H.O.M.E......

Finally, I'm back to my little island for GOOD... hmmm... I'm pretty devastated to go home soo quickly where i dont get to spend much time with my bunch of KL friends, especially Arena gengs, Linda, Mel not to mentioned... Rachel bum... As much as i wanted to catch up with you guys, i was left with no choice... SIGH... So I'm SORRY... But, rest be assured... I'll go back to KL once in a while to hunt you guys down...heheh... Other than friends, i Missed their Mallssssss.... hehe...

So, HOME is always a place to retreat, which suits me, for now...As i needed a retreat session for myself before starting mee Career.. There's always a but, which Jeron used to tell me, about the BUTS.. Muahahha... Well, i'm sure that we will always want to have or do two things at once, but, we couldnt...So, there's always But, Jeron.. No choice, it's stuck with me already...Without using it, I felt uncomfy... hehe... So, peeps, please bear with me okays..

Anyway, managed to catched up with Mabel last friday, as she is back for a short break... Yay... Wanted to have the authentic Uncle burger in Tanjong Bungah... Sadly, we ended up having Ananda's as uncle's van wasn't there... Anyway, we talked about lotsa of stuff...well, our commonly girlish talks that wouldn't even bore me at all... It was just fun chilling out with her... as we share tonnes of common little things.. Oh yea, before i forget...She gave me my Early Birthday pressie... Me love it alotttttttttttttt..... Thanks dear... All i just wish is she is back in Penang with me..that's the best gift i ever want from her... Let's just prayed that she is back home during meeee Birthday..heheh...

After that meet up session, went home... slept at 4 something in the morning.. Well, had a heart-to-heart talked with mummy...LOL... I guess i have changed... Patiences level has increased... if i were to compare the old me and the new me.. it was a huge difference... let's put it this way, very much stubborn back then.. always want things my way.. As years goes by, sorta changed... i was amazed that i could tolerate mum's long winded talks...lol... I still love her tonnes... So, let's see... how much have i changed during my 2 years instinct in KL...

Last Weekend with Mabel in KL...

It's a good thing that i'm done with my Bachelor degree, but there's always pros and cons in Life... The good part will be NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS, NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, and more of NO MORE's reasons..hehehe...The sad part will be NO MORE date with Mabel in KL...hitting to the Malls, hunting for foods, shops & everything... that we have done together in the past 2 years... Wouldn't trade that experience for anything...It's worth it...

Having her in my place means FUN... travelled the ENTIRE SELANGOR in 3 days....Practically, went north, south, east & west for authentic Malaysian cuisine, clothes and window shopping..muhahaha... It was crazy.... Other than that, brought 1 bottle of wine... we had a heart-to-heart talk as always together with the wine... finished the entire bottle & both of us...were high...muahhahaa... practically, we had a very very nice sleepppp after that wine kicks in... being the 1st timer in selecting the wine, we are pretty good...the taste was splendid...

Our final day was ended up in Nichii, Curve... Mabel was suppose to buy something for herself... when we were in Sunway...Ended up walking with empty handed while i brought something which i dont intended to shop at first... So, this time... i told myself...NO...I shouldn't buy anymore, while Mabel should treat herself with new clothes...Muahahha... She wore one green top, & i fell in love with it...As she look soooo good and pretty in it... She is contemplating once again... this time, i used all my persuading skills to make her purchase that dress...FINALLY, she brought it... I'm soo happy...hehehe...

Oh...she dumped me for RUBI shoes...Read it once again.. It's only RUBI shoes okay... When she saw that, she just throwed away my hand..& ignore me..Gosh... I wonder will that happened to her boyfriend or just me...hehehe... I hoped her future boyfriend reads my blog...Just in case the next time she took off her hands from him, at least he won't be hurt right..hehehe...Sorry Bo...You know I will always love you...hehehe...

Anyway, that's what we did for the entire weekend... I felt awful after she left...everything seems to be soo quiet when i reached home...No more Screamings or laughters and the lau ee (aunty) stuff, which brings joy to me...I'm hoping to go down to Seremban once again...& bugged her...hehehhe...So, adieus peepzz... Have a great weekend...

D.O.N.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey peepzzzzzzzzz... it's been a while i dint blogged... was pretty tight up with assignments... Last sem is exhausting........ I guess i have been skipping meals, sleepsssss...and increased on my caffeine intake... That is how bad i was????? Barely could eat anything...

Rach bum came over the other day... helping me with assignment... Without her, i dono what kind of state will i land myself... Everything seems to turned upside down... mind was totally blank... shoulder was sooo tense up... Oh god... Dad called me at 11am, was still sleeping like a log... barely move... picked up the phone & he heard my sleepy voice... told me, he will called me back...

As he understand the state i am right now... Thank You Daddy... Muackssssss... hehehe.. oh yea, mum as well...even though she woke me up to helped her to booked her ticket to Singapore due to some reasons...my sleep was barely 2 hours.. me woke up n helped her without grumbling...Hhehe... I was surprised when i helped her... Shocked.. why i dint grumble when she woke me up??? as always, my sleep is the most important thing... I could go hungry but never to sleep..

Anyway, jz handed my last paper... FINALLY, I could say I'M DONE WITH STUDIES.. p/s: provided i passed everything..finger cross...hehehe... Never felt sooo good after handing in assignment... A heavy burden is lifted up from my shoulder... Gonna celebrate it with the Bo's...Woot..cant wait to see her.. for now, i have yet to clean my whole damn house.. it's freaking DIRTY... PIG STY.. wonder how did i survived.. hahaha

Criticism...

Before starting my assignment.. Felt like posting something which i think might be useful to everyone.. Well, SHARING IS CARING!!! Anyway, Criticism.. Apparently, we dont like criticism right.. Who likes it anyway??? But, there's certain part of us might take criticism seriously.. & some dont even bother at all..

As for us ladies, Weight/ Size/ acne or watsoever are the biggest issues in our live...Well, we want to look good as ever right.. Like i says, it depends on your perspective.. To me, whenever people mentioned something about my weight, i'll sorta agree to it but i know the weighing scale are going up anyway.. So, I'll be like... yea, i know... But will be obsess our dieting to get back to shape.. What i'm trying to tell you guys are??/ Dont feel bad or degrade yourself just because people criticise you..

If you think you are Fat, then changed it.. Do something to your body.. Have a makeover or something.. But, Never degrade yourself like, i'm up to no good.. Felt life is useless/ Aint pretty just because you are FAT.. That shouldnt be that way.. Same goes to your work.. If you think your work are stagnant, then do something.. Improved on your communication skills.. If you think you have the qualities, then ignore them.. Probably they are just being jealous.. Never ever degrade yourself just because somebody criticise you.. There's two way of looking at it.. It's either they are trying to provoke your self esteem, if you are the type of person who cant stand criticism & will do something to it.. or Jealousy... So, be aware of it.. Every person in this world has their qualities.. No one is perfect..

Finals are never easy!!!

As we all know, finals are the most crucial moments.. This finals, it really drain me in & out.. A good friend told me today.. i hv put on weights... Well, i was like.. oh ok.. as i realized i dont really have the time to work out... Besides, eating out all the time will be the cause of it either..

Furthermore, S.L.E.E.P is the most important thing in life.. Without having a proper sleep, your day will be pretty tired.. Sleeping at random hours of the day cause acnes and dark circles.. However, mum didnt feel it that way.. I know she concerns about me...But, i really dont have time to talk to her.. When i have time, it's the bed that i will entertain..

She freaks out whenever i dint pick up her call.. I mean, come on la.. For the past 1 & half years in kl, i have been staying alone.. When i answered her call, she was pretty worried and angry at the same time.. The part where it hits me hard was.. I was called to be home once degree is done.. Dont you think it's abit unfair??? I know you concern, but shouldnt you give me some space.. I couldnt be calling you everyday to report about my daily lives.. I am pretty devastated when she asked me to come home..

What about my dreams??? Argh.... Give me a break... I'm way too stress up to think of everyone's feeling already... It doesnt mean i love her lesser, i just dont have time... that's all..

Anyway, peepzzz... that's all... pretty exhausted with everything nw..