Worst gossiper goes to MALE... =p

Normally, we ladies often being judge as the most "busybody" creatures in this planet according to our male counterpart.. Why are we being judge that way????? Yes, we porbably love to gossip around... whenever we are free... :D

BUT, LADIES OUT THERE... Dont worry, we are not the worst gossiper ever... Trust me, when a guy decide to spread rumors, things could get even worst.. The way they make up those stories, you will never imagined it what's the outcome of it... which sort of boils my mood.. I'm not being judgemental, dont get me wrong.. But, it's the fact as i'm one of the victim for the time being..

Let me share some of my stories with you guys.. Well, used to had this tiny little crush back then... but somehow, nothing happened between us... and we have definitely moved on with our own life... Somehow, I decided to work in the same company as he is.. not because of him, but to have a better future.. and things just started... I thought there's something between us.. But, nah.. managed to get my mind straight... somehow, heard news that i was his ex.. and there goes the judging.. Can you imagined??? Nothing happened between us, and I'm being judged as HIS EX GF... See what i mean.. Why cant people just do their own thing.. and how did i know it was a guy job... because those guys are the only people who are close to that guy i like.. So, when guys decided to bitch.. God knows what kind of words will they come up with..

So, ladies.. guys have definately topple us up in this area.. It's ok to be second in this.. cause it will not do us any good..=)

Wooohooo!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back on track once again.. =) probably might go missing after this... :P guess what??? I am not going for any trips.. but was down with a transition of career.. In short, am stuck with a new job.. Well, never thought my career path would be should a fast transition.. Indeed, i would never expect myself to land with a marketing job..

though, i have always wanted to tap into this industry, but never thought i would actually got it.. Nevertheless, it isn't easy of course at the very beginning.. Have thought of giving up, of course.. But then, decided to convince myself that it will be a brand new day with new hope whenever i'm awake.. Finally, i have survived for a month with this new career of mine... Lots of challenges ahead, but that will never going to stop me... In fact, i'm starting to enjoy or like this job of mine.. Always believe that, if it doesn't kills you, it will make you stronger..

So, peeps, whenever you are facing situation where you are a the verge of quitting.. Sit back and play with the thoughts.. take that phrase to push yourself to the next level.. I am sure everyone have their own mindset and do believe in oneself... It doesn't mean that if we cant make things happen today, it will be a thrash week... Well, luck or miracle will happen when we want to make it happen.. therefore, never give up..

Anyway, ought to hit myself with dramas.. which i'm lacked off since i'm attached to this co..

What a way to end July??????

Weeeeeeeee... how's the world treating you guys lately????? especially your weekend... Did you blast it off with a great bang?? Well, i did.. It was an awesome trip back to my 2nd HOME.. which literally changed me... wondering where is it.. It's the city of course, where all the happenings' event occur..

Yep... I had my blast by meeting new people as well as getting myself Drunkard officially.. the next day, i suffered a bad hang over... which literally suck big time... Not to mentioned, spending my precious time with a bunch of lunatics that i missed most.. It was awesome, not because i get myself drunk, but the fact that i had to watched some fight in the wee morning with my friends, getting laughters and having fun.. I do not wish to get myself in trouble but with crazy friends like mine, they do enjoyed this kind of scene..

Other than that, it was a sleepless weekend too.. missed out my char siew, which is located at Glenmarie.. couldnt have it due to some unseen circumstances..
Of course, there's ups & downs as well throughout the trip.. Some people just decided to cock and bull on certain issue... So, peepzz.. as a reminder, never listen to one part of the story.. you got to expand your ears... If not, you will never know the actual fact and might ended blaming others due to some stupid stories..

Overall, i had a blast due to the fact.. i have waited so long to have a good party.. eventually i got it... but it ended in dramatic ways.. :P

A tiny little weekend off............. =)

Hey peeppppzzzzzzz, how have life treated you guys lately??? I hope all ends well.. As for me, those who have been following my posts would be able to know what am i up to??? To cut things short, i'm going for a little weekend break this weekend, which got me sooo hype up... Well, i was but as the days nearing, i was caught up with flu and slight sore throat which is pretty darn suck...... Ugh.. thanks to my younger sister..

Anyway, my arse will still be loitering around M'sia as dad just came back with a news, like Bangkok is under attack once AGAIN.. which was pretty doom.. Bali was Never his choice of Vacation.. I guess i will be pampering myself then with a long list of to do items.. Besides, i need to pamper myself with a GOOD massage... Been having backaches recently due to the long hours of sitting..

Will i be posting pictures from my little weekend break???? I guess NOT... as i was caught recently for NOT deleting some pictures that my parents find them "it is not appropriate.... So, yea.. better not keep any evidence.. as it's DANGEROUS!!! hehe.. Speaking of Dangerous, a friend posted an article that she got it on uploading those pictures to your facebook. Well, some of your bosses might not feel comfy with you showing some funny pictures of yourselves although it's your privacy to do so. Somehow, peepzz might not be that responsive to you.. To make things easier for you, why dont we just keep things to ourselves than to share it with friends. That's to save our ass from being fired.. or Dont add your bosses.. =p

If you wish to read more, feel free to check out this link :- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/07/26/fired-over-facebook-posts_n_659170.html?ref=fb&src=sp

Bliss Start of the Week =)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. It's the end of the MONTH once again.. Well, it is definitely a different one this month.. As i will be heading down to somewhere to catch up with some good old buddies that i have missed.... Seriously, i was soooo looking forward to this trip pretty badly, that i booked everything and make plans everything in advance... and finger cross.. Let's hope that my weekend will turn out to be a great one before i start with my NEW career..

Of course, there will be a week break in between before i start.. Hmm.. Was wondering whether should i kick off my 1 week break with shopping spree at Bangkok or relaxation at Bali or Phuket.. Seriously, I am so undecided ever since dad perks me up with this idea.. like hey, Let's go for a short trip.. and i was like yes yes.. let's plan.. muahhahaa... However, we are still in the midst of unleashing the plans.. So, we shall see whether will i be getting my arse landed at some continent or HOME.. If it's home, i'm gonna kick off with lots and lots of pampering... Starting off with Facial and there it goes..

Anyway, i had a blast keeping up with high school friends back last week.. We were discussing about careers and how much we have changed over the years. Plus, not to mentioned my ugly scene when i was conducting my degree in KL back then... Those were the days.. But, i sorta caught myself chatting with someone else instead of them.. Somehow, I managed to get my way back to my original date... which are them... So, how was your weekend peepz?????????

P/s: I'm grateful for those who choose to leave some comments on my post.. But, could you please comment in English as i'm pretty weak with Chinese character.. Thanks..

=)

Weeeeeeeeeeeee.......... You are home.. I have been missing you lately.... All this while, you have been my pair of listening ears.. Despite all those quarrels, arguments and so forth, I still miss you heaps....... and love you too.. You have indeed showered me with unconditional love no matter how rebellious or demanding i am to you... All this while, you choose to stand beside me no matter what... understand me inside out without me saying the fact... and the small little things that you made or say... indeed put me to ease and joy too.. those gifts that you bought.. i was pleasantly surprised and i dint wish for it.. But thanks anyway...

When you were off to some trip, it felt so quiet and lonely without you... plus, i am so used to complaining to you about my work stuff and.. no matter how busy you are.. you will still listen.. and guide me from there... you gave me the strength and courage to continued my journey.. INDEED, you have made such an IMPACT in my life.. I do not know what will i gonna do if i were to lose you one day... At times, those small little action you made, definitely had my tears rolling down..... and i truly blessed and glad that I HAVE FOUND YOU... hence, i will try not to disappoint you in any other ways... instead will stick to you and walked along with you till your hair turns white... =)

Let's spice UP!!!!!!

Hey peepzzzzz, how are you guys keeping up with your life lately???? I hope all ends well... Anyway, life is pretty mundane lately... simply because i have not been spicing it... practically, it's all about spring cleaning during the weekends and working on the weekdays.. So, yea... a pretty mundane life...

Currently, i was thinking of spicing it up with a good workout, indulging myself with good novel or drama series, or PARTAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeap, it's been a good 6 months of being sober... Not to mentioned that it wasn't a good thing to being that state, in fact i'm glad it is.. But hey, life is short right.. We gotta balance it up with playing it hard at the same time, work smart too.. Well, definitely need to kick those back to my life when i'm on my short trip to the CITY babeh....... Wooooootsssssss... Dont get me wrong, i'm not those wild chick that needed this kind of spices badly... But, it definitely feels good to indulge into it once in a while... Of course with a bunch of Good Friends that have your back all the time... Well, there's always a saying that "sometimes bad stuff might not be that bad as what you thought it is"... But, DO NOT do it frequently... Or with some strangers... It's definitely will end your life in BAD WAYS... So, add some spicy into your life..

There are some other spicies too... Not necessarily hitting those parties or some skimpy wear.. It could be spending quality time with your family members too... Well, I had that too... spending some time kicking those footies with nephew was definitely fun when we tried to kick those ball.. Of course, Kids are meant to cheat due to the fact that they are young... Hahahah.. Hence, you have gotta give in just to make him HAPPY!!!

Well, i'm sure you guys have tonnes of spicies to colour your life with... So, let's all enjoy our life to the fullest by involving our family members too.. They are the closest kins we have... When you are happy, they will eventually feel the same way too if they get involved with it.. As i mentioned as always... Sharing is definitely Caring.. =) Oh, Beach is also a good spot to hang out too... with friends or family... having some get together will bring you closer......... =) Try that... trust me, it never fail... i Miss hanging out with my family running around the beach...trying to catch those baby crabs.. It was indeed fun...... and lots of shouting... hehe

Ok, I think i'm gonna indulge myself with 90210 Drama series, which is sooo good... It's highly recommended though if you are into those beverly hills or hollywood's stuff.. Well, i'm not... but then, these ppl are driving like super hawt wheels to school... hhehe.. It is not only about that, but the moral lesson that these kids have to bear too.. Not to forget, gonna dig up some novels to hit me up with.. Vocabs are getting pretty low and grammers too.. It sucks when i get the loose out of it.. So, have fun colouring your life, peepzzzzzz... I gotta colour mine.....

Chaozzzzzzzzzz...

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Credits to my readers.. Hehe.. I never thought my blog would be able to pull such a good respond from you peepzzzz... It has definitely cheer me up in so many ways... Would like to point out a few things.. First of all, Thanks for all the support and concerns... Second, i will try to blog as much as i could in future.. Third, i hope that those previous postings able to guide you guys to be a better person in life..

Well, this is my learning curb in life.. Hence, I'm sharing as much as i could so that you guys wont choose the hard way of falling instead you can opt to walk away from those issues... Since we have the choice to choose which path of the road that we want to walk... So, make the right choice.. and be happy for what you have done... FALLING is also a step of turning yourselves to be a better person... Don't be afraid of making the wrong decision... Embrace it instead of feeling sorry for what you have done.. Who doesnt make mistakes anyway??? But, if you can avoid that incident from happening, then you should walk away from it.. :)

Anyway, Happy Weekend peepzzzzzzzz!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!

Sometimes, secrets are meant to be kept by you ONLY... No point revealing to someone whom you thought will be happy for what you have decide.. But NO, instead of cheering or showering you with joy and love, they told you that you are stupid for making such decision and expect you to follow theirs.......

Oh crap!!! Cant you just live your life when you are entangling yourself with.. God, i dont need another piece of advise or nags when i dont require you too.. Cant you just be happy for me???? ARGH!!!!!!!!! I was so pissed... hence, i have learned my lesson in the hard way.. Never ever tell someone about it...

As for another issue, god... PLEASE dont spam my wall...... ugh.. it's irritating... C'mon, get your own life man... Seriously, what's wrong with you?????? I'm sure you have your own circle of friends... Dont simply spam when i dont tag you along...

Third issue, I Miss you heaps ok... At times, you made me wonder what in the hell have i done wrong when you rejected me like most of the times.. Yet, you have been pretty supportive when i was down regardless of what issues i am facing.. Indeed, you made my day when i need you too.. Sometimes, you showered me with care and concern plus feeling jealously when you shouldnt.. but at times, you acted as if you are too cool and so forth..

So, What is wrong with you people??????? If only i have the courage to tell you off, i will definitely do soo.. Guess patience is virtue.. hence, i shall give the 3rd issue some time off before i explode... As for the other 2 issues, i just hope it's going to an end...

ANGER kills!!!

Seriously, anger kills... not literally... but somehow it kill your sense.. which is practically true.. I was so mad that i just snap off at someone without letting her/him know what's the reason behind i snap.. Eventually, it turn out to be fight.. but rest be assured, no killing...

After i calmed myself down, my conscience towards the matter indicate that i was wrong.. indeed it was.. but at the very verge.. i just couldnt use the brain to think.. nor could stop any action.. So, advice as well as a lesson to be learned.. we need to calm ourselves down before making any decision.. no matter how bad the situation is..

Scattered pieces...

Due to your actions, you have hurt me umpteen times...
each time, i have tried to stand firm and be positive..
but now, i don't have the strength to carry on...

I thought i could count on you...
But i guess I am stupid and naive to have that thought..
I thought you have grown...
But, you are still the same...

Despite it was my mistake...
You could choose to be discreet or blast me with fire...
Somehow, you thought it was an OK thing to voice it out...

Once bitten, twice shy...
So, i guess no point sharing thoughts and experiences with you...
As you bite and Never give a second thought...

Drama Series Marathon!!!

Yay!!!!!! I am finally done with all the season of GG... To be honest, it is a must drama series to watch.. Hehehe... I have got myself hooked to this ever since i started season 1.. Well, it's full of dramas here and there.. At times, it got me thinking.. Hey, gossip girls do happen in reality too.. No doubt about it.. Anyway, Nate is such a sweetie pie who is innocent and yet charming.. Oh well, i know i might be slow but once again, it's no harm to be slow when it comes to series.. The best part of this drama teaches me that... No matter what or how bad you are, your family will always be your backbone that will guide you through those obstacles.. So, Thumbs up to this..Can't wait for season 4 to be out...

My next drama series will be either The O.C or hospital romance, which is..... *drum rolls* .... Greys Anatomy...Hehehe... Been indulging to these series till i am spending lesser time to the big screen.. sigh... guess i have to just download those movies..and watch it at home... where i could just cuddle beneath my blanky and getting cozy... :D Alright peeps... watch it when you have not started..

Great start for Weekend!!!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee .....I Love Weekends...... Who doesnt anyway?????? Weekend is suppose to fill with fun, lay back moments and etc.. Oh well, my weekend usually turns out to be spring cleaning... which is a normal routine.. But, it always end well with hitting the malls, watching a good movie or just lazying around...

Well, World Cup is the "in" thing for the time being.. Somehow, i'm not a football fan... So, i rather not waste my time on that.. Was suppose to hit the Mall, as MNG is having SALES!!!!!!!! Somehow, i got lazy and decide to stay in as i dont wish to shop alone... So, decided to make the best out of it by skip skip skip!!!!!! since i have to win the bet...:P

After all those sweat, the night ends well with a great movie, by the name of EDISON.. If you guys have watched it, then just a little refreshing moments for you guys.. Well, I am definitely not refering to Edison Chen, of course.. It was released back in 2005, which is 5 years ago.. Yea yea, i know how out dated i am when it comes to movie.. Well, it is never too late to watch

it anyway...This is a MUST watch movie.. Justin Timberlake is sort of the main actor too.. If you guys have not watch this, you should Download... It is a great movie if you like action pack scene.. oh, Kevin spacey was staring as well.. I would grade this as 8/10... So, dont miss out on great movies like this...hehe.. have a great weekend peepzzzzzz... I shall not enclosed any summary on this.. because i dont wish to break those suspence.....:P So, Go dug it all out..

E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm freaking excited!!!!!!! Yes, You got that right!!!!!!!!!! I AM GRADUATING!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeee............ Finally, my long awaited Bachelor ceremony is HERE!!!

Not to mention those squarish HAT!!! Those moments that i have to endure, such as sleepless nights, coffee addict and those uni student would actually do.. Just to wear that squarish HAT!! hehehe... Oh boy, couldn't believe i am gonna put on those hat... hehe... Made plans for D- Day already!!!!!! Told my parents that they have to attend no matter what.. hehe... Cant wait!!!!!! Anyway, I shall upload those pic then... so, till then, enjoy the pic which i grabbed it from google...:P

Freaking out!!!!!!!!!

Yep, i'm freaking out... Seriously, you guys would probably wonder what has gotten into my mind when i made a silly bet.. Guess what????? I made a stupid bet with my cousin bro on losing weight while he had to gain weight.. Sadly, i need to lose 5kgs off my body.. I had like less than 2 months to do soo...

Sigh Sigh!!!!!!!! I was just buzzing him yesterday to remind him about the dateline.. I was amazed that he remembered and i sorta freaked out when he told me the dateline as i have forgotten about it :P.. I was counting and realized oh crap, i got less than 2 months.. Well, it's not like i have not been working out or dieting.. In fact i went on diet for a month...for having sandwiches only as my lunch... So, i persuaded him.. hehe (me being the angel) for that moment in order to achieve my target... i told him... can't he spare me some mercy by giving me like 3kgs.. instead of 5... He said NO!!!!! The bet was... whoever that couldn't achieve the ideal weight, we ought to give RM100 to the other party..

Just imagine what i can do with RM100... Gosh, i could spend that on NEW clothes, shoes and so forth...... Sigh sigh!!!!!!!!! So, i decided NOT to Quit!!!!!!!! I'm not a quiter.. I shall make wonders happen... Was discussing it with my babe.. She suggested skipping... Decided to give it a try.. OMG!!!!!!!! I was panting like mad woman!!!!!! But the outcome.. It feels good actually... to drench with sweattttttttttt!!!!!!!!!! I hope the numbers will decrease instead of going up the scale.. Wish Me Luck peepppppzzzzzzzzzz...

Confidence......

Hey peepzz... ever since i have joined the working world... been slacking on my blog post... hehe.. sorry about that... oh well... i was wondering whether should i be dreading about my current life or hmmm... stories that might improve people's live when i logged on to my blog.. Hmm, i guess i'm going to dread anyway.. Heheh... Hey, what's bad for me, it might be good for you... Life is all about learning from one another...

Sadly, it's just me and my life that i hope might bring a little cheers.. So, what's new with me while i have been m.i.a for months... hehe.. Ok... there's nothing much going on.. it's only me keeping in touch with high school friends and get the gist of how wonderful life could be.. Of course, there's ups and downs too..

Well, confidence level is really important in life, be it work, or others.. In order to socialize, a person needs to have that particular confidence to outshine himself or herself too.. So, buck it up peepzzz... We are definitely unique in our own ways... Do Not Ever Look Down On Yourself.. To be frank, i was once that person, who look down on herself... having low esteem in everything i do.. Well, i think you guys might know from my previous post... In terms of relationship wise, i could grade myself as being failure anyway.. No doubt about it.. The reason behind it was FAT... I was really fat and that really shun me away from everything, be it clothes or crushes that i have.. Yep... i was stupid to think of that.. Somehow, it's not the size that matters.. As we seen, most people who are fat were bless with happy ending as well.. So, It is definitely not the size.. It's the character that attracts the other party.. So long as we know how to love ourselves or pampering oneself to the max.. Loving yourself is definitely the most important thing.. Somehow, many people still did not get the hang of it..

However, those kilos that have been burned do boost up a person's confident level as well... I felt much happier ever since losing those fatty fats away from my body and also hunting for clothes.. going out with friends.. Oh, that really helps alot.... Friends definitely bring the best out of you... hehe..

So, Start mingle around today.. Pamper yourself to spa, facial or whatever stuff that you love... It will definitely help to being those glow out of you...

Stop pushing!!!!!!!!!

Stop pushing, you dork!!!!!!!!!
Just because you think you are that kind of person...
doesnt mean i have to be like you....

I dont need your guidance....
Im jz telling... at times, i dont get it...
Why am i stuck??????????

Whatever it is... Get the hell out of me!!!!!!!

Long awaited post!!!

Hey peepzzzzzz, Morning....... well, it has been quite long since my last post... which i think... 2 months ago... Hahaha... Sorry for not been blogging... to cut things short, it's pretty dramatic life i had...

So, how's the blogging world doing????? I have lost touch of it for pretty long... I hope it's all good... will start blogging soon.. and probably, take up some photography skills... just for fun... since it's gonna be a new perspective in life... been wasting alot of precious time doing nothing but hoping for something that isn't worth while... Plus, my blog is pretty dry with words...Needed some pictures to spice things up...=)

Last weekend, it wasnt as great as i thought it will be... but then, it ought to be credited.. despite being hurt and getting jealous over it.. Well, you guys will probably know which kind of area am i talking about.. Yup, it's Relationship!!!!!!!! I thought he is someone that i long awaited for... but, i was wrong.. it took me quite long to pulled the hand brake and moved on.. Of course, it require determination, friends support and more... Plus, not to mentioned a good piece of article which totally waken me up... as much as friends shook me off..but, it doesnt work till something appears right in front of you...there's a quote for it, Seeing is Believing... This cleo magazine was dangling on my table for pretty long already... I just didn't take a glance on it.. till it came to a point.. why not take a look at it... you might find something that you need after all.. there's this article caught my sight and was totally engrossed to it.... After reading it, i know that i deserve someone better...

Oh btw peepz, i have managed to secure myself with a job already... after bumming for three months... well, it's not a career that i'm looking for.. but, no harm gaining experience.. then will JUMP higher...........=)

TOUCHED!!!

I was really touched by a sweet gesture of Bo's mum... She ranged me up when she came across the star job section.. As i am still hunting for a job.. I was literally surprised when she told me about a vacancy in an event company.. As i couldnt expect that from a good friend's mum...Not that they are not nice.. But, they have the thought of hunting it for me when they dont have too..

THANKS AUNTIE... I will definitely buy u a treat when i land myself a job.. Well, i had been applying.. Went for one of a customer service interview last friday.. At first, i wasn't really cleared of what is their company's job function since i was being brief about it only.. So, i did my own homework to go through of that company itself.. As i spoke to the HR manager as well as the person in charge... i find tht job has alot of potential and it's pretty challenging.. i'm not refering that every job does not have the potential.. But, it's something tht i will look forward too.. despite me hoping or expect to get my hands dirty as in meeting people personally.. But then, there are many ways to get your stuff done..

So, let's hope that i'm gonna land a job soon.. Dad was telling, you went for 3 interviews already, and yet you are still jobless.. Sob sob.. But, well... i wont take it too personally either as i know i will definitely be employ...

Games are pretty tiring to played...

Not those sporty games.. or adventurous stuff.. I'm talking bout relationship issue... At times, i just dont understand.. why does a person want to do have that pulled & let go situation????? Arghh... it's just soo frustrating.. But i guess that's the only way to test whether are we up for each other's challenge..

So, am i a true player now???? I dono...But, that's what forces me to do soo.. So, You... If soo happens, you do read my blog... I just couldnt be bother anymore... Well, i have gave u my heart.. but you choose to play me out.. Well, i wouldnt blame you indeed.. But, life goes on.. Here goes to our sorta close friendship...Hmmm... There are soo many ways to tell a person when he or she is not into you???? But you just have to choose this way.. So, Let it be...

Those fell that i received throughout these years.. finally awakes me... Well, i would thank sis for shaking me up... It's all about GAME.. whether are you with... So, I guess i'm gonna take up the freaking challenge.. and be one hell of a good player... =)

This fall made me realized.. SUPERB.. after how many fall.... 2.. I could just name myself a dumbo...=S

Expectations are being set...

Had enough of dramas here & there...
Dont blame me for what I am today..
Life pushes me to be in this state...
You did that too...

Indeed, i try not to think of those expectation that i have set..
But, look what happen..
I was being played over & over again..
I was hurt like hell...
So, why should i suffer???

That's why i'm setting a certain expectation...
Without this expectation being meet,
You can just FLY KITESSSSSSSSSS....

Sorry, i have to be selfish at times in order to love myself more....

Macau trip 2010......

Sorry peepzzz, i have been m.i.a for quite sometime... Well, i was travelling to China land.. part of it.. Macau.... No internet connection, which is suck big time.. I was so used to glueing myself to my laptop for... practically everyday without fail.. All of sudden, i dont get to feel the keyboard or checked out facebook.. it's bad...

Anyway, speaking about Macau... I was lucky to get my passport chopped once again... hehe... It's great to see how portugal has changed macau... Love those sight seeing and buildings... especially the cathedrals.. not to mentioned food too.....

From this trip, i definitely had some joyous momentss... it was winter still.. Practically, it was chill.. Plus, their taxi driver drive super fast without any indication.. superb... how i wish i was the one driving there????? cool... their casino was design in a classy way... sooo nice... their interior is superb...

Pics shall be up soon... if im not lazy...=p

Love is weird!!!!!!!!

I think everyone who came across with this post would probably agrees with me... Well, I wasnt trying too be cocky, but then... Don't you guys think Love is weird... if you feel that i'm wrong, please feel free to correct me...

I have met someone, but then... it's still in the process of getting to know each other.. Well, i would say i do have some liking on him.. As days goes by, feelings hv been playing me off.. which i hate the most... In other words, i dono whether do i really into him or it's merely a crush...... If i could get it right, i would prefer to stop myself from sending the wrong intention to him...

Well, you tell me... Whenever i dint see him online, will probably wondering and waiting... or worst come to worst, checking his profile out.. When we chatted, it's a great deal...... i had one fun time debating on silly stuff... however, there's certain things that is bothering me.. stuff which i think could be mended of course... on the other hand, i feel that i talked too much, which might make him look bad..

Basically, i'm confused right now... Am i changing or what?????????? arghhh.. this is soo crap...

Great Dinner with the QBM staff...

We had another round of dinner together ever since i came back... eheh.. this time, our dinner group have expanded.. they included their new admin assistant, Kaygen, which so happen i thought he was my age.. But, he is younger than me.. Well, i was used to be the youngest in the office... Looks like someone is taking up my place... However, he doesnt look like his age at all.. I was surprised.. ehhe.. this shows that a person's outlook is deceiving... hehe

We had our dinner at Daorea... Korean restaurant.. I was being recommended to this shop by Hedy... The environment of the restaurant was good as well as the services.. Food wise... Pretty not bad for people like me... who would opt for something that is not fatty nor heavy... Basically, Korean people will go for more veges and rice plus meat... But, i would choose the veges over rice.. hehe... We had rice too.. but was taken by kaygen, the new member and siang chin.. phew..

When i got home, craved for a bun.. that i bought when i was in Queensbay... at the end, shared that sausage bun with sis... sigh.. which adds on my weight.. Crap... Wonder when will i achieved my ideal weight... sigh sigh sigh... been working out... not to mentioned..ate too.. which i dont really lose much..at the end of the day...

Plus, the coming week, i'll be in winter wonderland.. there goes food again.. When i got home, CNY is around the corner.. Argh... I was expecting myself to look good.. but, looks like i have to do more walking from now before winter wonderland...

D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D!!!!!

Hmmm.. What should i say?? I'm pretty amazed that a person will changed tremendously ever since they are in a relationship... I didn't realized this till i have encounter this issue... It sorta give a tight slap on the face... Guess i have to wake up and see the damn world.. People are just selfish i guess..



I wouldnt know will i be like you if so happens i'm in a relationship or not... Well, that's something i couldnt tell.. because till now, i'm still single.. Basically, i wouldnt want to ignore my friends once i'm in a relationship.. I do know that a freshie new relationship, you will tend to spend most of the time with your loved ones.. But, do spare some time for your friends as well as cousins... Gosh, i have been receiving rejects from you like last minute thingy... it's pretty upset... whereby i wish to have that closure.. but looks like it's fading away.. Not only this, you seem to changed.. the part where i'm angry will be.. you taking for granted and expect me to suit your schedule.. come on.. just because you need to spend quality time with him, think of others as well.. Dont be selfish and expect people to please you..

P/s: Bo, you have a task.. if sooo happens, i'm in relationship.. & snuggling up to my bf all the time.. not spending some precious moments with you.. PLEASE.. i mean... Please shake or wake me up... whatever you wish to do.. i gave you the honour... Basically, we have promised each other right.. By all means.. do it... It's pretty disppointing to see someone who is close to you changed 360 degrees... Sigh... Well, guess that explains the differences of each other..

Peepzz, i'm not saying you cant spend time with your bf.. but spare some time with your friends and your loved one... Dont forget those who have guided you along the way.. helped and stuff.. Families and friends play an important role in everyone's life i'm sure.. So, dont ignore them totally.. That's what i'm trying to say...

STUPID.........

Yes, this post is all about how stupidity i was... Sigh... I was complaining that i dont received any news lately about my career.. The fact that i was soo dumb enough not to apply for any job because i thought that once i uploaded my CV to jobstreet site.. My job are done.. & co would rang me up... The fact is i was suppose to pick which co and apply... apparently i didnt do any of that.. Then my friends was telling me.. they are being called for an interviews, while i was still rotting at home.. Sigh... How disappointing??????

At times, it has taken a toll on me.. whereby i'm pretty despo to get a job.. tonnes of ppl was saying.. enjoy your break while you can.. once you have step your foot on the career world, it's gonna be different already.. Yea, i know that.. I was wondering what can i do at home???? despite being rot.. sleep like there's no tomorrow.. or parents woke me up in the morning, which is still my sleeping mode.. LOL.. Basically, i'm on my holiday mood.... and yet i grumble.. as i'm rotting.. Not that only, following dad or mum.. well, alternative days.. to do their stuff...

Ok Back to the original topic, eee... always diverted to crap on other topic.. SiGH.. Hmm... One fine day, i was wondering.. Why am i not being called?? Not that my resume is not up to its standard.. i mean.. it's not like i did real badly for my studies.. So, why is there no respond... Then i saw some section, whereby it indicates that.. job being applied in the past 6 months.. which indicates zero... read me.. IT'S ZERO.. Then only i realized my god damn mistake.. STUPID... Sigh.. In other words, i dint hunt for a job at all.. Sigh... Not realizing i dint put in effort but complaining.. Wth???? Feel like smacking myself already... That's all peepzzz... Next time check & read all those particular... dont be such a dumb fool like me... thank god i realized my god damn mistake.. if not, i wonder how long will i be rotting at home?????

Will there be a life after you????????

Been listening to Daughtry's song, Life after you.. Well, i fell in love when it was played on Tv.. Thanks to Jeron, who is kind enough to download the song for me.. Basically, he is my songs provider.. hahaha.. P/s: Jeron, it's a compliment ok.. Thanks alot........

Ever since i got this, i have been playing the song like ultimately everyday... and wonders too... Hate it when a song created an impact in my life.. not like it doesnt.. But, it created alot of images that i dont wish to see nor ready to face it.. Be it relationship or family or someone who is dear to me...

Recently, a good friend's mum of mine passed away.. Well, i know how much has taken a toll of her.. I did my part in helping her out.. But i wonder, what will happen to me when something like that occurs to my life??? I do not dare to think because i dont wish that to happen.. Nor anything happen to my friends that i loved too.. It's just sad when ironic incidents landed on you..

Relationship: I have tried to let it go as much as i can.. There's this phrase, "when you least expected something, you tend to be more happier".. Practically, using this phrase to guide me through.. At times, you gave me hope, at times, you took it away.. So, i wonder whether does it exist.. or i'm just clapping my own damn hand.. Well, i wouldnt know what's running through your mind.. Guess, letting it go bits by bits.. will not make me go wonder too much... Thanks to the previous relationship i had, sorta made me realized that jumping to conclusion.. everything will not turnout to be great... Guess everyone have to go through the hard slap of reality before you turnout to be wiser.. Guess i had my fall... Hoping that i wont do any silly mistakes that should have been avoided...

Sorry peepzz.. it's alit emo...

Welcoming 2010 with booze @ homieee!!! =)

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!!!!!!!!! It's 2010......... Well, i had a great time welcoming 2010..... I hope you guys had your blast as well...

I was planning to hit the clubs or do something crazyyyyy... However, dad was stuck with a wedding invitation as well as a bbq party from his friend... Furthermore, i went out during my bday.. So, chances of me partying during new year eve would be a NO! No!...

I had to be reasonable this time.. Since he gave the green light during my bday..so, i should be a goody gurl..hehe.. Since plans are knocked off.. So, i was planning to do something crazy with my sis.. Well, she is still young.. I have always love having a drinking session or partying at home with a bunch of good friends or probably my sis.. Sadly, my 2 elder sis dont really drink with me... So, i had to tone it down... Thank god, i got this younger sis of mine..who is alit bit crazy but not as much as i am.. LOL.. =)

Dad's been keeping some bottles of wine at home.. Beers as well as brandy... Since i had to be homie during new year eve... i suggested to my sis that... "Hey, Let's get drunk tonight!!! She buys my idea... haha.. probably, it's about time her wildness is appearing.. lol...

Well, we started off with white wine, which is the left over... So, both of us bottoms up the wine with a gulp..hahha.. After that, we started pouring and downing it at the same time.. Basically, we finished up one whole bottle of red wine... 1 can of beers each as well as half glass of hennessy nid... Gosh.. That hennessy took me off.. At the end of that night, i was totally knocked off... Sleeping like a baby.. While sis chatting.. Her face was practically went red.. i was downing all the time.. She took some breaks in btw..So, she wasnt that bad compare to me..

Well, it was an awesome night though.. But all those drinking made me put on a few kgs.. plus food.. been eating alot lately.. sob sob.. so, it's time to burned some fats off...

Anyway, i had an awesome time drinking with her at home...Never expected my new year eve to be soo good..hahah.. How about you guys?????

Here's some pics... we Camwhore while enjoying our boozeeeee... =)

The bloody high look... her face was reddddddddd....