2009 is coming to an end....

there's 45 minutes left before 2010 hit its mark.. So, peepzzz... Let's welcome 2010 with great prospect, joy, luck and many more....

2009 has done a great deal in our life.. Mistakes have been made... Therefore, we should learned from it and be a happy person in life... So, forgive & forget... and never look back.....

Have fun peepzzzz.... Happy New Year every bloggers... =)

Once it's broken, it's never gonna mended..

I guess you guys heard this phrase before.. Well, it does apply in your life as well.. To be exact, relationship wise... Hmmm.. If you have been following my post, you would probably realized there's been dramas here and there.. Well, everyone would definitely encounter this phase.. It's life anyway.. We can't avoid that..

Ok.. Just a short synopsis about the dramas.. Practically, i was sorta dumped by a guy, of course.. LOL.. back in June 2009.. Exact date will be 5th of June 2009.. Hmmm.. couldnt believe the stupid date is still fresh in my brain.. anyway, yep, that's the date i was been rejected.. Since he is still in love with his ex.. They sorta got back together within a month.. Well, the naive side of me... still waiting for him to changed his mind & come back to me..as i was willingly to wait.. Sigh... Love is practically blind... Yes, i was blinded back then..

After a certain momentum in life, decided that i should just get rid of him and start a brand new one.. Which is focusing on career.. Well, i did, of course.. hehehe... Somehow or rather, along the way, there's someone who sorta came along.. Well, it's still being freshie.. Practically, we are still being friends... and nothing seems to changed that.. I could say, i'm more than happy to get rid of the old one.. Not because of i have found someone new.. But, i feel that the old one, was practically, the stupid old flame where i thought it might happen but he is not the one.. So, yes...

Oh, i did adviced him as well.. To communicate with his gf when they have issues.. Despite me still liking him... There i was...NAIVE... sigh... Recently, his fb status display he is single.. When i saw that, i was like...ok...Whatever la... Because we are done anyway..So, it's your business.. We are still friends.. but sometimes, there's certain things i shouldnt get myself involve... Besides, i did dreamt of him as well..walking along the aisle.. That amazed me.. because i have not dreamt of him ever since he was off my mind..somehow, i did.. Well, i told him about the dream..Basically, he was laughing like mad...

Recently, he met with an accident.. So, i was online practically 24/7.. He nudged me on msn.. i was hesitate to reply.. Well, i got this feeling that he is trying his luck to keep in touch with me.. trying to get my attention and everything.. for no reason, he likes my status..which was pretty lame... So, i knew this was coming.. At the end of it.. i replied...and sorta gave a cold treatment.. Because i dint want to give him hope already... It's over... You have hurt me badly.. When i walked away, just let me go...Dont ever think you could repent the stuff that you did..

Peepzz out there.. regardless of which gender are you in.. Dont ever ever make silly mistakes in life.. i know we are bound to make silly mistakes sometimes.. An advice will be... Just give a thorough thought before commiting into something.. Once it's gone, forever.. it will fly off...

Birthday Surprise!!!!

I didn't expect my facebook wall to be flooded with tonnes of well-wisher, which is my friends, whom i lost in touch with.. Well, put it this way, i thought this year birthday is gonna be a plain old thing, where i would flock around at home & dinner with my parents & back to home to slp.. Yup, pretty dull, right..

As much as i want to hype this year, indeed my life has been pretty hype up.. Thanks to my taiping friends, whom i met along with throughout this year... It's been great fun blasting my life in KL with the right group of people.. Anyway, back to the original topic once again..

I was planning to do something fun for myself this year.. So, an old high school friend whom we shared the same birthday came down to penang.. Well, we sorta met up 2 days earlier before our birthday.. We had the longest talk ever... & rounding the mall for more than 5 times.. Gosh.. By the time i got home, my feet's colour went pinkest red and it hurts.. =(

Therefore, she decided want to checked out christmas countdown since she have not seen one before.. Well, same goes to me... Dad doesnt want to be stucked in the bad traffic.. Practically, we will be bumming around at home during this big festivals... We decided to heads over to QE2, which is sorta club/pub thingy.. That's my first visit as well.. hmmm..The songs selection for the night pretty shuckie...

Oh, a good friend of mine came along as well.. Well, it was great to see him there... Hmm.. i dint expect him to be popping up to my invitation.. So, it was pretty surprise to me... So, that's about it... Mailbox went bursting & had a couple of beer with Jeron... =) That sums up all the joy i had... Thanks peepzzzz who made my day.. Not to forget.. Jeron & his awesome way of wishing me... which made me feel like bashing him up...

Season of Joy made me stationary = LAZY!!!!

hahaha... yes, that's right... i have been superbly lazy these days.. dint feel like logging in to blogspot.. other than facebooking and msn... Sigh.. There are tonnes of stuff that i wished to share upon, but, the kick of blogging is just not there..

Anyway, a very late wishes to all the Christians in this world, Merry Christmas... Hmmm... Shouldnt i be saying that i'm not late since Christmas celebration lasted for 12 days... Correct me if i'm wrong because that's what i have been listening to those Christmas songs.. heheh..

Job hunting were stagnant-ing as well.. Like i says, there's no response from the market.. Well, couldn't blame them.. Since it's the year end.. Everyone is waiting for their bonuses.. So, i shall have to wait till tomorrow and landed an atomy bomb on all mnc websites.. hahaha...

L.O.S.T & C.L.U.E.L.E.SS!!!!!

I dono what are you up to, i tried to understand you..
But, guess i did the wrong thing..
Probably, i shouldn't hoped for miracle to happen..
Besides, i shouldn't demand for your concern towards me..

It's a little stressful to wait for you to online and everything..
Knowing you online, makes me glue to my laptop all the time..
at times, i'll get nags from mum & dad for hooking up to laptop soo late...
Waking up in the noon like uberly late...

So, i guess... i have tried.. there's no respond..
i dont know whether did you showed interest or not..
But, i feel, it's not up to me to make things happen already..
Am tired of clapping one hand... where there's no respond..
Guess it's the end then..
which ends up making me to pull everything back to where it begins..

Dad's U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E thought!!!!!!

During the weekend, was woken up by dad... Just to accompanied him for breakie... I was still sleeping... Apparently, i have been sleeping late for certain reason.. But, i think i should start to ignore that particular person & start sleeping early.. will try it tonight then... Anyway, speaking about dad's bizzare thought.. His thought scares me all the time.... At times, it's difficult to reject... Sigh

So, What happen???? Went for breakie with him and 2nd sis.. He wanted to have Curry Mee, which is located somewhere near Loh Guan Lye hospital.. When we reached there, the shop was closed.. Practically, we went around the half island to search for food.. LOL.. While i was hugging some small bolster at the passenger seat... So, tried to sleep, but couldnt.. Finally, we ended up having our breakie in Jelutong Market..

Well, i am still job hunting.. Sis got an interview from some KL company.. She was informing dad about it.. All of sudden, here he is... giving me his wildest thought, which is persuading me to sales... Well, i dont mind dealing with sales.. But, he was suggesting me to Automobile industry.. Which he has established himself pretty well in that field.. then, me & sis was opposing, by giving all sort of reasons to him... He ended saying, We have that negative thought.. Sigh.. It's pretty risky.. doing sales in that industry.. Am still contemplating.. on the other hand, persuading me to assist him in the company... On the other hand, givng me a very bizzare thought like that.. Gosh, What the hell you want????

It's not easy... Yes, i know..Nothing comes easy in life... Well, i didn't want to tarnish his reputable image if so happen i cant perform.. Well, am giving it a real thought on it.. He feels that i have the capability of doing sales... So, will see..how my life leads me....... :)

Brand new "ME" welcoming the 2010!!!

My old hairstyle...-Long hair....

Ta Daaa -New Hairstyle- Bob.... Super short...=( with the fat face...

Hahaha...Pretty lame headline for my blog... Indeed, i did some changes in me...Chopped my hair to super short...which my entire family was shocked... & wonder why did i have this thought of chopping off my hair... plus, this short... LOL

Well, put it this way... have never ever cut this short in my entire life... Mum & sis thought that i was tying up my hair... When they saw, they pop questions to me..like 5Ws & 1H to me... It was funny... Besides, dad kept questioning me, "why did you cut your hair so short?" All i did was.... new hairstyle....& i wanted to cut short...however, not this short though...Well, my hair will grow...in months time...

Sigh...everyone was telling me how fat was i once i chopped off... Sigh.. Guess i have to start diet-ing & exercising.......Sigh