Remarkable Nite Out with OLD faces.. =)

Last Wednesday night, meet up with my college mates.. Speaking of them, it's been almost a year ever since the last i met them. Anway, it was literally crazy night. Alan, i hope you do read my blog.. Because of you, i stayed back in SS till 1am.. Idiot fool, he was late... was suppose to meet up at 10pm in a club.

At the end, he reached Babylon at 11.30pm.. We reached Babylon at 930pm. So, Eugene, david, sheena, errol & her sis plus rum, which is eugene's friend reached around 10 something. Well, i could say it was more like a small reunion for our mass comm batch March 05. Oh, i wasn't aware of David's real age as i thought he was the same age as Eugene all this while.. That night, stuff was spilled out. Thanks to my Rachel's big mouth for spilling certain things that wasn't suppose to tell.. Hmmm...Angry!!!! Oh, Esther brought her friends along too.. But, they left first as me & rach waited for alan to reached Babylon.

So, had a chat with the siao kia, which is Gene. Man, i miss those moments, when we are able to talked & laughed during classes or lunch time. It's not like we couldn't do it now.. But, everyone are heading their separate ways. We had our share of funs with them.. But, Eugene & the gang couldn't joined us as they are working the next day. When Alan reached, ordered a bucket of beer. Once they are done with beer, we are off to the club.. I dont know how much i drank that night? Beer is not my type of drink... As the alcohol level literally kicks in very fast. I didn't even dare to pour the beer to my glass. Rach was the one pouring.. So, i wonder how many bottles did i took that night? Anyway, was still able to take it before entering the club.

What kills me my mood that night was a waiter who thinks that we aren't able to buy drinks? By the way, never judged people by their look. Stupid fool. Kept requesting us to push our table to the side just because the next table brought quite a number of bottles. I was literally mad of his attitude because he dint meant it politely.. P/S: we are still your customer after all. Show some respect, you dork..

A: He was like, push inside.

Me: Then i was like.. How much more do you want us to push?

A: I gave you the table when you requested!!

Me: @##$%^^.. Curse him silently*

At that moment, i was sooo piss... I pulled Esther to dance floor & started dancing. I was like a mad woman pulling everyone to the dance floor.. I just need to chill... Then, Rachel bought tequilla because i need to head home early.. Dad was waiting for me.. So, had my tequilla shots for the first time. Gosh, it burned my throat. Anyway, went to the dance floor again.. When i got back, i think alan brought another round of tequilla shots. Then, he gave me the largest glass. I was like, Are you mad??? Then, i was forced to drink. So, it was like 2 glass of Tequilla Shots, beers & a few sips of Esther's drink before i leave.. OMG.. It was hell out of my night man.. I was high when i was drove home that night.. Before that, Alan sorta try his luck to pull my key out of my pocket so that i cant drive home.. But, he dint realized my car keys was in the other pocket.. LOL.. Dont worry, my top do have pockets. So, he was like pulling while i was screaming.. OMG.. what a night man????? Dramas....

Anyway, alan & rachel followed me to my car to get her stuff out... As she is going back with Alan. Once i left E&O car park, i was flying. I think i reached my house in 10minutes.. Crazy...But i had too... Dad was calling me non-stop.. Anyway, i just hope that my car arent's caught for speeding or beating the traffic lights. Praying*

P/s: vowed to myself...never ever going back to that club ever again... Stupid waiter... Oh yea, after the last dance i had with Alan & his friends, i saw the waiter.. He was serving another table.. Since the club is packed, plus i need to get back to my table.. What i did was???? Somehow, i pushed him to that table as he is blocking my way, even though he is not. LOL. I just walked pass like i dint know anything..

The stupidest dream i ever had...

All this while, i felt relatively nice in the morning whenever i'm dreaming. At times, i was wondering whether "Do dreams come true?" It was too good to be truth. At times, i do hope for it to occur in reality. So, i spoke to Rachel about this & there she was...giving me tonnes of data about dreams. According to her, it was more likely what we want our dreams to occur, which is practically true.

At the end of the day, i choose to stay neutral on this issue. Before going to bed, we had a discussion on meeting up with our old friends who were down for a day in Pg. Decided to catch up with them. Well, was pretty excited to plan to meet up with old college mates tonight. We were all discussing over it & wonder what will happen when we meet up?? LOL.. We missed all those fun & small little thing that we did as a group back in college times. Well, everyone pretty hyped up with this event. Well, it was a good thing as well as bad. The good side is everyone will be smilling away when we meet & the down side of it was... I was the one that create the hype for them to be excited about it. Practically, i need to get my ass down UPR tonight. The consequences of not going, i think Rachel would probably chopped my head off.

So, that's about the meet up session. Well, went to bed with full of excitement & smile on my face. I wasn't expect to have a dream which is TOTALLY unrelated to anything in my life. Guess What? I dreamt about Albus Dumbledore. The Harry Potter's Headmaster of Hogwarts. He was going to close down half of the Hogwarts because the government planned to take over Hogwarts, which he dint want too. Besides, he is going to die soon. So, he dint want the government to interfere in Hogwarts stuff. So, he choose to close half of Hogwarts down. If the government were to take over, then they have to build
Hogwarts by themselves.

Crazy right!!!! My stupid dream would have continued, if my sister dint woke me up. When i was awake, i was like WTH!!! What was that dream for???? Well, i dint expect to dream of harry potter's stuff. Furthermore, i wasn't even reading Harry Potter at all. Funny isn't it???? Anyway, i knew this silly dream of mine would never exist in reality. Stupid dream. LOL

P/s: Cant wait to meet up with a bunch of crazy friends of mine... Weee.. Hopefully, there'll be pictures... =)

Up Keep yourself...

Ever since May, something strike my tiny winny brain about my health & my body size... Sad to say, when you are overweight, the self esteem are zero. Practically, you dont dare nor try clothes that might flaunt your body even if it looks good on you. Furthermore, being born in a family that are full of criticism about image. Well, no choice but to control diet & going for regular exercise to up keep myself.

First of all, i dont understand why would people think that, by going for regular jogs to lose weight, it shows that you are into relationship? Why are people being so judgemental on certain issue? Come on, do you need to be super slim when you are in a relationship. I dont think so, because there's tonnes of ladies out there who aren't slim at all, but they are in a relationship.
i think everyone do have their own perception about their size. The most important thing is that they are happy about their size. So, what is there to judge a people who does regular exercise just to up keep herself but doesn't even have a target?

By the way, this post are directed to both genders. I couldn't see any connection between exercising & relationship. It's just weird when i heard a statement whereby a person mentioned to me recently.

A: Nowadays, I have seen you going for your regular jogs.
Me: Yep, to lose certain weights off my body.
A: Got Boyfriend already ar????
Me: *Puzzle look*. No la...

Besides, to up keep yourself, somehow or rather, i think it will definitely boost your confidence level. The reason why i have been going for my regular jogs are???? First, i love food too much. Other than being stuff by durians.... Second, i have a wedding to attend, which reminds me of my body. It's shapeless. LOL.

So, please dont be so judgemental. There's nothing got to do with having a boyfriend if you are going for your regular jogs. =p

Is Luck on my side??

What a morning to kick start my day?? Yesterday, i thought that i would crashed in early, but i didn't as i was up till 230am to check something online. It's unnecessary anyway. Well, i think i would probably continue browsing if dad dint give me his warning sign. =)

Anyway, i was pretty excited to greet today, which is 23of July 2009. Hmm, my baby is arriving today..... Weeeeeeeeeeee... Well, guys, Dont get too overeacted over my definition of my BABY k. It's only a new notebook. =D I'm pretty excited about the delivery... In fact, i was smiling all the time before i went to bed. Cant wait to hold him dearly.... Yup, probably you guys might be wondering, why am i practically ecstatic over new notebook. Well, i have been using a dinosaur version of CPU for almost 1 & a half years in kl for assignment purposes. After much complaining & stuff like that, Finally, the person in charge for buying new pc or notebook in my house came to agree on buying a new one for me. Even though, uni life will be ending like real soon. But, i need it soo badly to do my assignment as the old one is SUPER DUPER SLOW...... Well, i think joel & esther had enough of laughs by now when we talked about my comp. So, you guys should just get over the laugh by now. LOL. That's about my excitement before sleep.

As usual, i had my responsibility, which is sending my sis to school. Apparently, i wasn't on my bad mood when she woke me up this morning. First of all, it could be the notebook arrival. 2nd would be i dint want to make my parents life miserable or should i say, i dint want to hear any nags when i'm awake later just because i stayed up till 2 something. At the end, sent her to school by driving my baby. Yesterday, we changed the car battery because the old battery's life span is up soon. Plus, i dint want to get stuck in the middle of my journey back to KL anyway. So, bug my dad about buying NEW battery for my car. Hmm, he bought & changed it. The journey of sending my sis to school was pretty scary.

At first, my radio seems to go off by itself & coming back to its life after a sec. So, i never thought of the battery is the one causing the prob. So, drove like normal till her school. Then, on the journey of going back to my house, i realized that the radio dies off pretty often & the highlight of the car seems to turn shut. By then, i realized that the battery is the one. As fast as i could, i speed back home. As i expected, my car completely died off when i was reversing my car back to my porch. I was like, i knew it. So, had no choice. Woke my dad up to fixed the problem. The entire positive head went off from the battery which is the cause of it.

Well, i thought of hitting my sack when i reached home as i had little sleep only. However, the incident had cause me to be alert & awake. I had to see the process of reattached the head back to the battery at 7something this morning. So, what do you expect? My tiredness/sleepiness are gone.

After all, i think i should really say that luck is definitely on my side today. Thank god i wasnt stuck in the middle of the road. *Phew*.

Relationship Part 2

As far as i'm concern, i'm pretty sure that i have posted a posting on relationship before. Well, this is the 2nd part of it anyway. Well, i was just wondering to myself lately on this issue, like, Why would people want to go back to their exes once a break up is done? I mean, "Once you are done with the past relationship, shouldn't you find a new one?" But, some might go back to it even though it might hurt. Well, to them, they feel that it's a risk to take. Who knows it ends well? That's what the feedback i received from one of my friend.

At first, i thought he/she is insane for going back to him/her. But then, he/she changed my negative preception towards the after relationship. Their relationship went pretty well. So, i thought, Hey, it does not always have to be the negative ways. But then, something tells me that things are not the same as how it use to be for them. From the ways things are going in my friend's relationship, he/she doesnt have trust towards the other party after constant aching feeling being projected by the other party. But then, he/she are still willingly to give that person a chance. So, is this really L.O.V.E or merely because you cant get rid of that person? At times, i really don't understand why would people end up going back to deep shits when they knew about it.

Well, people always tell me that once a break up is done, just leave it & go for a new one. There's a saying, there's tonnes of fishes in the sea, why would you stick to one? Well, people...What do you think???? Do you think a person should go back or just leave it after a break up is done?

Trust..

Can i trust you?? Can i talked to you about my probs? Will you put yourself in my shoes? Can you. Sigh, these are the questions that popped into my head whenever i needed someone to be there for me.

At times, i feel like running away from everything...But that is not the way to handle it. Sometimes, coming out solutions by myself is pretty good thing. Oh, thank god, i do mixed with old people alot. That explains why solutions are often pop to my head whenever i'm facing probs.

As we grow, i dont think i could simply expressed my thoughts or probs to you anymore. At times, i had to think twice whether should i tell or just hold back. Will it bothers you? I'm sure that you have tonnes of things that wander in you mind. So, i do think whether is it important before i shoot stuff to you.

We are borned with different capabilities & mindset. There goes to the way we handle things too. So, can you please dont expect me to handle those issue like how you do. It's frustrating when you just shoot your points & expect me to drop everything within days. It might be easy for you but not to me. Well, i'm not you. Sometimes, i wish that you could merely put yourself in my shoes. to understand my standpoint & my needs. I dint need your expression to be that bizzare anyway.

Well, i thought that we could share everything, but it seems that this is just too difficult for you. Well, i think i shall shun everything from you then. I rather kept it within my reach, just like how i used to?? Even though i know that you still care & love me plus dint want to see me being landed in a pool of shits. Well, all i need from you is to show some support & concern. Am i asking too much from you???

Plus, i hate the fact that i could hide my darn expression so well. Well, it doesnt mean that i'm happy-go-lucky person. I'm just hiding all my probs to myself so that you dont have to worry. Sometimes, people told me. You look like you are ok when you are facing with the downturns in your life. Well, truth are out. I'm not ok even though smiles are up on my face. Guess i'm just good at pretending? Well, that's suck.

Anyway, i'm just whinning about everything. It's to unwind those unwanted stress off my head at the moment. Yea, i'm hoping for miracle to land on my head as days goes. Plus, i'm hoping everything will go back to it's original place as it was. Trying to be optimistic as i could. Well, Gloomy days will be over. Lights will shine to my gloomy days asap. So, cant wait for that time to come. Tomorrow will always be a better day or a new start of life. =)



P/s Mabel: Dont feel terrible nor bad for this post. I'm grateful to know you plus you have always been a supportive friend or chi mui to me. Dont worry, i'll be fine in no time..=)

Should i be happy over it?????

Hmmm... I dint knew my results will be out this week. Before my semester break start, was practically praying & hoping so that i could pass all the subjects. Well, it was because of some down turn in my life during my finals. Then, when i was back home, dad mentioned about it. How's your results & when will it be out? I was like.... Wah, could you please don't freak me out now???? I'm practically panting & kept avoiding that question because i dint want to think much about it, as i cant do much already. What's done is done???

Finally, the moments of truth awaits... *drum rolls*... LOL.. Well, i was expecting it to be out next week. Somehow, i got this intuition in my mind about my results that it will be out this week. Checked on Wednesday after 3 weeks without logging in to UNISA portal. Well, nothing was there yet. When i logged in to FB on thrusday morning, i saw Rachel posted her status about CFWM. Then, i was like.. OK...It's out already. For the first time in my entire degree life, I was shocked that my heart wasn't beating or panic strike. Amazing. Normally, i would be gasping for air when results are out. Probably, i was expecting for the worst to come, but not to the extend of failing my subjects though. So, got all the results.. I was like OH OK... Well, some subject which i think i could really score but wasnt in mine best mind & mood to deal with the 3rd assignments during that time. So, 2 'D' are gone. But, was amaze that i got C though.

Anyway, the saddest part of all was my GPA doesnt achieve the standard requirements of Internship which is 4.5. My GPA was so near yet so far. For now, I can just kiss Internship away & get my ass back to Penang once i'm done with study life. =( I was hoping that internship will landed in my arms as i wanted to gain some exposure in KL. See how's the KL market is all about?? Well, parents wouldn't want me to continued my journey in KL due to some reasons which i totally understand. So, Internship was the catalyst in my career path because it is not easy to persuade my dad. For now, looks like I have to put in extra effort to persuade my parents to give me the green light about working in KL. If not, i'm going home... Well, will see how it goes when my last sem resume.

Well, Annie was like Congrats Cheezz when i told her about my results. She was like you managed to pull it through, even when you are landed with stress & relationship issue. i was like yea...I managed to pull it through. But, i really had to thank a few people who helped me during those moment. Joel, Esther, Rachel for being there for me or Should i says making me concentrate on my assignment. Lol. There's one time, Esther was in my place, She was practically eyeing on me or nag me. SP, Please Concentrate!!! LOL. Thanks babe. Oh, not forgetting Rachel the bum, webcaming & explaining to me some of the stuff.

That's about it... Adieus guys. =)

Hatyai & Songkla trip was pretty enjoyable one... =)

The lift to Tang Kuan hill temple

Mermaid statue

The entire Hatyai town.

Samila Beach Hotel Coffee house

The view from Tang Kuan Hill

Me & mua parents =D

Their public transport - Tut tutt

The place where we had our 4 rounds of massage in 4 days..

One of Hatyai's Malls

Half way through to our stomach - Glutinous Rice with mango & durian. I prefer durian though. Yum..

Ear cleaning on the process - which is ticklish at the same time stimulating. LOL. But i butt out on this because i'm too chicken out to try. =)

The heart of Hatyai.

Finally, got my massage..... Woot Woot.. That's something that i love to shout out.. Yes, tense up nerves & mind are being relieved with 4 rounds of massage in 4 days. Lol. It was pretty crazy though. But, Hatyai is all about massage & food. Gosh. Their two hours massage are sooo damn cheap. It's RM20. That's the privilege i get when you are traveling with your parents. Expenses are taken care off. No worries. LOL.

Shopping in Hatyai was not something that you could shout about. It's pretty dull as you cant find any nice clothes or something unique, which is cheap. If you want to shop, it's more like hitting the big malls which cost you a bomb because everything cost RM100 & above. Went to their night market, you cant really get any good stuff other than food. Yea. For that trip, put on some weight. Argh. But that's the price i have to pay. With all those good food, now, i had to suffer.. However, it's best to walk rather than drive because it's such a small town. You dont have to waste your effort by driving around & finding a parking spot. So, i'm glad that i did alot of walking.

Well, we manage to visit songkla too.. It was fun to visit the temple, which is located at the hill plus mermaid statue. Oh yea, we went to their floating market as well. As i mentioned earlier, this trip is all about food. So, had food again at the floating market. Everything was RM2. Seeeeeee... it's soo cheap. Lol... When we are heading back towards our vehicle, i spotted a swimming pool which is the plastic ones. In that particular pool, there's tonnes of fishes... this game is all about skill. See how many fishes will you caught before the paper were torn. all you have to do was to catch those fish with the paper net that was provided by them. It's cost RM1. When i saw that, i was like... ZOMG.. It's soo fun.. Wanted to play soo badly, but dad was like.. Crazy ar? That was the impression he gave me. Then, i went to mummy side. Told my mum about it. She was like.. If you want to play, go la. LOL. Then i'm shy. Since everyone is heading towards the gate, i dare not asked them to wait for me. Then, my dad spotted a durian stall. So, he & his friend were checking out the fruit. I took this opportunity to return to that stall & played. Omg. When i played that game, i felt like a kid again. It was fun when mum & the other aunties were informing which fish to catch & stuff. Hahah, speaking about that, i scream as well when i couldnt catch a single fish. LOL. Yea, being childish at the moment made my mind & heart smile happily, which is at the bottom of my heart. Hahaha. Mum was like, do you still want to play or not, then i said enough already.. Heheh.. Because dad came back to that fish stall with his friends. He was explaining to one of his friend about the game. Then he said, i thought my daughter are old enough, but her mind is still like a kid. I was laughing when he mentioned that.

P/s: the most important thing was to get my passport chop. LOL. It has been 3 yrs ever since my last trip to bangkok. Well, my passport is pretty clean & empty. So, needed to get some chop before it expires. Hehehe. Will see when is my next trip & where.

Till now, adieus guys. Dint want to brag much about my trip anyway. =)

Quality time being spend with my folks... <3

Well, everything in my head seems to be cleared on monday. Besides that, this is the first week, where i had the chance to spend quality time with my parents. Hmmm... After being home for 2 weeks, this is the only week where they are home for the entire week without going down to kl..

I was pretty shocked to be dragged to some insurance seminar by my dad on tuesday. I was like... as usual, i'm good at making those innocent faces in front of my dad. LOL. *evil smirk*. However, my innocent look doesnt convinced him at all. He was like, i dont care.. You have to followed as you are studying this field, which is mass comm. Although insurance & mass comm are not related at all, he still demanded that i followed him as to gain experience on the ways of conducting the seminar. So, being the cheekiest & noisiness daughter, who is having break, I had no choice but to dragged myself to YMCA to attend the seminar at 9am. Well, i was pretty glad that i went for that seminar. It was pretty interesting talk on householder & houseowner. At least now, i have some knowledge on that.

First time, attending seminar with my dad is no joke. Man, it was worst than having presentation in front of the entire batch. God, my heart was pumping like shit when i asked the first question. Being his daughter, it's not an easy task. He had set great expectation for himself & to his daughter as well. So, how could i be a woozy daughter? I cant. Basically, i had to set expectation for myself in order not to shame him down. Sometime, the outsider would be saying hmm, what a lucky daughter to have father, who had some reputation in the motor trade industry. Let me tell you something. It is tough & stressful at times as you have to cope with his standard. At times, i had to remind myself about their reputation. Indirectly, i had to put them into my thought first before i commit into something.

After that seminar, he gave me another heart attack by requesting my to work for him, in the insurance field, full time once i'm done with degree. I was like, What??? He was like, insurance is good & bla bla. Well, he always wanted his family member to deal with his business but he had no son. Somehow or rather, i was being guided to deal with his stuff because we have something in common. Lol..Talkative. Well, i told him that let me explore the market by my own first. Then, i will decide whether to go under his wings. With his experience, i knew that i could fly as high as i could. Even though, it's tough to fulfill his expectation, but i never regard to be his daughter. Because of his expectation, i'm what i'm today. Plus, i have set expectation for myself as well. Let's hope that i could fulfill my expectation one day.

Furthermore, i'm glad that i'm back to penang for holiday... After procrastinating for more than a month, i think i deserve a short break. Finally, Hatyai, here i'm come..Weeeeeeeeeee.. Photos will be up when i'm back. So, adieus people..

BEACH, BEACH & BEACH

Peepz, i'm sorry for leaving my blog unattended for a week. had been procrastinating. LOL. I'm glad that this week ended well & good. Finally, i'm crystal clear of the path i want. Yesterday, i went to Sunset beach with Rachel. For no apparent reasons, i have been dying to go to the beach. I was so crazy to feel those waves sounds & sands. Rachel told me, i was like a kid? Well, that's because i had been caught up with so many stuff lately. Needed that breeze & the sound of waves soo badly.

Decided to wait for Rachel to come back from KL to join me as she wanted to get herself tan. Finally, the plan was a success. Went to Sunset beach at noon & went home at 530pm. Shouldnt have listen to Rachel's advice that it wont be jam. !@#$%%^. I was stucked for a good 15minutes, but, that's because i overtook soo many vehicles. Damn. So, Rachel's traffic advices, better dont listen. Sorry babe, coz you suck. LOL.

Well, it was a good outing & worth it one. I wasnt intend to get myself tan or sunburned but Rachel was dying to get herself tanned. At the end of the day, she look fine, but i was the one who got burned in the face and tanned in my arms & legs. Suck.. argh... It was so obvious, which my face ended up looking like a cook lobster. Oh gawd. Well, told rachel that i will never go near the beach at that hour again. Probably in the evening. She was laughing all the time. HMMMMM.. As i mentioned earlier, the purpose of going to the beach was to clear something & to relax my mind. Did alot of thinking lately which gave me headaches. That's why, dying to get myself landed on the beach.

It was pretty relaxing though by lying down on the arm chair that was provided & enjoy the wave sound plus the breeze. Oh gawd, it was like i'm in paradise. At that moment, i dont wished to go home. I had two reasons why i needed that paradise feeling so badly. First, to get myself clear about the some personal issues and life path that i want.

In the meantime, i had thousands & one question to throwed at someone, but i thought of giving him some time as he has been facing some issues. Well, he had been ignoring my calls or sms & couldnt be bother to know what am i up to & stuff. But, i dont like to leave things danggling. Plus, i couldn't wait for him to call. So, i decided to make that move. I was merely trying my luck but was pretty surprised that he answered my call. So, managed to get the status clear. My heart was pretty doomed when the answer dint turn out to be the one i want. But, i was prepared to face the worst outcome. At first, i really really felt like snapping off the call. But, i was surprised that i could just managed to pull it through by hogging on the phone for nearly 45min. We managed to talked out alot of stuff. it was more like a long lost friend conversation, which i'm glad i did the calling. So, i dont have to wait like a stupid fool by wondering around, waiting for an answer. After that conversation, i was pretty happy that i could still smile & stuff even though it ache a little in the heart.

Since i was at the beach, i just took a long stroll by the sea & feel the sea water wit my legs. LOL. During that long stroll, i was giving myself alot of scenes by throwing questions plus checking out the sea and moutains plus the bird. Lol.. Pretty insane. All of sudden, something just pop into my head, like what are the reasons of me holding on to it, why cant i let go? There's a bird flying freely in the sky. It gave me a thought, why cant i be that bird?? So, i thought of giving some spaces to me & him. Can you believe it??? At that point, i still thought of giving him a second chance. Sigh, i was so sappy. Well, he was complaining something to me about his ex, like interfering back to his life, when he dint want to get stuck in a relationship. So, i thought maybe i will have that chance if i could give him time. It was like releasing the string for the moment and pulling it when i feel like too. It wasnt a complete decision yet. Suddenly, something cross my mind and tell me that there are so much stuff to do in life other than relationship. Why should i limit myself to a certain thing when i can have a horizon to myself?? In a way, i can choose to be happy-go-lucky person, why should i choose to hurt myself? So, decided to have the second option which is to be happy but still wait. LOL.

After talking to some people, it made me realized that i should just kiss the relationship off & focus on my own life. Due to certain stuff, i'm more determine that i should just let it go. No more waiting. Plus, my studies life is ending like real soon, which is pretty suck. Now, i'm missing all those moments. Dint want to let it end so fast. Hahah, like going to class late. All you have to do was apologized & put an innocent smile. Lol. But, when you are working, you could caught yourself jobless if you do that. And that definitely made me think twice about my previous decision. Now, i'm left with 5 months to have fun & enjoy. Do you think i will destroy it? Hell NO. So, i'm clear with it now. No relationship interference at the moment. I'm glad that i went to the beach even though i got my face burned and tanned. At least, i'm clear with what i want now. Weeeee.. So, peepz...if u have any problems, just take a deep breath & slowly think about it. Well, beach would be a great option though. HEHE... =)