Macau trip 2010......

Sorry peepzzz, i have been m.i.a for quite sometime... Well, i was travelling to China land.. part of it.. Macau.... No internet connection, which is suck big time.. I was so used to glueing myself to my laptop for... practically everyday without fail.. All of sudden, i dont get to feel the keyboard or checked out facebook.. it's bad...

Anyway, speaking about Macau... I was lucky to get my passport chopped once again... hehe... It's great to see how portugal has changed macau... Love those sight seeing and buildings... especially the cathedrals.. not to mentioned food too.....

From this trip, i definitely had some joyous momentss... it was winter still.. Practically, it was chill.. Plus, their taxi driver drive super fast without any indication.. superb... how i wish i was the one driving there????? cool... their casino was design in a classy way... sooo nice... their interior is superb...

Pics shall be up soon... if im not lazy...=p

Love is weird!!!!!!!!

I think everyone who came across with this post would probably agrees with me... Well, I wasnt trying too be cocky, but then... Don't you guys think Love is weird... if you feel that i'm wrong, please feel free to correct me...

I have met someone, but then... it's still in the process of getting to know each other.. Well, i would say i do have some liking on him.. As days goes by, feelings hv been playing me off.. which i hate the most... In other words, i dono whether do i really into him or it's merely a crush...... If i could get it right, i would prefer to stop myself from sending the wrong intention to him...

Well, you tell me... Whenever i dint see him online, will probably wondering and waiting... or worst come to worst, checking his profile out.. When we chatted, it's a great deal...... i had one fun time debating on silly stuff... however, there's certain things that is bothering me.. stuff which i think could be mended of course... on the other hand, i feel that i talked too much, which might make him look bad..

Basically, i'm confused right now... Am i changing or what?????????? arghhh.. this is soo crap...

Great Dinner with the QBM staff...

We had another round of dinner together ever since i came back... eheh.. this time, our dinner group have expanded.. they included their new admin assistant, Kaygen, which so happen i thought he was my age.. But, he is younger than me.. Well, i was used to be the youngest in the office... Looks like someone is taking up my place... However, he doesnt look like his age at all.. I was surprised.. ehhe.. this shows that a person's outlook is deceiving... hehe

We had our dinner at Daorea... Korean restaurant.. I was being recommended to this shop by Hedy... The environment of the restaurant was good as well as the services.. Food wise... Pretty not bad for people like me... who would opt for something that is not fatty nor heavy... Basically, Korean people will go for more veges and rice plus meat... But, i would choose the veges over rice.. hehe... We had rice too.. but was taken by kaygen, the new member and siang chin.. phew..

When i got home, craved for a bun.. that i bought when i was in Queensbay... at the end, shared that sausage bun with sis... sigh.. which adds on my weight.. Crap... Wonder when will i achieved my ideal weight... sigh sigh sigh... been working out... not to mentioned..ate too.. which i dont really lose much..at the end of the day...

Plus, the coming week, i'll be in winter wonderland.. there goes food again.. When i got home, CNY is around the corner.. Argh... I was expecting myself to look good.. but, looks like i have to do more walking from now before winter wonderland...

D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D!!!!!

Hmmm.. What should i say?? I'm pretty amazed that a person will changed tremendously ever since they are in a relationship... I didn't realized this till i have encounter this issue... It sorta give a tight slap on the face... Guess i have to wake up and see the damn world.. People are just selfish i guess..



I wouldnt know will i be like you if so happens i'm in a relationship or not... Well, that's something i couldnt tell.. because till now, i'm still single.. Basically, i wouldnt want to ignore my friends once i'm in a relationship.. I do know that a freshie new relationship, you will tend to spend most of the time with your loved ones.. But, do spare some time for your friends as well as cousins... Gosh, i have been receiving rejects from you like last minute thingy... it's pretty upset... whereby i wish to have that closure.. but looks like it's fading away.. Not only this, you seem to changed.. the part where i'm angry will be.. you taking for granted and expect me to suit your schedule.. come on.. just because you need to spend quality time with him, think of others as well.. Dont be selfish and expect people to please you..

P/s: Bo, you have a task.. if sooo happens, i'm in relationship.. & snuggling up to my bf all the time.. not spending some precious moments with you.. PLEASE.. i mean... Please shake or wake me up... whatever you wish to do.. i gave you the honour... Basically, we have promised each other right.. By all means.. do it... It's pretty disppointing to see someone who is close to you changed 360 degrees... Sigh... Well, guess that explains the differences of each other..

Peepzz, i'm not saying you cant spend time with your bf.. but spare some time with your friends and your loved one... Dont forget those who have guided you along the way.. helped and stuff.. Families and friends play an important role in everyone's life i'm sure.. So, dont ignore them totally.. That's what i'm trying to say...

STUPID.........

Yes, this post is all about how stupidity i was... Sigh... I was complaining that i dont received any news lately about my career.. The fact that i was soo dumb enough not to apply for any job because i thought that once i uploaded my CV to jobstreet site.. My job are done.. & co would rang me up... The fact is i was suppose to pick which co and apply... apparently i didnt do any of that.. Then my friends was telling me.. they are being called for an interviews, while i was still rotting at home.. Sigh... How disappointing??????

At times, it has taken a toll on me.. whereby i'm pretty despo to get a job.. tonnes of ppl was saying.. enjoy your break while you can.. once you have step your foot on the career world, it's gonna be different already.. Yea, i know that.. I was wondering what can i do at home???? despite being rot.. sleep like there's no tomorrow.. or parents woke me up in the morning, which is still my sleeping mode.. LOL.. Basically, i'm on my holiday mood.... and yet i grumble.. as i'm rotting.. Not that only, following dad or mum.. well, alternative days.. to do their stuff...

Ok Back to the original topic, eee... always diverted to crap on other topic.. SiGH.. Hmm... One fine day, i was wondering.. Why am i not being called?? Not that my resume is not up to its standard.. i mean.. it's not like i did real badly for my studies.. So, why is there no respond... Then i saw some section, whereby it indicates that.. job being applied in the past 6 months.. which indicates zero... read me.. IT'S ZERO.. Then only i realized my god damn mistake.. STUPID... Sigh.. In other words, i dint hunt for a job at all.. Sigh... Not realizing i dint put in effort but complaining.. Wth???? Feel like smacking myself already... That's all peepzzz... Next time check & read all those particular... dont be such a dumb fool like me... thank god i realized my god damn mistake.. if not, i wonder how long will i be rotting at home?????

Will there be a life after you????????

Been listening to Daughtry's song, Life after you.. Well, i fell in love when it was played on Tv.. Thanks to Jeron, who is kind enough to download the song for me.. Basically, he is my songs provider.. hahaha.. P/s: Jeron, it's a compliment ok.. Thanks alot........

Ever since i got this, i have been playing the song like ultimately everyday... and wonders too... Hate it when a song created an impact in my life.. not like it doesnt.. But, it created alot of images that i dont wish to see nor ready to face it.. Be it relationship or family or someone who is dear to me...

Recently, a good friend's mum of mine passed away.. Well, i know how much has taken a toll of her.. I did my part in helping her out.. But i wonder, what will happen to me when something like that occurs to my life??? I do not dare to think because i dont wish that to happen.. Nor anything happen to my friends that i loved too.. It's just sad when ironic incidents landed on you..

Relationship: I have tried to let it go as much as i can.. There's this phrase, "when you least expected something, you tend to be more happier".. Practically, using this phrase to guide me through.. At times, you gave me hope, at times, you took it away.. So, i wonder whether does it exist.. or i'm just clapping my own damn hand.. Well, i wouldnt know what's running through your mind.. Guess, letting it go bits by bits.. will not make me go wonder too much... Thanks to the previous relationship i had, sorta made me realized that jumping to conclusion.. everything will not turnout to be great... Guess everyone have to go through the hard slap of reality before you turnout to be wiser.. Guess i had my fall... Hoping that i wont do any silly mistakes that should have been avoided...

Sorry peepzz.. it's alit emo...

Welcoming 2010 with booze @ homieee!!! =)

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!!!!!!!!! It's 2010......... Well, i had a great time welcoming 2010..... I hope you guys had your blast as well...

I was planning to hit the clubs or do something crazyyyyy... However, dad was stuck with a wedding invitation as well as a bbq party from his friend... Furthermore, i went out during my bday.. So, chances of me partying during new year eve would be a NO! No!...

I had to be reasonable this time.. Since he gave the green light during my bday..so, i should be a goody gurl..hehe.. Since plans are knocked off.. So, i was planning to do something crazy with my sis.. Well, she is still young.. I have always love having a drinking session or partying at home with a bunch of good friends or probably my sis.. Sadly, my 2 elder sis dont really drink with me... So, i had to tone it down... Thank god, i got this younger sis of mine..who is alit bit crazy but not as much as i am.. LOL.. =)

Dad's been keeping some bottles of wine at home.. Beers as well as brandy... Since i had to be homie during new year eve... i suggested to my sis that... "Hey, Let's get drunk tonight!!! She buys my idea... haha.. probably, it's about time her wildness is appearing.. lol...

Well, we started off with white wine, which is the left over... So, both of us bottoms up the wine with a gulp..hahha.. After that, we started pouring and downing it at the same time.. Basically, we finished up one whole bottle of red wine... 1 can of beers each as well as half glass of hennessy nid... Gosh.. That hennessy took me off.. At the end of that night, i was totally knocked off... Sleeping like a baby.. While sis chatting.. Her face was practically went red.. i was downing all the time.. She took some breaks in btw..So, she wasnt that bad compare to me..

Well, it was an awesome night though.. But all those drinking made me put on a few kgs.. plus food.. been eating alot lately.. sob sob.. so, it's time to burned some fats off...

Anyway, i had an awesome time drinking with her at home...Never expected my new year eve to be soo good..hahah.. How about you guys?????

Here's some pics... we Camwhore while enjoying our boozeeeee... =)

The bloody high look... her face was reddddddddd....