2009 is coming to an end....

there's 45 minutes left before 2010 hit its mark.. So, peepzzz... Let's welcome 2010 with great prospect, joy, luck and many more....

2009 has done a great deal in our life.. Mistakes have been made... Therefore, we should learned from it and be a happy person in life... So, forgive & forget... and never look back.....

Have fun peepzzzz.... Happy New Year every bloggers... =)

Once it's broken, it's never gonna mended..

I guess you guys heard this phrase before.. Well, it does apply in your life as well.. To be exact, relationship wise... Hmmm.. If you have been following my post, you would probably realized there's been dramas here and there.. Well, everyone would definitely encounter this phase.. It's life anyway.. We can't avoid that..

Ok.. Just a short synopsis about the dramas.. Practically, i was sorta dumped by a guy, of course.. LOL.. back in June 2009.. Exact date will be 5th of June 2009.. Hmmm.. couldnt believe the stupid date is still fresh in my brain.. anyway, yep, that's the date i was been rejected.. Since he is still in love with his ex.. They sorta got back together within a month.. Well, the naive side of me... still waiting for him to changed his mind & come back to me..as i was willingly to wait.. Sigh... Love is practically blind... Yes, i was blinded back then..

After a certain momentum in life, decided that i should just get rid of him and start a brand new one.. Which is focusing on career.. Well, i did, of course.. hehehe... Somehow or rather, along the way, there's someone who sorta came along.. Well, it's still being freshie.. Practically, we are still being friends... and nothing seems to changed that.. I could say, i'm more than happy to get rid of the old one.. Not because of i have found someone new.. But, i feel that the old one, was practically, the stupid old flame where i thought it might happen but he is not the one.. So, yes...

Oh, i did adviced him as well.. To communicate with his gf when they have issues.. Despite me still liking him... There i was...NAIVE... sigh... Recently, his fb status display he is single.. When i saw that, i was like...ok...Whatever la... Because we are done anyway..So, it's your business.. We are still friends.. but sometimes, there's certain things i shouldnt get myself involve... Besides, i did dreamt of him as well..walking along the aisle.. That amazed me.. because i have not dreamt of him ever since he was off my mind..somehow, i did.. Well, i told him about the dream..Basically, he was laughing like mad...

Recently, he met with an accident.. So, i was online practically 24/7.. He nudged me on msn.. i was hesitate to reply.. Well, i got this feeling that he is trying his luck to keep in touch with me.. trying to get my attention and everything.. for no reason, he likes my status..which was pretty lame... So, i knew this was coming.. At the end of it.. i replied...and sorta gave a cold treatment.. Because i dint want to give him hope already... It's over... You have hurt me badly.. When i walked away, just let me go...Dont ever think you could repent the stuff that you did..

Peepzz out there.. regardless of which gender are you in.. Dont ever ever make silly mistakes in life.. i know we are bound to make silly mistakes sometimes.. An advice will be... Just give a thorough thought before commiting into something.. Once it's gone, forever.. it will fly off...

Birthday Surprise!!!!

I didn't expect my facebook wall to be flooded with tonnes of well-wisher, which is my friends, whom i lost in touch with.. Well, put it this way, i thought this year birthday is gonna be a plain old thing, where i would flock around at home & dinner with my parents & back to home to slp.. Yup, pretty dull, right..

As much as i want to hype this year, indeed my life has been pretty hype up.. Thanks to my taiping friends, whom i met along with throughout this year... It's been great fun blasting my life in KL with the right group of people.. Anyway, back to the original topic once again..

I was planning to do something fun for myself this year.. So, an old high school friend whom we shared the same birthday came down to penang.. Well, we sorta met up 2 days earlier before our birthday.. We had the longest talk ever... & rounding the mall for more than 5 times.. Gosh.. By the time i got home, my feet's colour went pinkest red and it hurts.. =(

Therefore, she decided want to checked out christmas countdown since she have not seen one before.. Well, same goes to me... Dad doesnt want to be stucked in the bad traffic.. Practically, we will be bumming around at home during this big festivals... We decided to heads over to QE2, which is sorta club/pub thingy.. That's my first visit as well.. hmmm..The songs selection for the night pretty shuckie...

Oh, a good friend of mine came along as well.. Well, it was great to see him there... Hmm.. i dint expect him to be popping up to my invitation.. So, it was pretty surprise to me... So, that's about it... Mailbox went bursting & had a couple of beer with Jeron... =) That sums up all the joy i had... Thanks peepzzzz who made my day.. Not to forget.. Jeron & his awesome way of wishing me... which made me feel like bashing him up...

Season of Joy made me stationary = LAZY!!!!

hahaha... yes, that's right... i have been superbly lazy these days.. dint feel like logging in to blogspot.. other than facebooking and msn... Sigh.. There are tonnes of stuff that i wished to share upon, but, the kick of blogging is just not there..

Anyway, a very late wishes to all the Christians in this world, Merry Christmas... Hmmm... Shouldnt i be saying that i'm not late since Christmas celebration lasted for 12 days... Correct me if i'm wrong because that's what i have been listening to those Christmas songs.. heheh..

Job hunting were stagnant-ing as well.. Like i says, there's no response from the market.. Well, couldn't blame them.. Since it's the year end.. Everyone is waiting for their bonuses.. So, i shall have to wait till tomorrow and landed an atomy bomb on all mnc websites.. hahaha...

L.O.S.T & C.L.U.E.L.E.SS!!!!!

I dono what are you up to, i tried to understand you..
But, guess i did the wrong thing..
Probably, i shouldn't hoped for miracle to happen..
Besides, i shouldn't demand for your concern towards me..

It's a little stressful to wait for you to online and everything..
Knowing you online, makes me glue to my laptop all the time..
at times, i'll get nags from mum & dad for hooking up to laptop soo late...
Waking up in the noon like uberly late...

So, i guess... i have tried.. there's no respond..
i dont know whether did you showed interest or not..
But, i feel, it's not up to me to make things happen already..
Am tired of clapping one hand... where there's no respond..
Guess it's the end then..
which ends up making me to pull everything back to where it begins..

Dad's U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E thought!!!!!!

During the weekend, was woken up by dad... Just to accompanied him for breakie... I was still sleeping... Apparently, i have been sleeping late for certain reason.. But, i think i should start to ignore that particular person & start sleeping early.. will try it tonight then... Anyway, speaking about dad's bizzare thought.. His thought scares me all the time.... At times, it's difficult to reject... Sigh

So, What happen???? Went for breakie with him and 2nd sis.. He wanted to have Curry Mee, which is located somewhere near Loh Guan Lye hospital.. When we reached there, the shop was closed.. Practically, we went around the half island to search for food.. LOL.. While i was hugging some small bolster at the passenger seat... So, tried to sleep, but couldnt.. Finally, we ended up having our breakie in Jelutong Market..

Well, i am still job hunting.. Sis got an interview from some KL company.. She was informing dad about it.. All of sudden, here he is... giving me his wildest thought, which is persuading me to sales... Well, i dont mind dealing with sales.. But, he was suggesting me to Automobile industry.. Which he has established himself pretty well in that field.. then, me & sis was opposing, by giving all sort of reasons to him... He ended saying, We have that negative thought.. Sigh.. It's pretty risky.. doing sales in that industry.. Am still contemplating.. on the other hand, persuading me to assist him in the company... On the other hand, givng me a very bizzare thought like that.. Gosh, What the hell you want????

It's not easy... Yes, i know..Nothing comes easy in life... Well, i didn't want to tarnish his reputable image if so happen i cant perform.. Well, am giving it a real thought on it.. He feels that i have the capability of doing sales... So, will see..how my life leads me....... :)

Brand new "ME" welcoming the 2010!!!

My old hairstyle...-Long hair....

Ta Daaa -New Hairstyle- Bob.... Super short...=( with the fat face...

Hahaha...Pretty lame headline for my blog... Indeed, i did some changes in me...Chopped my hair to super short...which my entire family was shocked... & wonder why did i have this thought of chopping off my hair... plus, this short... LOL

Well, put it this way... have never ever cut this short in my entire life... Mum & sis thought that i was tying up my hair... When they saw, they pop questions to me..like 5Ws & 1H to me... It was funny... Besides, dad kept questioning me, "why did you cut your hair so short?" All i did was.... new hairstyle....& i wanted to cut short...however, not this short though...Well, my hair will grow...in months time...

Sigh...everyone was telling me how fat was i once i chopped off... Sigh.. Guess i have to start diet-ing & exercising.......Sigh

Movie Night Out!!!

I guess i have not done any movie reviews before... Decided to post this one up...Couples Retreat... Well, it's been such a long time since i last stepped to the cineplex... If i am not mistaken, i think the last movie i have watched in the the cinema was G-Force, the roddent movie...It's cute... love those hamsters...& guinea pigs as well...They were soo cool...

Here we are, Couples Retreat.. benn dying to watch this movie...When it was opened to the cineplex, me & Esther were watching New Moon.. Well, i don't really like New Moon anyway.. It's pretty dull compare to the book i have read.. Love those book... but not the movie.. Well, couldn't blame the director.. As they cant inject every detail of the plot into the movie... So, they took only the gist of the storyline...

OK...Couples Retreat.. Went movie with Jeron... Love the movie...It's sort of relaxation as there's humor and some morale in it.. Well, it would guide those couples, who are having probs currently.. to understand the flaws of each other and accept it.. So, it's definitely a thumb up movie to watch.. love the beach scene... practically, i love the entire concept of the movie...=)

Peeps, if you have not catch it, please do so...if you are lucky enough...If not, do grab the DVDs... =)

I'm A.G.E.I.N.G!!!!!! =(

Yes peepzzz, I am literally aged... Was pretty annoyed & disappointed... Apparently, mum had complimentary voucher to have a facial treatment in Stella In, which is an established brand name.. Furthermore, Aunty Stella has been a friend of mum since young.. Mum has always tailored her facial boutique all this while for facial wash..

Mum brought the products and got 2 complimentary vouchers. She gave it to me & 2nd sis to pamper ourself.. So, we booked the facial appointment on monday after sis completed her work.. went over to pamper ourselves while youngest sis went for shopping alone... Quite pitiful but she didn't want to join us for the facial wash anyway..

Facial moment... The beautician thought that i'm the oldest compare to my 2nd sis... She told my 2nd sis, "you should let your older sis to use some of your facial products".. I was like "What?????????" in my heart ok... then my 2nd sis was like, she is my younger sis..Then the beautician apologized.. Damn...Do i looked that old??????

Anyway, that's the part for making me aged... Besides, i'm having wrinkles... Can you believe it??? At the age of 2os, i'm getting myself wrinkles on the eye area and my neck... Damn... The effect of having wrinkles are not using the proper facial products.. Normally, i'm too lazy to pamper myself by applying toner or mosturizer to my face.. So, will only go with normal cleaser which i could get it from the malls or convenience shop, which cost me around RM18 per tube.. That's because i'm not earning yet.. so, i dont go for beautician products.. Well, mum do encourage me to buy, but i still feel it's not worth it..

However, i think i have to start using the proper facial products before turning my face into an aunty look.. =p At the end of that facial treatment, bought the traveling package for myself, which is RM100 plus... Sigh... There goes those money....=( Well, there's a saying mentioned.. In order to stay pretty, money has to spend... So, no choice.. =p

So, peepzz.. have a pleasant weekend....See ya...

Walking has Never been this F.U.N!!! =)

Hahaha!!! It's pretty weird when a person enjoys walking... It's not the exact walking (the exercising part)... It's window shopping...Haha.. After landing myself in Penang for almost 2 weeks plus... Never dated a friend for shopping.. So, Diana & I decided to meet up... We have not been catching up lately... We choose the nearest mall, since i've got wedding dinner to attend at night..

So, What's the fun part of our walk???? Practically, we just walked and walked...did not stops...for more than 4 hours..=p.. okok...we did stopped for a drink at Old Town with jeron.. Wondered whether did i disturb him for having his mushroom soup during his break..=p If i did, i'm sorry... As he tagged along, he & diana became buyer & seller because of his iphone..hehe.. Diana was tempted to buy an Iphone for herself, but couldnt locate a cheaper price.. So, both of them was bargaining..hehehe.. Besides, Diana couldn't eat anything because she was having her chicken pox.. I didn't want to tempt her... which is good.. At least i get to diet..muahahhahaha... Been looking for moments like that...Woots... We ordered some healthy fruit juice with milk added to filled my tummy up... =) Indeed, i was full after that... When i asked Jeron to choose the spot for us to chill, both of us was like where & where.. At the end, head over to old town... I didnt want to eat.. But Diana was like makan la... So, we shared ice cream toast.. hahaha... she is craving for ice cream... LOL... The entire 4 hours of shopping, we had 2 rounds of ice cream...Weeeeee...

Since Jeron is working in Swatch, was thinking of getting my younger sis a watch.. Well, it could be xmas present. Besides, she is moving up to different set of level next year, which is college life.. so, a brand new gift to head start her new life.. =p Plus, her old swatch died anyway.. I picked one of the watch, which is WHITE...... Well, i love it alot...probably, i like white...Besides, it's the only one that is nice..other than the others.. I mean the cheapest one i could find... hehe.. So, asked 2nd sis to checked..whether she like it.. She was like..ok...take this then.. Well, Jeron was kind enough to give me the staff price... Thank you once again Jeron, if so happens you are reading my blog.. =)

Stressful & intense moments are gone!!! =)

This morning was waken up by Dad's call.. As usual, my daily routine will be turning on my notebook & my cafe world...Hahhaha.. It's pretty addictive online game so far.. Gosh.. Salute to Mark, the founder of Zynga.. Well, how did i came across with it??? I did my research on him basically... Hehehe.. for one of the subjects i took... I love the way he organized his management.. Superb... You must be wondering whether am i into the business management world!!! Well, to be exact, i love to fork out and understand the way they lead the company, BUT definitely NOT applying it to education context.. Heheh.. Had a hard time figuring out how to write 3.5k words for my last Communication & Organization assignment.

However, i had fun learning the subjects anyway... this is the only subjects, which i'm interested.. Results are out... I didn't expect my results to be out so fast.. As i was told, it will only be out at the end of December or beginning of January 2010.. Practically, i was panic about it..As i didn't have a single clue about the progression of my course work, whether did i do well or suckie or total failure.. So, was complaining to dad that i hope that i pass all my subjects... Then he gave me the look, Shouldn't you know how well you did?? I was like...I dono...hehe... Finally, i could rest in peace...hehehe... all the intense moments, sleepless nights, burnout moments are gone for now... Indeed, i pass everything.. So, it's time to hunt for jobs...=)

When i was checking my mailbox this morning, i came across this email, which was sent by the outsourcing agency.. It states Unsuccessful...When i saw that word, i was practically laughing to myself because i have already expected that i will not get the job from agilent anyway.. So, i wasn't surprise... Besides, i wasn't disappointed either.. Since i didn't get the offer, i could enjoy my holiday for now.. with total peace...=) Told sis about it... she just asked me, didn't get ar...i told her yea... but that doesnt stop me from hunting.. lately, been checking out job vacancy.., Hopefully, work luck might land in my direction soon... heheh...

So, it's time to celebrate.... Weeeeeee...Stress & worries about my results are gone... Tomorrow, shall head over to QB with Diana.. Then, waiting for Mabs to come back, we'll head over to Hard Rock hotel to check out the place...=) So, adieus peepzzz... Have Fun...

Job hunting...

It's been 2 weeks by now ever since i got home to penang.. Well, home is always a relaxing retreat... Nothing much has been done, other than busy hunting for job.. It's about time for me to get away from my laidback moments.. Even though dad is not giving me any pressure but sis are hinting..Since i have nothing to lose, might as well just search.. I was pretty surprise to be short-listed by agilent to go for an interview...

Put it this way, i didn't expect it to occur so fast... First of all, i really wanted to go for a vacation..to have a break-away trip..but to my vain, trips were not planned.. Friends are pretty busy and everyone seems to dwelling with thier probs. So, it's cancel.. No choice...

Ok..So, let's talked about the interview then.. It didn't went as smoothly as i thought... Put it this way, i freaked out and research were practically gone...Even though i did my research, but the moment he ask me...everything just gone..Well, i didn't put as high hope as it is after the interview...I was pretty disappointed with myself.. Because i didn't perform as what i am capable of..Didnt do much selling..Anyway, being a first timer in this area...having the real interview.. I'm sure i could handle things better in future... Well, i was pretty down after that.. Dad realized my down-ness and started to make fun of me.... in order to cheer me up...But deep down, i was practically been thrashed down...

Dad has been my supportive friend, a father, and buddy to me.. His advices and experience have definitely guided me into what am i today... Not to mentioned my mum as well...Both have their capabilities in nurturing us... So, Thanks for being part of my life...

It's D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R!!!!!!!!!!!

December is here....ok...i should blogged 2 days ago then..hehe..to be exact... anyway, it's still december... i do always looked forward to this month.. It's a season of joy, whereby Christmas, mark the end of the year as well as meeeeeeee Birthday are all located in the month of DECEMBER..hehehhe... love love december... It just thrill me all the time when december hits... But, Mabel wont be able to celebrate with mua..this year..as she is busy studying for her final exams... Sigh..that's devastating.. anyway, guess this year gonna be the same...celebrating with an uncomplete family...=(

Sis is going down to KL to celebrate with her husband to be..... As much as i want her accompany, i have to understand her... anyway, she is forgiven..hehe.. so, i shall planned what do i want to do this year... dad planned to have a bbq session in one of his friend's house in kl on 24th...Xmas eve.. but i dint want to because another friend of his will be there as well... let's see how it goes...

so, peepz...please do planned out what do you want to do!!! have fun....celebrate the month with full of joy...=)