forth..Plus, relationship has a price to pay...So, i rather stand on my own feet first...Then only, start hunting...LOL...I'm just kidding...Who knows he is a friend i know???? It's hard to tell..Who will be your future husband after all?????For those single out there, enjoy while you can...Which i practically does for now...Heheh...

When you have friends around, you wouldn't mind being single after all...An advice, Do not take relationship lightly...Appreciate what you have...It's not an every day thing where you can meet your dream guy or girl... :D

i'm home once again......

2009-05-04T10:31:00.000-07:00

It's been ages...ever since the last time i came back home.......Man,I miss home sooooooooo much...my parents, sisters, monster (which is my lit nephew at the age of 3) & even my dogs......Yea,say what you want about me being a spoiled child...But then, they are my life...which i treasure them the most... For those out there, who is on my side.. *High Five*....For those who disagree, it's okay...you will realized one day.... Life is pretty different now for me...... Being with them brings me happiness as well as fill the emptiness in my heart...Although, life is all about ups and downs plus how you see things.....Well, you learned a lot from them...As days goes by, my parents have instilled good habits as well as their experience into my heart although it's hard to take it at times....Well, we have our own minds & our own ways of dealing the task, aren't we....Things might not be the same as what they experience in the past... but then, their moral value will be the same........Sigh....
Anyway,i knew that my family members misses me....Wahahaha....Bragging as usual...Indirectly, i miss them the most...As they are the ones that creates dramas as well as happiness in my life....My dad, once told me about having seafood in Taiping...Which i planned to visit for quite sometime...After being told off by joel about me having malaysian airlines all the time....hehehe....which is say but dint do it...Then, i told my dad that i want to visit taiping as i never been before..So, he agree that he will bring me there when i'm back...which i'm glad i went there for a visit...We went there on 1st of May....For a road trip...hehe....It was kinda fun traveling around taiping with my parents n sis....Taiping is a place, which is full of greenery...........man i love greeeeeeeeenssssssss.....love the air as well after a down pour....The seafood wasn't that great after all compare to the scenery...It is pretty small town..but, it's nice and cosy.......anyway,i didn't bring my cam along...so,there's isn't any photos that i could share with...But. dont worry guys, i planned to visit taiping once again.........this time,will definitely stop by the lake n take some good pictures....hehehe... :)

Weekends with my sis

2009-05-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

It has been a great outing over the weekend with my sister...Gosh...we did super crazy stuff from eating to making me lost weight in a day...hehehe....i couldnt imagine the fun without having her rocking my life once again.Yes,i miss her very much...including my entire family..Without them, i dont think i will be able to live throughout my 22 years on this planet..So,let's me tell you what we did when she was here on last friday...She reached KL at 1030pm which i assumed..Me & her bf planned to have dinner together with her..So,he went over to fetched her because i was stucked in the massive jam along the Jalan Gasing due to the Good Friday..So, i was stucked there for almost 20minutes...I rushed to 1U to catch up with them..But my sis called and asked me to meet other place because they weren't allowed to stop by..We met in front of IKEA because her bf wanted to bring her to Kota Damansara for Chili Pan Mee..So,we went over there..But to our disadvantage, their business was closed & it was 11pm..So,we went around the block to find something to eat..Although i wasn't that hungry because i had quite a heavy dinner plus drinking water does make me full...Finally, he decided to bring us to Station 1 for dinner..Me and my sis ended up sharing a bowl of noodle soup because both of us are watching our wieghts..There goes the night...

Saturday wasn't that great after all...Each of us are tired because we dint get much sleep...As for lunch, I managed to bring my sis & her bf over to glenmarie for Char Siew, which is Pork...it was one of the best char siew i have ever tasted.Although this is not the first time i had it, however, it was my first time driving there..hehehe...I kinda lost my way...So,i went one whole ig round just to reach my destination..I thought her bf could eat...but ended up,i ate more char siew compare to both of them..which is quite fattening because they gave us the fat ones...hehhe..But i like it...After taking quite alot,i can't take it anymore,because it's too much for my tummie to absorb...Then they dropped me back home because i was too tired and i needed some rest..plus,i dint want to be their lamp post..So,they went viewing model house..while i had a refreshing bath.After that, i had my pjs on and i went to bed with the heavy rains..It's nice to sleep during raining...Cold and cosy...Man,i was still full after i woke up..Then, her bf wanted to come over to watched football..I have to clear up the house...sweep abit...because he is one hell of clean freak..plus i dont like my visitors to step on my dirty floor..So,i washed the toilet and sweep the floor...after that,they came back with 2 large pizzas....We ate quite alot till 2 leftovers...That we couldnt take it anymore..I was suppose to take it as my breakfast..which i dont hv a chances to eat at all...because i woke up too late..we were suppose to go midvalley on sunday for lunch and also to buy birthday present for my sis...

So,we went to the gardens for taiwanese food.I couldn't remember the name of the taiwanese restaurant but it was located at th same floor as the borders book shop..People,if you like beef,try to take their beef noodles which is good and also their sweet and sour pork..After having our lunch,me and my sis went shopping while her bf went to fixed his mobile...Then we came across a shop which sell nice and cute little things like massager,bun that look real but actually,they are fake...It's cute..but then it's not worth the price..Then we saw doreamon which my nephew love them alot...So,we called him and asked him whether he wants or not..He requested for two...whata greedy boy but it's for him and also his youngest brother...So sweet and thoughtful of him...But then, the Doreamon watch is not a great item after all because the colour combination suck..So,we ended up walking out of the store...Then,we went on huge search for bday gifts...but couldnt think of what to buy for her..Instead of buying bday present for sister, i bought myself Mabelline cosmetics because my current eyeliner is not a good product, which smeared after an hour of applying..Then my sis asked me to buy those quality ones..Ended up, i bought rm78 just for a mascarra,eyeliner,lip gloss and lipstick..Then we headed home to rest our feet off..At 8pm, we went over to Kota Damansara again for Chili Pan Mee..The business is still on when we arrived..So,we had the pan mee...The recommendations from my sis was, "You have to put 2 big scope of their dried chili which i love the most on the pan mee..Then,take it with it..I was crying and sniffing away while having it..The workers was shocked to see my condition..Hehehe...It was nice at first...But my tummy was in full hotness due to the dried chili..Then,on Monday,i had law class which i planned to skip at first..because my sis is going back to penang already and i wanted to entertain her..She told me, you better go for your class..So,i went...While driving, i had an upset tummy, which causes me diarrheoa...it was one hell of diarrheoa...I was sweating away and couldn't even walked properly...But after a few runs to the toilets..i was fine...thank god...I informed my sis that i couldnt take any more spicy food as my tummy couldnt take it anymore...so,we ended up having rice with vege and meat...it was one hell of the day....Then,we head to sunway after lunch...We ate fruits that is coated with chocolate..OMG...IT was a good retreat...hehhehe....So,i was sick due to the Chilies...stupid right...i think i dont dare to take any recommendation from her already..she was laughing away when she heard me telling her how i suffered...

Weekend is here....Wheeeeeeee

2009-05-04T10:10:00.000-07:00

I'm soo glad that weekend is finally here...lol....pretty lame am i???

At first,i was abit moody & stress because mabel can't make it to stay with me over the weekend..Besides that, i dint know what to do with my weekend.i feel it's another boring weekend where me lying around my bed with my pj's on till evening and do nothing...

At times, i feel like going back home or doing some things that might add some colours to it..But i can't find anything other than watching teley or gluing myself to the pc...

So,i dont really like weekends because i'm too tired and lazy to figure out plans that will make my day go WoW...like i did something, you know?

Hitting the mall would definitely be another issue because it is soo hard to find a good parking space when everyone in KL love doing their grocery shoppings or get together moment during the weekend.

Basically, that is the only time that they do have for their little enjoyment or break free moment from office work or classes.. So, it's no point hitting to the mall anyway.. The best way is to stayed at home and read novels.. But, for the past weekend, i had awesome one because the preparation for my 1st law presentation kept me busy and tight down by browsing for more cases and stuff...Besides that, esther and joel brought me to picadilly's for dinner...The food and the price is pretty reasonable...

Guys, if you want to try it out, head to digital mall area, if i'm not mistaken..It's located somewhere there...The environment of the restaurant is not bad also..Once the presentation is over, i was thinking, what's my plan for this coming weekend..So, this week is like, hmmmm..what should i do???

On tuesday, i saw the calendar stating that friday is a public holiday because it's Good Friday..I was like soooo excited and wanted to drive back home to penang, which is my hometown...i wasn't sure whether Taylors observe the Good Friday as PH or not.. We went and asked the lady about this ph thingy..But the results turn out to be a disappointment... She told us that, i'm sorry Taylors doesnt observe...my heart was like broken into pieces...Sigh.....I tought of giving my parents a small surprise by driving back...But, skipping class was an issue for me..

However, my gloomy day was brighten up when i received a call from my 2nd sis on wednesday... She asked me about my class schedule and so forth..Then i was like, why do you need to know?? After that, she told me that she is coming down to KL to visit her boyfriend..Basically, i'm the substitute people that she want to visit anyway...hehehe....you will be thinking that i'm such a bitchy gurl who are meant to my sister right...Dont worry,it's not all the time..hehehe...once in a blue moon...so, yea....i'm jz sooo glad that she is coming down...Besides that, we will be hitting the shopping malls to get my sis's birthday present.....Sooo,i'm just soo happy that weekend is here...Because i cant wait to see her and spend some sisters time with her...it's been some time already that i have not spend quality time with my family because i'm in KL and they are in Penang..So,well...at least i have them...After her trip, i will be pack with assignments again..And another thing, Taylors is organiing some mass olympic which is next week....Yay,i want to go soo badly because i want to play paintball.....Hopefully, they still have tickets to spare for me & my friends...& weekends will not be as boring as the past when i have nothing else better to do...That's about it people....will keep you guys posted about my weekend then...see you...have a great weekend then...OH yea..before i forget...To all Christian who has been reading my blog if there is la....Happy Easter Day and have fun.....Take care guys...

Sorry for leaving my blog unattended for a year i guess..

2009-05-04T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i guess i'm officially back to the blogging world again....Eventually, i got bored of blogging because i had soo much to do in terms of assignments and spring cleaning and so forth..I never realized that blogging could actually release the tension..Ok...Let me tell you what happened to me in the one year period wheni was away. Ok, first of all, mabel been nagging me at certain times that i never update my blog.Here you go bo bo...this is thefirst update. hehehhee...although it was updated after a year...There's this phase stating that, It is never to late right to update something about me...so,my house have been break in..yes, you got it right..BREAK IN....but thank god...nothing went missing & we weren't in th house at the moment...So,we should be relieved and be glad that the police managed to patrol my area when the incident occured...So, yea...quite a dramatic life i had right...Well,it is quite bored to talked about the past stuff...So,why not talked about the present stuff??Well, i miss my family and also some people that i might be kicking while i'm sleeping...Well, you know who you are if you are reading my blog..Hehehehe...actually, i was hoping and praying that she might be able to stay with me this coming weekend..because i haven't been seeing her for a month already..Last year, i could just ring her up and we will hit the cineplex or evn shopping malls...Anyway,i'm still praying for you to come k...hehehehe....I should really thank god that i have found such a lovely friend which hav changed me 360 degree's...Raging from my outlook to my brain..Yes...it's definitely gonna be you...Sigh,i wished i could just hug her...hehehhe....dont worry, we are not lesbian k....she is like my long lost sister from the past life...i think..hehehe...that's why we click soo much...i guess that's about it...i need to get ready for class before i'm late...so see you...I'm truly sorry that i have neglected my blog..Worry no more, i shall be posting more current events of my stuff soon k...